It Doesn't Matter

It was a perfect night only with my own imperfections,
We stood high, gazing across the rock palate,
The view was absolute,
My feelings.... were fairly good.

As the night sighed its cool and comforting breeze,
We fell in closer as we have never been,
Yet I feel there's barrier between us,
Almost an invisible gap.

Could it be me?
Could it be you?

My heart sure skipped a beat as reality injected its poison,
While fantasy remained my temporary morphine,
I wanted so much for this time to stop,
This sin is so insanely pure and divine,
So powerful I couldn't decline.

But I knew each time these fairytale thoughts sunk in,
I was wasting more time dwelling in my own despair,
Than letting you know all these felt within,
Until you silently reached out for my hand,
I knew it didn't matter anymore.

It didn't matter when you have to leave
It didn't matter how you're going to leave
It didn't matter you will leave me again and again
I know I have found what I have been searching..

I found Love in you.

Love is then real but it often never lasts...
Again this time, I'm choosing Pride over Love

But if you are reading this now
I know you'll get your answer
Who is it all along?

For the time to come
It doesn't matter how painful when I think bout tonight
It doesn't matter how awful I am going to feel
It shall remind me of my once loving feeling.. for You.

Just another piece of self-poetic-literature..
By Me.