New Moon

Time really flies. Just a year ago, I got my eyes on Twilight and was way crazy over Rob Pattinson. Patiently and anxiously, waited and waited for New Moon to come back and was thinking about it almost everyday. 365 days had passed in a blink of an eye and New Moon has returned and I shall proudly say, it's better than Twilight!

Good CastsSss!

Though I still think Rob Pattinson is hot and amazing, but somehow find his character a little bit boring, yea.. he's supposed to be the emo guy but..... alrite forget it! He's still cute tho! :)

It's December and 2009 will be coming to an end, fast huh? New Moon is the peak for me and I'm glad it's not a disappointment! Other than that, 2009 is not a good year for me. It's a year that I wandered really alot, got myself really lost, found myself back and trapped in a dead end.. it's just... I'm just glad it's going to be over soon. At least, I know I'm closer to the day... the day I've always been dreaming :)

Looking from the brighter side, 2009 is a breakthrough period for myself too. At least, things fall as I planned towards the end of the year coupled with some surprises too, like AAR Reality Check :P I know this doesn't sound that right for a 21 year old girl who is supposed to be studying and sitting for exams, enjoying her youth in campus and all sorts... but I do find some kinda peace of satisfaction in my job now as a beauty therapist.

Though I'm a beauty therapist, I admit I still have a long way to go to be top note beauty myself LOLOLOLs :D All I know is that, beauty doesnt come free... alot of work, time and money involved here for a woman to feel and look good. Of cuz, God is unfair and it's not a crime to be born less perfect or ugly but it's definitely a crime not to put in effort to look pleasant :P

And... it really feels great earning an income, that helps out the family a little, for ourselves, for the near future.. it's the sense of adulthood. And I have no idea why I'm such a rushie to grow up, maybe it's because I've always wanted to be independent, bitter childhood memories, to be in control or maybe.. I just want my own Life. A Life that is branded, Me.

Will be turning 22 in a month, when age is just a figure but time has its calls. I'm not afraid of getting old but I do have a phobia as time travels because there are much things I want to see, to feel, to honour, to trust, to love about the world out there and if I were to die tomorrow, I know I'll regret not having them accomplished :)

Maybe it's true that there are some dreams one lifetime is not enough to catch, but there will some dreams that come true if you only learn to believe and be initiative. Dreams don't come if you don't rest your mind and find it through the sleeps of souls. Let go of the stronghold that deceives you, what matters at the end of the day is be grateful that you're waking up everyday to the world that belongs to you- family, friends, soulmates, pets... anyone that you know lives for you and vice versa.

HappY BeLatEd ThaNksGivIng!