@#$%!^&*&^%!!@#**!!!

~*~Oh baby dont you know I suffer? Oh baby can you hear me moan? You caught me under false pretenses. How long before you let me go?~*~

I know my blog song now is a bit -not-choya-like but... you'll know why at the end of the post. Lolz! For those of you who haven't watched Twilight, I'm saying please just go watch it, ignore all reviews whether it sucks or not you judge it yourself after the movie! For me it worths all the RM10 just for one special 2 minutes scene. Again.. you'll know why at the end of the post :P

Alright, Robert Pattinson looks freakingly sexy and hot as Edward Cullen. Like what, vampires are sexy~ LOLS! It's like practically the entire "vegetarian" family of the Cullens are DARN irresistible. Once more... you'll know why at the end of my post! :P

Well, Yuyu said and I quote, "If one asked me how's Twilight, I'm not so sure if I'd bring myself to say the story is indeed nice but for sure I'd say HE IS NICE!" Lolz...

FUCKING AGREE!

*minus the visual of his face being squashed in mud under Voldemort's shoes in Harry Potter. Lolz!*

But who else you think would be better Edward Cullen than him??! My GOD!!!

that mysterious look of his.. ahh~ It makes me feel like screming...
*I'm the food! I'm the food!!!* Lolz!

Behold~! The Sexy Vampire!

Really, I do not think he's very good looking but there's just that peculiar and mysterious look of him that draws the attention!

Glacier is melting, supermassive black hole~*!

I think the girl, Bella Swan is pretty but.. I don't quite like her character. Like the whatever kind of attitude. Maybe I'm just jealous.. LOlz! Seeing how Edward Cullen gets so protective and always having her around his arms... !@#$%%^^%&*!!@#!!!

a definition of a perfect date to Prom to me is... this! Lols!

Alrights, enough about him. Now it's time for him.. Hhahaa!

Dr. Carlisle Cullen

I couldn't agree further that Twilight is a success not entirely based on the story itself but the perfect casting of the characters! Seriously, this kind of vampire story is very typical indeed. They are almost the same even from different writers. I love vampire stories, thanks to Yi Ling for introducing me The Vampire's Diaries by L.J Smith. The book I read before my F5 trials was The Awakening. Haha!

As usual, the typical vampire stories depict how good looking are the vampires, how they fall in love with the mortals and of the foes long for the same mortal. The venum, the risk, the red apple, crystal apple and more apples (I'm not sure why they always have apples in vampire stories thou-Lolz) One vegetarian the other carnivorous! Ya know, things like that and stuff :P

But this story is a lil bit different in the sense that normally, vampires vanish when exposed to the sunlight but instead the vampires in Twilight's Version have sparkling bodies when exposed to sunlight. Hahaha! Watever, the baseball scene is A DIE FOR SCENE :P

whenever there's thunder now, I guess I'll start to imagine the vampires playing baseball! Haha!

Last but not least, the cast that I find to be extremely entertaining is.. Charlie Swan! Bella's dad! He's funny with the pepper spray thing! Haha

it doesn't look like him in the movie itself. anyhow, still my fave :P!

And since most of you are anxious about what is in the end of my post.. let me tell you..

It's nothing greater than VAMPIRES PLAYING BASEBALL DURING THUNDERSTORM!!! Lolz

Now.. go watch the MOVIE! :P I'm in for 2nd round!! HAHAHA...

Kelas Seni

*RrrriiinnnnGgggG~!*
*Thank you, teacher~!*

The classroom went from a controllable state to an uncontrollable mini night market. Excited students were busy packing for art classes, while some still seen sitting around chit chatting/ gossiping.

As for us, the Fish Bone Gang (LOLz! Head: Jacq Soon) we obviously belong to the group that were still seen sitting around, taking our own sweet time to get ready :P A slow walk to the art classroom.

The basic routine was usually us, sitting in the same group, again.. chit chatting and gossiping away while painting. A painting was not a painting until the paper was fully soaked wet in poster colours and seemingly thinning in the process, :P

Not to forget, the Jacq Soon-Yi Ling weekly argument. Lolz! They could be arguing over the simplest matter like the poster colours, paint brushes, drawing block, the table or pencil.. LOlz! They just had to argue over something and got over it during recess :P

For me, my art was just average, PERIOD! Sometimes below average too. Lols. But you see, considering I hadn't attended any art lessons outside school.. I give myself a rating of 8/10.. okay, maybe 7/10 lerr... Hmm...

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Okay la okay la... 5/10 la okay?!~~! LOLZ!

I got 2/5 for this "mastersheet". LOLs

I was actually inspired by The Bug's Life but a picture says a thousand words.. I FAILED TERRIBLY! :D

And I took approximately 2 periods to complete this period, that sums up about 1 1/2 hours for this "mastersheet"

that includes the time i spent in talking and laughing away :P


When the art exam comes around, I'd be most clueless about what I wanted to portray. And this picture says it all...

a very very random imagination Lolz!

But, my paintings were not always that bad okay?~ Actually it kinda depends on my mood......... and I do really have a few that I'm proud of.. Lols.. for myself la.. :P

A vase of flowers...

tssk tssk.. not bad ma hor?! wa zai wa zai~!.. HAHA


A blink blink Hat!

it's not a painting.. it's a Collage whereby I patiently glued the itsy bitsy sequins and labucis to construct the whole thing up! :P It was up in the classroom okay~! First time! LOLS



Life's a Brief Candle by William Shakespeare bb..but!


FRAMED BY TUNG HING :P! You know, I really like this artwork of mine. It's a simple piece of artwork but with delicate touch to it. I'm going to frame this up and display it in my house next time.. I'm serious ;)


A cetakan method

i find it kinda.. artistic? LOLS!

Then a traditional WAU!

Now, go fly kite mates~!

Negara Aman Tanpa Dadah

how do you like the bungkus? LOLS!

And some nightmare themed painting~

the human was illustrated by Pn. Koay, the coolest art teacher I'd ever met :P

hahaha! SO that was part of the reminiscence of my lower secondary school life in CPT, Aman all the away :P Life was simpler back then, minus the time my friends and I were sitting outside the class corridor revising while reminding one another: "It's okay, next semester we study earlier okay?" Lolz! Or said things like "Humans don't sleep" when rushing for folios and projects. Lolz!

Corrections could be made, there were ample spaces for mistakes and rooms for readjustments.

I'm glad I made it through each stages of my life, to experience the excitement and wonders of each phases of my life and meet a bunch of great people along the way. Teenage life knocks only once in a lifetime. It's really not about the rave parties and shaking in bikinis... it's all about, the crazy things you did with your bestest buddies :)The friends who jumped with joy with you when you score with flying colours, and the friends who cried with you just before and after you accept your failures.

Just A Moment Before I Sleep

*yawnS*

Actually I'm feeling quite sleepy and blur while typing this. I'd been sleeping quite early these days though sometimes I find it hard to fall asleep soon as I sometimes need to toss and turn for a couple of hours before embarking on my sea cruise to.. dreamland :)

Just a moment before I sleep, I'd just like to say that... I notice a difference in myself lately. Last time, the second before I fell asleep, I used to think about alot of unnecessary stuff and then I felt very monotonous about the next day.

But recently, I must say that... I had been given alot of opportunities to meet new experiences and they have really widened my perspective towards life. I begin to realise that, happiness is really just a hairflip away.. :) I used to have this thought that, there was a missing piece inside me which is causing me to feel so crappy but then I realise that, the missing piece is actually... my peace and freedom. And I feel so silly that it took me one hell of a crazy time and journey to find that missing piece. I had enough of dramas in life that left me with no peace :)

(I don't mean the peace like in the monastery but just you know, a peace of mind and like what Jason Mraz sings: there's no need to complicate, our time is short~)

A freedom doesn't necessarily always means a space that only others can grant you. It's up to your level of commitment that how much space you want to give yourself and it's up to your level of comfortability that how much space you allow other people to have influence over you. Don't you think that it's very miserable when we constantly rely our happiness on other people and we get so upset when they don't take the effort to note our feelings or if they don't meet our expectations? We can create a vibe of happiness for ourselves if we know how to treasure and note our merit values in us!

Rome wasn't built in a day so obviously it takes time to do so. For me, I'm just taking baby steps to change my bad day to day habit and ditch all those self-proclaimed-sadness-and-miseries-of-my-past-like-how-i-was-being-mistreated-and-who-and-who-so-on-that-had-left-such-a-huge-impact-or-whatever-scar-in-me. Like what's the point of living in other peoples' mistakes. It's not as if I deserved it but it just happened so I have to move on anyway. But if I continue to feel miserable about what others had and had not done for me then the foolish person to be in the losing end will not be them... but me :)

*ssSiPppp!* Yumz! I just drank a bottle of Yakult. Yes, my morning now begins with a glass of milk and my day ends with a bottle of Yakult. No~ it's not a secret recipe to happiness :P but my brother stocked up those for me before he left on Monday ;)

The conclusion would be.. I'm feeling really sleepy now and all that I want to say is, instead of feeling monotonous about the next day, I'm beginning to feel excited bout it because I finally know.. where's the direction I am going. What really matters in reality and when to let go somethings that had let me go... so long ago. These small pieces of things are what I consider important to start building me up.

Now repeat after me, happiness.is.JUST! a hairflip away.... *tWinnKk*

Beauty On A Budget

Hi Ladies~ Wassup Ladies~, Yes Ladies~ You are right, Ladies~ We are in the Ladies' Room today~! (CC's Style :P)

Aww.. What a busy day for me today~! Mall hopping from Gurney Plaza to Prangin Mall just to get some stuff- ya know, like beauty on a budget stuff. It's cute and stuff~ (CC's Style again :P) But it was an enjoyable day too, met up with VelvetPhing in Prangin for her new haircut :P She's like cute and and stuff with her new hair cut. LolS!

(notice that the italics in pink are CC's style)

So while waiting for her, I went to shop for my beauty on a budget stuff. All my course necessities stuff. Let me just give you a sneak preview of my cute and stuff.

What are these??

What does it look like to you then?

Well, it's actually a cutting-edge technology on the horizon now: World Sharpest Razor Blade for...

wrist cutting *ngek ngek*

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Well, it's for the brows actually :P But tips to all the girls out there who haven't tried using a razor blade personally on yourself, try seeking professional advise before launching your blades. It's really dangerous without proper handling and angle. But it's really clean-cut brows and stuff :P

it's so sharp that you feel the cut even at just a glance~

Next, is a dozen of pink sponges :)

didn't i say they are so cute and stuff? :P

And the size is as big as...

Hock's face LOLS! That's what he says~

Unfortunately, I got the wrong size. I tried to do the flipping thing and stuff at home just now, it's way too thick and stuff. So need to change tomoro. Hopefully can and stuff~ :P

Last but not least...

disposable hair cap! hehe.. it's compressed by the way :P safe my space and stuff in luggage bag.

FULL!

tweety loves my stuff :P


I shall end this post with a video by Chris Crocker if ya all haven't watched this yet. Check it out! Hugs and kissEs :)

There's where the stuff comes from :P

Tung Hing

i'm not a fishmonger

Has anyone of you ever observed a moment of silence and asked yourself, what is the story behind your names? Are you proud of your names? Or you think that it's so unfair that we get to choose everything to anything in the entire universe that we favour but not our names since it's fixed by our parents at the moment of our births?

I'm not so sure bout others but... I'm definitely proud of my name :) I know it's not some kinda sweet and seductive ladylike names, infact it sounds so much like a guy's name! Lols! Erm.. for those of you that don't really know me that well, let me just highlight this point to you. My fullname is Tung Hing and my name is Tung Hing. Just two words and that's Tung Hing once again (that's right ladies~ CC's style) :P

You can call me Balitung, Tong Sampah or Tung Tung Chiang in any matter but then. never. call. me. Tung Tung or Hing Hing (ROARRRRRRS) but it's absolutely alright if you call Yu Yu. HahHHAHAHAHHAHHAA!

When I was younger. I despised my name. Because I thought I was weird to have only 2 characters in my name when everybody else had at least 3! Or maybe 4, including the english name. And silly me once I was, I tried to create an english name for myself and hell it sucks I don't wanna mention or hear it ever again. Haha!

My siblings and I were named by our paternal grandfather whom was originated from China so I think that's how it influenced our names to sound so oriental :P

My sister's name: Tung Fung (aka: Tung Fong Pat Pai)
My brother's name: Tung Oon (aka: Tang Hoon)
Me name: Tung Hing (aka: Tong Sampah) Hahaha! That was what my friends called me in primary :P

There's probably one confusion in my name which is the pronounciation of the surname, Tung. Actually, it goes either way. Can pronounce as toong or tang, depending on the accent. Because mostly Caucasians pronounce my name as tang since it can be derived from the english word tungsten. I'm not offended in anyway ;)

I was just randomly surfing through the internet by googling my own name. And I found this which I think looks pretty historical :P.. It gives me a very weird feeling like... how many Tung Hingsss are there in this world :P


Trust me, if you happen to google the name Tung Hing, you'll end up in the eatery business, mostly! Lols! There's actually a building in Penang that is named: Bangunan Tung Hing too. Lols. You often pass along that area it's just that you don't realise cuz it's quite a run down 80s building, beside Chew Thean Yeang Petshop :P

Just recently, I was checking my hotmail inboxes. Actually, I'm not quite active in hotmail (except MSN Messenger), in fact I don't check my mails there and that's why when I logged in the other day.. there was a whopping figure of 300 messages pending for my acknowledgement :P To my surprise, I received something very extraordinary, not any forwarded messages or mails.. something that's so customized that's only for me ;)

I'm a rabbit according to Chinese Calender ;)

Lolz! That was actually done by my youngest Uncle, Ah Cheong Khu specially for me. I'm not sure why he did that out of the blue, I thought hi and low and the only reason could be... I'm cute. *~Twink ;)~*! HahahHHAhhahAHAHahhahHA!

He probably got that from my one of blogpost. The thing is, this mail was actually sent to me last year November 22nd, 2007 and here I am, receiving it almost a year later November 11th, 2008!~ HAHAHAHA! So thanks Ah Cheong Khu!

Time flies. Last year this moment, I remember I was crazy over Takuya Kimura and was driven nuts by STPM. And this year. Everything starts anew and so much about me that has changed. Everything for the better :)

and p/s: Choya is a type of Japanese health wine that I randomly pick as my virtual name. So mates, drink Choya for good health ;)

Nobody Knows It But Me

(talking)...
Wish I told her how I feel,
Maybe she'd be here right now
but instead...

(singing)...
I pretend that I'm glad you went away
These four walls closing more every day
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Like a clown I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a-tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly but you're nowhere around

The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

I carry smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm trembling inside
And nobody knows it but me (yeah)

Lie awake, it's a quarter past three
I'm screaming at night if I thought you'd hear me
Yeah, my heart is calling you
And nobody knows it but me (well, well)

How blue can I get?
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
Billion words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know
I'll be loving you still

The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but meoooo oohhhhh yeah

Tomorrow morning, I'm a hit a dusty road
Gonna find you, where ever, ever you might go
And I'm gonna unload my heart and hope you come back to me
(Say whent the nights are lonely)

The nights are so lonely the days are so sad and
I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me (3x)

Mmm~ Nice song isn't it? Hee!

Yawns*.. It's 7 am in the morning now and my eyes were wider than the goldfish for the entire night. Just didn't want to take the cough medicine... :P

I was feeling grumpy and crappy earlier the in midnight but waking up early is not too bad a feeling, now :P Enjoying a glass of fresh milk while listening to such a nice song while surfing while .... blogging?? :P

Anyways, I won't stay for long.. Gotta get ready for Bak Kut Teh ;) I'll be back for more so just stay tune. I got 6 days of holidays next week, CIDESCO exams ;)

It's Chris Crocker

Lolz... xXxXx Does my blog title send a chill down your spine? If it does, I advise you to shut the window right away :O

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..cuz..

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BITCH!

He's crazy, he's mentally unsound and yes he's a GAY but so what? Lolz.. I think he ROCKS :P Maybe some of you may think thay I'm crazy too and mentally unsound three for idolizing him but... I'm definitely not a GAY :P He's weird and acting all psychotic but at least he doesn't deny his trueself ;) I must say that he's born for all this craziness and that's what makes him Chris Crocker- CC Queen!;)

Some people are just born as the way they are. GaYs, LesBianS, HomO-s, Bi-S.. They are still humans with gushing emotions inside them, just like any other StraightS for that matter :) Why judge them differently? NorMal is a NorM... UnNormAl is UnIqUe XoXo.. but don't be ABNORMAL. Lolz!

LolS... I think I shud stop right here. HahHA. I bet some of you must be having some back thoughts and doubts whether or not.. CHOYA IS STRAIGHT?? LolZ...

He can definitely shake better than any ordinary girl :P

So DamAgEd and toO mUch to Handle! Lolz

And lastly, enjoy him... MIND IN THE GUTTER ;D