ETERNITY

Just before a great year of 2007 comes to an end, let me just pin up one last post for the month of December, 2007. Aww.. what should I say? It had been a really great year and for me to value its greatness... well, I'd say that it's just priceless~ Once again friends, thank you so much for being there whenever I need you guys!

I'm always proud to let everyone know that I have a bunch of great friends in my life that I don't think I could ever have found them anywhere else :) Well, I'm sure you guys don't need me to mention who you guys are again right? :) Lets just hope that our friendship will continue to blossom with time for ETERNITY.

You know, I'd always find that the word ETERNITY is so, so... just so magical where each and everytime it crosses my mind, the image that flashes within me is a garden of red roses and white daisies. An unusual "reaction" huh??? What does the word ETERNITY has got to do with a garden of flowers huh? :P Romance and affection perhaps?? There are probably 2 things in this world that everyone wishes them to last for ETERNITY and I'm sure they are none other than... LOVE and FRIENDSHIP, agree?

I sometimes find that I adore flowers alot even knowing they will only last for a few days...

But now, there's one more image of ETERNITY being added into my mind now which is...

"As long as intimacy goes on, so will Eternity." - Calvin Klein.

Well, I was awaken by some noises outside my room early this morning, well maybe afternoon... Haha! Yeah, the clock struck exactly 12 in the noon when I took a glance at my handphone. And those voices sounded somewhat really familiar, noisy and loud but I know I had missed them from time to time. My noob Bro had come home.......~ Finally from his one week holiday in Australia.

So, with eyes half opened, the lazy Choya dragged herself out of the bed and reached out for the door knob and *twist*... NAN YA DEIIII~!!! The living room was loaded with bags and luggages, presents and souvenirs. *ngek ngek* ;) Choya then drew closer to the crowd and shall see what can she steal from there.... :P But the food on the table was more tempting and Choya's attention was diverted a little bit :) But then suddenly, my noob Bro placed a rectangular box before the sight of my food. "Nah!" he said, "For you.."

And you are right, it was a perfume that he gave me... Calvin Klein's ETERNITY for her.

Well, maybe not many of you guys are aware that, I actually don't really fancy perfumes. Maybe because I haven't found one that suit my body chemistry or somehow maybe it's some kinda price-y hobby collecting perfumes :P Whatever it is, I'm still happy with that 100 ml of perfume although I'm sure it's going to take half a dozen years for me to finish using it :) I take that as a really exquisite Christmas present and my 20th B'day gift! I'm starting to use perfume!!!!!!!!!

Speaking about my B'day, well... this girl is a pain in the ass har?? Keeps reminding people about her B'day~ As if anyone of us care~ :( Hee... Well, I'm just excited that's all cuz unlike the other B'day surprises planned ahead for my friends, this time I get to be part of the planner for my own B'day celebration~ Yahoo, Yippie.. Syiok sendiri huh? :P Well, it's not going to be some big grown up party in Glo, Momo or Slippery Senoritas but just a plain and simple, quiet and low key B'day party with just very close buddies in Kayangan. Haha! My house isn't that big you see and there are probably lesser than 10 chairs. I'm worried where would I have to place my friends' butts anyways... :( Hee....

*toot toot* a reminder from my mum... Tomoro's BAK KUT TEH DAY again so I gotta sleep early tonight. So before I go, I'd like to wish everyone HAVE A HAPPY AND WONDERFUL YEAR AHEAD!!! I shall think of my 2008 resolutions soon! Good night, peepoSsss... :)

Rich In Tomato

OookieeeSss, don't get the wrong idea just as yet after seeing the title of this blogpost. It has got nothing to do with our friend, Tomato Girl (Pinkbag) at all but rather a story of a jobless man who became rich by selling tomatoes.

make me rich toooooo, dear tomatoes....

Here the story goeessSss....

Once upon a time.....

......a jobless man applied for the position of an "office boy" at Microsoft.
The HR manager interviewed him then watched him cleaning the floor as a test.

"You are employed" he said. "Give me your e-mail address and I'll send you the application to fill in, as well as the date when you may start."

The jobless man replied "But I don't have a computer, neither an email."

"I'm sorry", said the HR manager. If you don't have an email, that means you do not exist. And who doesn't exist, cannot have the job."

The man left with no hope at all. He didn't know what to do, with only $10 in his pocket. He then decided to go to the supermarket and buy a 10Kg tomato crate.
He then sold the tomatoes in a door to door round. In less than two hours,
he succeeded to double his capital. He repeated the operation three times,
and returned home with $60.

The man realized that he can survive by this way, and started to go everyday earlier, and return late. Thus, his money doubled or tripled everyday.

Shortly, he bought a cart, then a truck, and then he had his own fleet of delivery vehicles.

5 years later, the man is one of the biggest food retailers in the US.
He started to plan his family's future, and decided to have a life insurance.

He called an insurance broker, and chose a protection plan.
When the conversation was concluded the broker asked him for his email.
The man once again replied, "I don't have an email."
The broker answered curiously, "You don't have an email, and yet have succeeded to build an empire. Can you imagine what you could have been if you had an e mail?!!"

The man thought for a while and replied, "Yes, I'd be an office boy at Microsoft!"

Moral of the story:
If you happen to read this message on a computer or received by mail
You are closer to being a office boy/girl,than a millionaire..........

Malaysia My Second Home

Okay, after so many days of job seeking and interviewing, I finally got myself a day off today! (well not that actually, you shall know after more reading from the post)

So, as planned last night.. Apong and Abura came over to my place and we went swimming this afternoon. I woke up at around 1.30 p.m and got myself ready just in time when they reached. So I went down the pool with an empty stomach which I think was not much of a prob or so I thought. Never had I imagined that, we ended up swimming for 4 hours!

It was only 3 of us in the pool for the first hour, cuz after that, came 2 Brazilian dudes with alot of mobile facilities such as radio, listerine plastic cups, some kinda alcoholic drinks, pepsi, mineral water and not to forget the ice that didn't melt! Serious! It was a sunny afternoon yet the ice seemed to have kept their solidity pretty well despite being stored in an opened container.

So they looked like they were having their happy time and 3 of us couldn't help but to keep ourselves attracted by them. They looked pretty friendly and we were the shy ones. Haha! But then suddenly a monkey that was also attracted by their music came around and sparked a topic among us. So we talked about Penang and the attractions, how Jaino(the white) said he hated Singapore and stuff like that. Mario(the black) was pretty quiet.. maybe he didn't reli look that friendly to us. Hahaha! Then I would really wanna comment that Jaino was a pretty flirtatious guy. I was just complimenting him that he looks way younger than he is, then he suddenly held and kissed my hand. Hahaha! You know, this is absurd! Though I was feeling a little bit awkward but then I guess this is just part of their culture :)

p/s Wei Lian, I hope your mum did not think of us as tak senonoh as they started offering Abura and Apong some drinks. I'd say, being guys, it was real hard for them to reject those drinks cuz... they are guys and they shouldn't be seh kui beh ki tua sin over this small challenge. Hahaha! But I definitely have a reason not to :P anyways, they kinda understanding as they didn't asked me to have it :) But instead, Jaino asked me to be his date to his friend's party. =.=' Obviously that was a big gigantic joke and I didn't take it seriously but then, Hahha! Wei Lian's mum was there, and I really think she heard it. Kinda tak senonoh I'd say but obviously I just said that I didn't think that was a great idea and my mum would definitely say NO! Hahahhaa...! Sook lui pa... Hahaha!

So that was an experience in the pool of Kayangan.. Hahaha! Anyways, according to both of them, they are here for a 5 years contract. More like a hired coach (Jaino) and a football player (Mario) in a small club in Penang. So that was all about the experience. Before we went off, Jaino came about and gave us his contact and best if we could keep in touch. Well, no comments. It's always nice to have new friends but precaution is good too! Hahahaha....

So, Apong and Abura went home soon after that and the tired and hungry me went home, bathed, had a dinner then checked my mails.. yeah yeah mails mails mails but NAN YA DEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!
Mail from Vincent Fong!!! Heart stopped beating for 3 seconds. Well Vincent Fong is actually the director of Aubella where I had been called for an interview by him yesterday. What should I say, I just loved the office and yeah~ perhaps something else too :P I am really more than pleased if I were ever being offered a job there. I thought that I was kinda mou hong for such a corporate office. Well in his email, he actually has a test/task for me to see whether I'm elegible or not and the task goes like this....

"Draft an email to a potential customer, who has expressed interest in coming to Malaysia. But he need to find out a few things before he decide. He is asking whether he can bring his children along, and then how much money he needs to join MM2H program."

This is a challenging job and I really wish I could learn something from it :) Not merely just an ordinary clerk in a small office as he wants someone that can deal with customer service as well :P Wish me luck in this task! I'm hungry... I need some food to generate my thinking power. Hahaha! See ya!!!

Good Job

:O *yawns*... Good morning dear readers...
I just woke up.. ^_^

Finally I got to have a good night sleep after 22 hours of awakening. Well, it had been a tiring week after I started looking for a job since like a week ago and I still land in a jobless island. Not because I'm being choosy and picky but... I just wanna find a job that can make me always on-the-go with it and not feeling dreaded to work. So basically, for the past few days... my time was mostly spent on.. making calls, writing resume, interviews and finding ways to reject some offer. Haha!!! Trust me, it's a wonderful experience after all and I do really learn alot from one interviewer to another. I just didn't realise this until lately, I actually have an interest in communicating with people as all along, I thought of myself as an INTROVERT.

Speaking about resume, I'd really wanna express my appreciation and gratitude to my Uncle Teguh (Yin Choo ee's another half) Hehe.. You know, when I was having my 2 months school holidays in Jakarta when I was 16, I basically have nothing much to do other than lazing around while waiting for the sun to set and moon to appear. Haha! That was when Uncle Teguh made me write and write and write and write and write alot of resumes. He even handed me thick books with various types of resumes and asked me to study all the different style and format. The naive me then thought, what a hassle with all these resumes arrr.. So self promoting for nothing. But for the fun of it, I just made up some and sent for his marking. And he would be like, "Noi Noi, not like this.. Noi Noi, not like that," Hahaha.. I did many silly things in the resume that I need to redo it most of the time. Now I learnt that, it was all for good with the practices. Hee!

It's not that I wanna boast about how many jobs I had turned down so far but really, there are just alot of aspects I need to consider mindfully. Parking! is the ultimate one and the journey lines up as the second. Remember in my last post I was complaining how clueless am I to reject others??? I think I'd overcomed it a little.. Hehehe! Just called Gurney Hotel this morning and got it done within 30 secs. Hahahahaha!!!

I woke up feeling very erm.. I'd say frenzy mode like Apong. Haha! Job is now the first and last thing on my mind. This morning I received 3 missed calls from Aubella but I was way too tired to even answer the phone. So when I got back my conscious 2 hours later, I called them back and I have another interview at 3 p.m later. Such a routine man. I hope this can be the last great offer I can get and God bless me that I have no problem with the parking! Hehehe.. December coming to an end. I wanna start by January! And my first gift for my mum needs money though~ membership in Clark Hatch!

Okays, I should get myself ready by now. Sir asked me to put on thick thick and layers of makeup for the interview. Haha! It was a splendid morning having Sir talked to us in Sempoi Box. Moreover, with his ultimate gina ua, "No wonder you are apong then balik"... Hahahhahaa!!!!! I really don't know what does that mean, do you Apong?? Hahaha :P

Fear Of Rejection

Okay, the title may somewhat sounds off the beat but then I do really find myself struggling with this phobia, fear of rejection- in fear to reject others more than being rejected :) What kinda nonsense har?? But I really do find it as a problem to come up with an excuse, especially an excuse that is made up cuz it's just impossible for you to utter out the truth that might send a blow to another person.


Alright, enough of fun for this December and I'm sure most of us are already doubling our effort to find a good job that offers good salary and on top everything, something that interest us too right? But then, life is not always a bed of red roses as what my sister had always told me, "You have high expectations and being choosy of other people, people also have exactly that same toughts in turn of you." Which I think it's true also :)


Well, a problem has been bugging me since like a week ago. I'd gone for an interview in an audit firm as a clerk and ha-ha(0-rly??) :P, I got accepted. But then again I have alot of issues to struggle with. First, I think I don't really feel that comfortable with the boss. I don't mean that he had done something fishy nor anything but I just don't feel comfortable with his.. looks perhaps. It's like, it's not a nice feeling~ It's like you see a dress in the store that you might not wanna have a 2nd glance at it again :P Well I guess first impression matters alot right???


2nd problem is obviously the pay. I would say, average pay thats all about it at RM 750. Monday to Friday only excluding OT and double-pay such shits on Sunday. It's not extremely low but it isn't really high too right? Fuel expenses are damn costly these days. But due to continuous calls from him and my idiot-y phobia of rejecting people and also that was my first interview therefore I didn't have any other jobs in hand which I think I made the wrong decision by saying... OK! =.=' Now, I'm kinda determined that I want to reject that offer but how, how how howwww????? Is it bad to say NO after you say OK? zzZzzBuzzZzzz

Graduation Ball

~as we go on, we remember... all the times we, had together...
and as our lives change, come whatever, we will still be... friends forever~

Okay, so it was all over for the long awaited big event of the end of the year 2007, SXI Graduation Ball! Well, what should I say? It was a great night after all even though at first we were quite stunned by the minimal amount of people attended.

Well, for a night that lasted probably 4 and a half hours, I think it had pretty much burned my purse! Yerp, the hottest blow was the hairdo that cost 47 bucks!!! Alright, bear in mind that I did not wash in the salon but myself and just leave it to the stylist to style only! And by the way, I regretted nodding when was asked, "Do you wanna spray the glitter on your hair....?" Some sparkling tiny bits on my hair that costed extra 4 bucks~ Maybe that should be the answer to, "Why do you think you deserve to be a Prom Queen?" Haha!

WELL, I'M NOT THE PROM QUEEN FOR SURE... HAHA!

cuz I have a long way to go to try looking like a Barbie Doll :P hahahahahahahahaha

Trying to look like this but...

failed big time~ hahaha!

Erm.. it's something like Ken trying to imitate....

Tsukino with his papermask.. LOL!

I knew it was not something good when was asked question like that since I did not really expect anything like that at all :D There's no way one can answer this unless she realllllyyy had a mind for it!!! Haha :P With a frozen body and mind, I think I had lost control of my senses and started to babble something absurd. Haha! But I think it's better than "like whatever~" or "cuz I'm Hot"... Haha.. You shouldn't know less Abura!! You forgotten your medicine again~ Haha!

Well, it was one hell of a hectic time like just hours before the Graduation Ball. I'd never and ever tried putting on thick makeup before in my entire life, and last night was the trial and error! Haha! I had no choice but to do it myself since no one is around to help me. Haha! :P Well, everything has got its first time ain't it? And I learnt that, never use lash curler after the mascara. Hahaahaha! :P Something happened just before I stepped out of the house... :P Guess no one realise it so shhhh :)

Well, I think the main highlight of the night would probably be.... DASHA'S performance. I really liked it! I don't mean Oceans Of Fire was not good but I'd say it wasn't my cup of tea and I didn't really feel that chemistry with them... :) And I really think the lead guitarist looks like someone without the beard :)

And the I would rate the food 9 out of 10. I think due to the delay of arrival, some food had turned pretty cold, that's wear the 1 point had gone to but I think the food tasted great! But I think due to the small space in the room with little people, the room was somewhat reeeeeeeeaaaaallllllly cold. I could sense the chill in my spine and shivered when I talked.. especially towards the end of the show, it got reaaaalllllllllllly cold~ Haha!

Then came to the nomination of the Prom Kings & Queens then the announcement of the winners. Well, I'd say that the Prom Queen title was somewhat obvious ;) but then I think it's a hard time deciding the Prom King! Anyways, Yu Yu was awarded the Tiara and too bad that Tze Kean didn't show us some packs* after stealing away the title! Haha! So that was all about the Prom night though I prefer to call it a Graduation Ball :P

Then the suspense of the night came around. We were happily grabbing pictures around and good jobbing Judson here and there, fooling around with the Tiara and Siew Lay's hairy bag and then was all excited of the next plan!!! Haha! Then suddenly Yu Yu reminded me something, "Hey, didn't you leave your parking ticket to Wei Lian and she had gone home?" And I went all like Kawachi.....

God Damn~ My parking tic was with Wei Lian but I guess she had totally forgotten that too. :D So it was the first time I ran like hell in heels to the rescue of my parking ticket!!! Thank God didn't trip and fell but I couldn't think as much that time.. LOL! So I ran all the way to the receptionist and asked if he could resolve this matter other than declaring it as lost ticket!! He gave me a big sigh~ I thought it was hopeless but then he handed me a new ticket and asked me to get to the exit within 15 mins time! I was like... I was rushing to the pit stop like in the Amazing Race! LOL!!!

Then we got no where to go and to save some money, so that we wont spend much if we go out again.... We ended up going to Kayangan Puri Mutiara where drinks were served free and we need not pay any taxes for occupying the place :P That was where the slumber party ended at 3 a.m! Haha! Was too tired to do anything after removing the makeup, so I just dropped on the bed after slipping on my pajamas with the 47 bucks worth hair! Hahaha.. The next morning I woke up and found that there were all 30 pins hiding inside my hair! Haha!!

Well, due to convenience, I did not carry any bags with me during the prom night so there was not any camera this time and there were no pics as well! Just waiting for people to send them over, kinda redundant~ Next time I shall hire a personal camera man! :P Ya, my wedding night perhaps... Haha! I wanna look like a Barbie Doll again that time but in a chubby n short version again! :P Suddenly I think, this song in my blog now sings the melody of my heart though I don't know what he's singing about.. Haha!

GOOD JOB

Where's The Love

Maybe you can call me a pessimist or maybe, you might think that I'm over exaggerating. Certainly, I'm not a desperado but I can't help but to wonder... does true love exists after all??

Well, it's not fair to summarize the whole story of that MEN are always the culprits behind the failure of a relationship. There are good ones for sure out there, perhaps somewhere but obviously they are neither plenty nor abundant but just a handful of them. But to be exactly honest, the MEN I have met so far in my life, lets just say that they are those people who sometime ago played a very big part in my life... had let me down the most. My Dad for instance. Still until today, I'm being let down...

You may think that I'm speaking nonsense over here but I can't help it. None of you have walked in my shoes, perhaps you won't have any idea of how much all this hurts and the despair it causes. It's hard to swallow the fact that someone changes drastically in front of you. Especially someone you once looked up to and highly trusted, people around you telling how lucky of you to have someone like that close to you. And came one day where everything changed in a blink of an eye. You don't even have the chance to keep track of when and how things happened but zoop! The world seems like it's rotating in the opposite way.

Don't get me wrong if I speak like I'd been in Love a hundred times but to look at how many unfruitful relationships and marriage failures among the members of my own family is enough to get me really wary of being in Love. Sometimes, I do try very hard to convince myself that I'm just being unlucky to have to go through all these. Perhaps things will change with time, not all relationships are that deadly but the fact is, I'm seeing more and more and more broken relationships, each seconds and minutes as I grow. How am I not supposed to think this way when the things I see in front of my eyes are happening for real??? Especially when I had once walked through that miserable times, I... pretty much have lost some faith.... yea, I did.

"I rather have bad times with you than good times with someone else".. this phrase still lingers in my mind sometimes, someway, somehow. I can proudly say, it's just purely rubbish.

When I attended a wedding ceremony last night, when I looked at how the bride and bridegroom crossed their arms and sipped their drinks, I can't help but to wonder that, would there be any chance for this romantic scene in another 3 or 5 or maybe 2 years to come?? My Mum had always told me that, marriage resembles a gamble for a girl. If she is married for good then wholahay~ but if it's the other way round, then it's just too bad. She had also said that, marriage is perhaps the last step or an ending to a great love story though many people think it's just the beginning. Well, I can't doubt her words since she had one greatest nightmare with my Dad. And my sister who had quite a similar experience in her 9 years relationship that ended for good in the end too. She said that, if only she had gotten married, she would end up like my Mum too.

Well, it doesn't matter how long it takes for someone to change. Does the idea of a few decades of marriage will secure a human's heart? Came a real story I was only told sometime ago, someone related to my family of cuz and I'm just too sick to even mention who he is. Well, sometime ago, everyone in my family was praising how loyal and a great husband he was. He had a huge children clothing business and how lucky was his wife to be able to marry an ideal man like him. Every women in the house can't do anything better than praising her with envious. But then, came last year where he had met a new woman in his life and he totally shut his wife out of his door. He stopped her allowances for the family, no more credit cards, refused to pay for her insurances and even kicked her butt out of the factory and get the taukeh niao position substituted by the FAT mistress. The wife's soul was really tormented apart and it's really saddening to hear about how she coped with that. She was with him from a zero and now that he's a hero, she's not the heroin :P Now I know why the last new year they came in different trips, not exactly like years ago. What is Love in the end of the day?? All fired up at first then to wait for the flame to slowly diminish?? What is marriage then, I wonder.

Obviously, there might be some of you who oppose what I just reviewed but I'm just writing based on my personal thoughts and experiences. Well, you guys should be lucky that this never happened in your lives. Or shall I say, yet???

Whatever it is, life carries on isn't it? Just be prepared that's all. When someone really changes, to me I learnt that, it's no use of going hysterical and pounce on him/her for clarification. 1001 excuses tell u the same thing, feelings changed. If this can happen to anyone, it can happen to everyone too. At least you know, you're not the only person in this world who suffer in the ToRtUrE ChAmBeR of Love.

Gems Of The World

Okay, it has been many, many and many daily updates about Takuya Kimura since many, many and many weeks ago.. Haha! So, I'll let you guys take a break from him since Aburakeji already started to merungut by samakan the situation as "Imagine having chicken rice for everyday for weekssss!"... That's a bit.. meloyakan actually! Haha.. But not for me.. just as yet! :D

So lets just be fair this time.. Hee... I've actually prepared some eye candies for you GuYSssSs.... Bon appetite!

GEMS OF THE WORLD

huh?

Well, I certainly don't mean this mineral rocks at all... Haha! But these precious yet gracious, beautiful and lively gems...

MISS WORLD 2007

yerppp! these are the winners!

From left: Miss Angola, Miss China and Miss Mexico

I'm sure different people have different perception on their very own ideal Miss World. Like who's more deserving, this and that, la and bla... But then again, it depends on the judges out there :) It's a very subjective issue as to determine who is the most deserving one. Like beauty over brain, or brain over boobies... :P It's really hard to have all in one package seriously~

In another way, I always believe in this concept, ADVANTAGES OF THE HOST COUNTRY! I'm not saying that Miss China is that reallly undeserving but! I would say that there are better choices out there :) My brother doesn't quite agree with Miss Mexico as she looks a little transvestite to him and my mum thinks that Miss Angola's boobs definitely deserve a placing! LOL! Ya, harsh comments right? But I guess, most people are doing the same thing! Hhaha!

You know, last night... Me, Apong and Abura stayed up till kinda late, not revising but surfing on U-tube for all these kaypochee stuff. Comments comments and comments... Laughter, laughter and laughter... Apong ended up feeling mata terbeliak and couldn't sleep! LOL! Kononnya at first surfing for Parlimen fights. LOL!

Okay, these are the few favourite ones after some survey among some friends (basically just Apong and Abura) and my very personal juries, my mum and brother. Haha!

Lets have a look at the crowned Miss World 2007 first...

Miss China

(not really in the favourite list though)

Okay, according to Abura, Miss China didn't really perform that well in speech as she couldn't speak in fluent English. But to the rest of the comments I received about her, she's just plain and typical which I kinda agree to. She's pretty yes but... I don't know.. Haha! Something is missing.

Miss Malaysia

Erm.. I would say that she's one of my few favourite ones. Well, not cuz she's a Malaysian but I do really think she's the prettiest Miss Malaysia so far in history... Well, to me she is! :P There's just a grace in her I can't explain though I agree with my mum that she is not really that drop dead gorgeous :)

she has a very pleasant and soft finish in her looks.. somehow*

Well... then you have Abura's favourite.... :)

Miss Ghana

++--no comments--++ :

HAHA!

Miss Indonesia

Oh my %$&^%$# God! She's so H.O.T! There's just something from her eyes that makes this picture so irresistable~ Even my mum and bro think so tooooo :) What more to say about Apong...?? Hahaha! He was totally blewn off when he saw this....

I wonder where is Kaur Che's image now... Haha!

But then I think, the ultimate favourite goes to...

MISS LEBANON

Well, just one sentence. She looks so much like a Barbie Doll! Just plain sweet, pretty and elegant. Enough said :) I don't know what other words can be used to describe her : but just :O~ Heeee...!

Awww~

ELEGANCE IS STYLE!

Haha! That's so much of the beautiful gemstones of the world! I'm just able to finalize a few of them, I'm sure there are plenty of others in your opinion :) So, scroll back to the first picture of the winners then you think over it again :) Hadn't it be better??? :)

Alright, that's all for the day. But before I end this post, let me just share one more with you guys....

Guess who's this auntie???

!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHIZUKA KUDO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wife of

well, you don't need me to introduce him again~

HaaHhahahhHAhaAH! :P

G.O.A.L.S In Life

The word G.O.A.L.S and D.R.E.A.M.S in life seems to be pretty often talked about, but scoring it is another big story isn't it? :)

STPM is going to be over in a few days soon. Well it indeed is an ending to our schooling life but bear in mind the REALISTIC LIFE has just begun! No more fooling around and corrections can be made anymore as the real world out there doesn't give a second chance to the ignorant. I can tell the teachers that I didn't finish their homework but I can never even tell my boss that I HAVE NOT FINISHED THE PROPOSAL! I can arrive school late in one straight row of days and could not care less with the demerits awarded but I don't think I can tolerate the black charcoal face of my boss for even a day if I were ever late for once :S

If you don't want this to happen...

pecahnya semangkuk nasi, hilangnya sesuap rezeki

That's the life we're going to face soon :) Well, maybe we still have another 3 years or so in the varsity before this nightmare :)

Opportunities knock once in a blue moon and if we missed it, there it goes. It's just like youth, happens only once in a lifetime and once we walk over it, it's all over. That's why I keep telling myself, I'm going to do as much as possible when I still have all this energy now! Hee :D For this coming up holidays isn't really going to be a laid back one but I want to add more colours to my life by taking up some courses that concern skills :) I know it's easier said than done, that's why I don't want to elaborate much first :P

Obviously, there are plenty of hurdles and barriers ahead, like concerning money, time and also.... discouragement from conservative parents especially my mum :o...! Haha! So, a thorough planning is needed. Hee! I just want to see how far I can go in this life other than relating myself all the time to one way street syllabus in studies~ :S I don't wanna look back and regret over what I haven't done cuz I do have some regrets now which I don't want to add on to the mental disturbance it once caused :P

Well, I'm sure most of us have something in mind just that we don't know where the first step should start from right? But a piece of advice once quoted from Mr. Lai (BSS's Dhamma Teacher)- The journey ahead of you starts off with the first step of courage! :) So true, if you don't chang chui the things you want dearly in life, then what's the meaning of life after all right?

I dare not think nor say how successful I'm going to be in life, but I'm certain I don't want to be a sampah masyarakat... Hee.... :P I'm sure no one wants too... Haha! I think Takuya Kimura is a source of inspiration to me these days... Hahaha!!!!! *hums Takuya's song... :P

LET'S DO IT TOGETHER!!!!

GOSH!

The following picture below that you're about to view is potentially disturbing. So to the underage kiddos, I suggest that you go here, http://www.neopets.com/ :P An innocent world would be a better place for you :P

But if you think that it's time for you to grow up, then lets just do it baby~~ Haha! Don't worry, should you feel a lil bit unwell or rather "accidentally injured yourself" after watching it, you can always consult Dr. Noc the Practicing Junior Dr.! Hahahaha!!!!! Right Dr. Noc?

Guess who's this lucky girl.....

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Well, that guy is Takuya Kimura for suRrreeee!

p/s Siew Lay...
Remember we said bout the great kisser scene in the u-tube??? This is extracted from that scene! Hahaha!!!! Looks like this time he is dominating d... Hahaha!

Siew Lay....... You must have a look at this tooooo... It's too much of a baking hot overcooked piece of BaCoN!

I wonder if 15th December is too soon for me to get over this.... Hahaha!

I promise you all that this is going to be the last post on him, for sure. I don't think you guys can take it anymore. The whole blog now is wayyy too drowned by him. I don't want you all to feel that this is some kinda fanatic-TakuyaKimura-fanclub-blog. IT'S SO NOT! Promise promise... Heeee...!

Merry Go-Takuya Around

Heyyy heeyyyy heyyyyyyyyyy!!! STPM is soooooo over for me! :P Of cuz I still remember my Biology Paper next Tues! But at least, it doesn't require CALCULATIONS~ So, I'm less worried! Which means now I can officially menjayakan my kempen TAKUYA KIMURA, the NOOB KING! Haha!!! Yerp, there's where
Choya Kimura is derived from (Derivatives of Takuya Kimura) Haha!!!

Noobie of the Year!

Yerp, some of you might be puzzling... What's so special of this 35 years old man??? Just like any ordinary cute-jap-star/actor... I bet some of you would think Narutu looks way better than him... Right?! Ahahaha!
But let me assure you that once you have a look or two at the videos below, you shall know the answer WHY!
I really haven't seen such an entertaining artist in a loooooog looooong time! I bet Apongbalik agrees with me too! Hahaha!

So, STPM is energy draining, too much questions in a little time and I might even fail my Mathematics.. I might/might not make it to a public varsity if I screw more than expected.. :P But what has been keeping this tiny little soul of a young girl (ahem.. Choya!) motivated and on-the-go??

It's none other than........

Fine Peace!

this song is just purely nice... and yea, *ganbatte so yooo* is the verse that keeps appearing in my mind in the exam hall! kinda worked for Bio! Haha!

Androgynous Kimura

hahaha! The interesting part is actually in the mid of the video... It started with a typical fanatic slideshow only.. keep watching*

Kimura's Happy Time

Hurts your heart??? :P

Hahaha! Enough for you people.. If not, I'll be posting up everything from You-tube! Haha! Dang~ Feeling all great now!!!!!!!! I'm just gonna sit back and relax till Prom comes, then XM party then... New Year 2008! A wonderful ending of 2007 and a whole new beginning of 2008! Till March comes then it's my time to get it all down baby~ LOL.... Resultzzz! It's fast isn't it?? It has been a year. Beginning of this year, I told myself that this year is so gonna be a BLAST and it indeed is. 2006 was reaaallly a lousy one and how much I've grown since then :) No more monkey business from now onwards... Hee! Gotta tukar sisi daun yang baru!

Hmm, on the 19th is soooo gonna be my first Prom and probably the last one~ Excited at the same time, not that too. I still haven't found any outfit. Hmm~ Neither wanna overdress not underdress... Hee! And muz lose weight toooo.. I have been eating like a mad girl due to exam stress.....! Believe me if I say I gained 3 kgs.. I'm 48 now! Hahahahahahaa~

Okay, this is the end of post for the night and more to come, more to come.. Hee! I muz go take a nice clean shower and then it's time to break freeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Goodluck everybody in your LASTEST of the LASTEST paperr... Great job done in STPM everyone! SP 140/1226... Lucky number~ I still remember my SPM's.. PA 040 K038! Ngek ngek*

Byez~ Lotsa LOVE in the air now!!! Hahahahahaha! Muaaaxxxxxxxxxxxxxx :D

I'm Done With Mathematics

HA-HA(Takuya's style)......

Okay, I can now officially say that I'm done with Mathematics T, X, Y, Z.... No more weird Mathematics anymore please....


What more can I say? I screw up this paper again........... aih~ I don't even know whether to say the paper is easy or it's not. Questions seems easy but God damn, I can't find the fucking answers!

I returned home with a big S.A.D face. Just dropped on the bed with a long S.I.L.E.N.CE. Can't even sleep, there's just zero strengh for me to even lift up my hand to answer the phone. That's how bad. It seems like the world was really collapsing. It took me an entire noon to get over it though I know I shouldn't be moping on something that is out of my control. It's not the first time I screw up maths, is it? :) This time is no different than other time but at least I tried. Enough said.

Then my mood switched from down-to-the-max, slightly decreasing cuz I finally got over it after some good self reflect. What is not meant to be and what is over, it's all history. I shall be glad that Mathematics is all over, and I shall never have to kill my brain cells and go hysterical over it again :D There's nothing to be anticipated for in my results now, since I pretty much accepted the worst already. Ya, I feel whole lot more better now. And I just wanna go wild after tomorrow, all FEARY subjects are so overr......!

So, all I want to say is that.....

MATHEMATICS

++--- Paper Cut ---++ by Mathematics

I'm not really in a jovial mood of writing something happening thou there are alot of "happenings" in school these few days. My mind has totally worn out and my fingers are working on its own. I don't really know what to say nor what to do nor what to think now, my fingers are like working on their own right now.
"I'm holding on a rope, you got me 10 feet of the ground~" - TimbaLAN apologising.

Yea, Maths 1 is finally over. I know I should be feeling all energized and jumpy. It's like no more MATHS 1!!!

creepy and crappy~

It's all over but I'm not really that happy. I just don't know why and what is wrong with me. Just so sick of trying and forgetting and re-doing then failing. It's like it's damn depressing that you know you could have done something cuz you just know how to do it but you just can't seem to express it. It's just Maths, why am I such a failure?? It's just numbers. NUMBERSSS! Yet I..... I don't know. The Maths Paper 1 kinda drowned my exam spirit.... I tried, but why is it never enough??? You can pump a formula into my head a thousand times over a night but I wake the next morning remembering none. Phobia is a nice word to substitute the word, stupid. I swear I never want to do anything that has got to do with....

MATHEMATICS EVER AGAIN IN MY ENTIRE LIFE OTHER THAN COUNTING MONEY!!!!!

did I just sound like a brainless bimbo???

Even if I did, I know I'm not alone. I hope :) Seriously, though Maths is not my cup of milkshake but I really have to admit that, I do really feel impressed by those who can really go all their way out for Maths :) Cuz I know I'll never be able to be one of those people.... ~ Only wai ham in my life.

I've never regretted choosing this route, to be in the science stream though I'm struggling with the syllabus but it takes me 4 years to realise that, this is not a place where I should be. So takde kelayakan. And I haven't spoken to my mum bout my decision to drop science soon after STPM. It's driving me crazy......

Okay, enough said and I know this is a very lame post. But it feels good to talk and talk and talk like this with nobody interfering. Then people just drop by, read and go! That's the whole purpose of blogging after all for me. Bah kata pepatah, "UH UA TIOK KONG, UH PUI TIOK PANG!" haha!

Pain Of The Night

by Anonymous

Watch as this tear falls into empty space
See it fall into life's nameless place
Can you see the sparkle as it catches the light
That sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sight
As it falls watch it, its color has changed
From blue to bright red, it has a wide range
There it goes all alone, it continues to fall
With it, it takes the emotion, the emotion of all
Wait, can you hear it?
A sob has broke free
Has shook the lungs cold, but yet it continues to be
Here it comes, a force has been built between the eye
A wall of shear water, it's now time to cry
A shudder, a scream, darkness envelops your soul
The darkness of the night has taken its toll.

I'm tired.

What Life Is Really All About

Sometimes, I just can't stop my mind from wondering what this life is really all about. The Earth brings us round and round like a ferris wheel which makes us feel like we've gone really far in life by living for decades and decades long but we just don't realise that, it often brings us back to square one everyday and the usual routine starts all over again. Day and night, studies and exams, work and spend, love and despair, eat and sleep, dream and fantasy, moon and sun, stars and sky... .... ..... and what else?? Erm...perhaps this too :-

once the leading American series on HBO

So we strive and work so hard each and everyday, but what is it really for in the end of the day? A 99% of sacrifice for a 1% of happiness. I'm not trying to be a sadist nor a pessimist here but let us just touch our hearts and ask ourselves, what have you done for yourself today?? Are you doing something just like how the usual boring routine calls or are you doing something that is where your flaming passion lies? Don't you guys agree that sometimes we're so afraid of hurting the person we love and care most and so conscious about what they think, we ended up doing something that comforts them but overlook our own well being? I'm not sure how far all these hold true in everyone but if you don't have all the wonders I mentioned above, what a GAY person you are! Gay, very gay.... Gay=happy :D

Whenever I see blues and doubts in my life, I never fail to treat myself with this special
home-made crunchies! And that's what keep me motivated and on-the-go:-

Thot Crunchies

for positive living :)

my 17th birthday gift :D

stir stir* wang besar..wang besar....

got it! :P

There!

"There are two ways of meeting difficulties. You alther the difficulties or you alter yourself to meet them."

Hmm.. Alteration needed here...

But I guess I'd already altered pretty much throughout these years..Haha!

From this....

to this.... HAHA!!!

sook lui dress...LOL

And finally this now.....

Haha! Actually, that's just an outlook crap :) What I really feel altered deep within me is, I guess confidence and self-esteem have developed :) Yea, when I was younger, people used to tease me that I'm a shorty like a Crayon Shin Chan, said that I'm fat and short... short short and short, small little eyes... a moon-like face and that I looked like a boy and plenty more to go :) I used to feel so inferior that when I walked, I don't live my head up high and keep looking on the ground but then one day I realised, if I don't love myself than who would? :) So, I'm proud of myself today, though I'm still short but I love myself as much :D

Though I enjoy a variety of fun and excitement in life as a girl but sometimes, it's quite a troublesome thing to walk in the shoes of a girl. Thinking back of what Jane had said the other day, well it does make some sense too.

Jane said and I quote, "Oh my God, in a few years time, I think anti ageing cream will be my bestfriend." Hahaha! Happy 19th birthday le Jane! LOL!

Yerp, anti ageing cream and cosmetic surgeon might be a lifetime mate soon in future but currently, for a healthy teenage girls we are or maybe I should say young ladies, I have an advise for you. Start pampering yourself today so you don't look so worked up in near future so fast!

Let Choya recommend you this...

enhance~ must enhance~ :D

Huh?! Enhance what? Bust ah???

woo~

It's Evening Primrose Oil la! For healthier skin, for a more regular M cycle, for a happier Us :D

but kinda scary huh the size of the capsule.. gulp*
some more to be taken daily...gulp*

So, let us not deviate far and get back to my main topic. What this life is really all about hmm??

Is it all about STUDIES?

Well, there's no doubt that studies act as a stepping stone on our journey towards our career in the future. But the question is, are we that certain that we're going to be doing something that is 100% related to what we've studied so hard now in the future??? A total of 12 years of education, and more to come in the university. Just for a piece paper name Certificate and a title naming you a GRADUATE! And yet, there are people that go suicidal over these petty things in life. So now you tell me, is this life all about studies???

Or is it all about MONEY?

You have people that say, MONEY is everything yet you have some who think that MONEY isn't everything. Well, I agree that MONEY may not be everything, but in this materialistic world now, you can do nothing without money. People hau hau seng seng say that MONEY can't buy you happiness but what about the luxury everyone is chasing after now? We strut and fret so hard now, if it isn't for the sake of earning more MONEY to lead a better lifestyle, then for what some more? Once step out of the house, it's all about MONEY. Food, car fuel, parking ticket even at home watching t.v also costs you MONEY. In short, ALL NEEDS MONEY. Because of people work so hard for the MONEY so they ended up saving those PENNY. But one day when we die, can we bring along the MONEY? So now you tell me, is this life all about MONEY or not???

Perhaps L.O.V.E???

A little bit of love is good for the soul, no doubt about that :) To me, love is obviously something sacred and real but does it last? Love brings both joy and despair, a potion of mixed feelings. People know how much it hurts yet they are addicted to its intense passion and affection. There are plenty of forms of love obviously: family, friends and lovers. Be it a typical boy-girl relationship or a more exotic girl-girl and boy-boy relationship, there's still a genuine love behind those curtains no matter what :) Love brings us together, no?? :P My aunt once said that, no matter how tough a person seem to be, they still need a shoulder to rest on sometimes :) So now you tell me, is love the answer to life???

Hmm... There are just so many questions in life that can't be answered. We're born to this world with nothing and one day we left with nothing too. Everything only matters when we are still living but they are ever so temporary. So, we can have the most speedy and biggest car, the most spacious villa, the most gorgeous look or the most successful person in this world. But in the end of the day, it's nothing anymore as we leave the world behind us. Guess, life is short and we just have to take a small step at the moment and just be as happy as possible, isn't it? :)

Just like my noob bro, happy-go-lucky....

of cuz he has his own problems, who doesn't right :)

Mr. Lai said and I quote, nothing is certain in life. Only death is :S

Trap Between A Devil And A Deep Blue Sea

Imagine you are in Africa for a wild safari tour. You got cheated and you're left there being tied hanging on a tree with a rope anchored on the ground, a candle is slowly burning the rope, and the lion is waiting for you to drop and be his lunch.

Imagine a condition like this....

Your survival hinges on the rope staying intact, there is no one around to help you. What to do now ..........

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Sing a Happy Birthday song!!!

Like this....

How about that?

Haha!

Well, just some noobshitz to lighten your stress for STPM and brighten up your day! :D

All the best, everyone!!!

Bandar Jaring

Okay, Choya is back!!!!!!!!! LOL.. but not for long :D Momentarily only :P

Well, some of you (those who concern only I guess :P) might be wondering, where the hell had Choya gone to these few days... ??? Not in school, not on MSN and not even in Sempoi Box!

Potential answers:

1) Adding fuel to her studies. 4 A's flat! Flat like a tape worm :)
2) On a holiday, with some special someone, HAPPY TIME! :D
3) Found dead and rotten at home, too much of Maths is no good :P
4) On a hide-away mission from loansharks, hutang kelilingi pinggang.. :S

...??...

Choya is now at Netcity occupying the 4th computer :D Haha!

Yea, my computer is DOWN TO THE MAX and I really can't bear it anymore, sitting at home rotting with the books :P According to Pinkbag, it's proven that Choya had onlined too much for the past months and days, hours and seconds but Choya doesn't really think so. Hee! For the fact that, Choya's computer had been living for the past 6 and a half years since Choya was 13 years old. I think it's time for Choya's computer to rest in peace in the musuem. LOL!
p/s Kit: Musuem~ must musuem~ Ahahaha!!!!

Okay, this is really my first experience in a cybercafe.. Haha! Erm.. kan chue man hao de, better than what I earlier envisioned, visualised or whatever..Haha... You know, before this, when I heard CYBERCAFE, my first thought was like... ALL BANANAS DOMINATING but when I stepped in here just now, I was blown away by the mitos and lagenda.. LOL! A lot doughnuts here though. Hee! Beside me now is an Uncle on the right and the left is an
Ah Moi Berbungkus..Haha! Better that she's not peeping what I'm typing here, if not later I kena settle here in Netcity! LOL...

I actually thought that Internet Access was upstairs manatau I berpenat lelah climbed up, the person told me it's downstairs. Bukan main darknya the staircase..Haha.. Another adventure of Choya! Not that bad la..ahhaa.. I think I shall frequent this place till I get a new computer, soon! :P p/s Kah Whai, anytime your cousin decides to have his lappy back, date me out to the nearest cybercafe okay..LOL!!! I'll fetch you!!! :P LOL...

Okla, my one hour duration gonna end soon but I'm still here waiting for Yuyu and Huo Kit to party with me in Baskin 31 Robins! LOL!!!! I'm already figuring out what flavour of ice-creams I should have. But damn packed the place now cuz it's the 31st today. Aihz~ Hahaha!

Choya shall be back soon!