ETERNITY

Just before a great year of 2007 comes to an end, let me just pin up one last post for the month of December, 2007. Aww.. what should I say? It had been a really great year and for me to value its greatness... well, I'd say that it's just priceless~ Once again friends, thank you so much for being there whenever I need you guys!

I'm always proud to let everyone know that I have a bunch of great friends in my life that I don't think I could ever have found them anywhere else :) Well, I'm sure you guys don't need me to mention who you guys are again right? :) Lets just hope that our friendship will continue to blossom with time for ETERNITY.

You know, I'd always find that the word ETERNITY is so, so... just so magical where each and everytime it crosses my mind, the image that flashes within me is a garden of red roses and white daisies. An unusual "reaction" huh??? What does the word ETERNITY has got to do with a garden of flowers huh? :P Romance and affection perhaps?? There are probably 2 things in this world that everyone wishes them to last for ETERNITY and I'm sure they are none other than... LOVE and FRIENDSHIP, agree?

I sometimes find that I adore flowers alot even knowing they will only last for a few days...

But now, there's one more image of ETERNITY being added into my mind now which is...

"As long as intimacy goes on, so will Eternity." - Calvin Klein.

Well, I was awaken by some noises outside my room early this morning, well maybe afternoon... Haha! Yeah, the clock struck exactly 12 in the noon when I took a glance at my handphone. And those voices sounded somewhat really familiar, noisy and loud but I know I had missed them from time to time. My noob Bro had come home.......~ Finally from his one week holiday in Australia.

So, with eyes half opened, the lazy Choya dragged herself out of the bed and reached out for the door knob and *twist*... NAN YA DEIIII~!!! The living room was loaded with bags and luggages, presents and souvenirs. *ngek ngek* ;) Choya then drew closer to the crowd and shall see what can she steal from there.... :P But the food on the table was more tempting and Choya's attention was diverted a little bit :) But then suddenly, my noob Bro placed a rectangular box before the sight of my food. "Nah!" he said, "For you.."

And you are right, it was a perfume that he gave me... Calvin Klein's ETERNITY for her.

Well, maybe not many of you guys are aware that, I actually don't really fancy perfumes. Maybe because I haven't found one that suit my body chemistry or somehow maybe it's some kinda price-y hobby collecting perfumes :P Whatever it is, I'm still happy with that 100 ml of perfume although I'm sure it's going to take half a dozen years for me to finish using it :) I take that as a really exquisite Christmas present and my 20th B'day gift! I'm starting to use perfume!!!!!!!!!

Speaking about my B'day, well... this girl is a pain in the ass har?? Keeps reminding people about her B'day~ As if anyone of us care~ :( Hee... Well, I'm just excited that's all cuz unlike the other B'day surprises planned ahead for my friends, this time I get to be part of the planner for my own B'day celebration~ Yahoo, Yippie.. Syiok sendiri huh? :P Well, it's not going to be some big grown up party in Glo, Momo or Slippery Senoritas but just a plain and simple, quiet and low key B'day party with just very close buddies in Kayangan. Haha! My house isn't that big you see and there are probably lesser than 10 chairs. I'm worried where would I have to place my friends' butts anyways... :( Hee....

*toot toot* a reminder from my mum... Tomoro's BAK KUT TEH DAY again so I gotta sleep early tonight. So before I go, I'd like to wish everyone HAVE A HAPPY AND WONDERFUL YEAR AHEAD!!! I shall think of my 2008 resolutions soon! Good night, peepoSsss... :)

Rich In Tomato

OookieeeSss, don't get the wrong idea just as yet after seeing the title of this blogpost. It has got nothing to do with our friend, Tomato Girl (Pinkbag) at all but rather a story of a jobless man who became rich by selling tomatoes.

make me rich toooooo, dear tomatoes....

Here the story goeessSss....

Once upon a time.....

......a jobless man applied for the position of an "office boy" at Microsoft.
The HR manager interviewed him then watched him cleaning the floor as a test.

"You are employed" he said. "Give me your e-mail address and I'll send you the application to fill in, as well as the date when you may start."

The jobless man replied "But I don't have a computer, neither an email."

"I'm sorry", said the HR manager. If you don't have an email, that means you do not exist. And who doesn't exist, cannot have the job."

The man left with no hope at all. He didn't know what to do, with only $10 in his pocket. He then decided to go to the supermarket and buy a 10Kg tomato crate.
He then sold the tomatoes in a door to door round. In less than two hours,
he succeeded to double his capital. He repeated the operation three times,
and returned home with $60.

The man realized that he can survive by this way, and started to go everyday earlier, and return late. Thus, his money doubled or tripled everyday.

Shortly, he bought a cart, then a truck, and then he had his own fleet of delivery vehicles.

5 years later, the man is one of the biggest food retailers in the US.
He started to plan his family's future, and decided to have a life insurance.

He called an insurance broker, and chose a protection plan.
When the conversation was concluded the broker asked him for his email.
The man once again replied, "I don't have an email."
The broker answered curiously, "You don't have an email, and yet have succeeded to build an empire. Can you imagine what you could have been if you had an e mail?!!"

The man thought for a while and replied, "Yes, I'd be an office boy at Microsoft!"

Moral of the story:
If you happen to read this message on a computer or received by mail
You are closer to being a office boy/girl,than a millionaire..........

Malaysia My Second Home

Okay, after so many days of job seeking and interviewing, I finally got myself a day off today! (well not that actually, you shall know after more reading from the post)

So, as planned last night.. Apong and Abura came over to my place and we went swimming this afternoon. I woke up at around 1.30 p.m and got myself ready just in time when they reached. So I went down the pool with an empty stomach which I think was not much of a prob or so I thought. Never had I imagined that, we ended up swimming for 4 hours!

It was only 3 of us in the pool for the first hour, cuz after that, came 2 Brazilian dudes with alot of mobile facilities such as radio, listerine plastic cups, some kinda alcoholic drinks, pepsi, mineral water and not to forget the ice that didn't melt! Serious! It was a sunny afternoon yet the ice seemed to have kept their solidity pretty well despite being stored in an opened container.

So they looked like they were having their happy time and 3 of us couldn't help but to keep ourselves attracted by them. They looked pretty friendly and we were the shy ones. Haha! But then suddenly a monkey that was also attracted by their music came around and sparked a topic among us. So we talked about Penang and the attractions, how Jaino(the white) said he hated Singapore and stuff like that. Mario(the black) was pretty quiet.. maybe he didn't reli look that friendly to us. Hahaha! Then I would really wanna comment that Jaino was a pretty flirtatious guy. I was just complimenting him that he looks way younger than he is, then he suddenly held and kissed my hand. Hahaha! You know, this is absurd! Though I was feeling a little bit awkward but then I guess this is just part of their culture :)

p/s Wei Lian, I hope your mum did not think of us as tak senonoh as they started offering Abura and Apong some drinks. I'd say, being guys, it was real hard for them to reject those drinks cuz... they are guys and they shouldn't be seh kui beh ki tua sin over this small challenge. Hahaha! But I definitely have a reason not to :P anyways, they kinda understanding as they didn't asked me to have it :) But instead, Jaino asked me to be his date to his friend's party. =.=' Obviously that was a big gigantic joke and I didn't take it seriously but then, Hahha! Wei Lian's mum was there, and I really think she heard it. Kinda tak senonoh I'd say but obviously I just said that I didn't think that was a great idea and my mum would definitely say NO! Hahahhaa...! Sook lui pa... Hahaha!

So that was an experience in the pool of Kayangan.. Hahaha! Anyways, according to both of them, they are here for a 5 years contract. More like a hired coach (Jaino) and a football player (Mario) in a small club in Penang. So that was all about the experience. Before we went off, Jaino came about and gave us his contact and best if we could keep in touch. Well, no comments. It's always nice to have new friends but precaution is good too! Hahahaha....

So, Apong and Abura went home soon after that and the tired and hungry me went home, bathed, had a dinner then checked my mails.. yeah yeah mails mails mails but NAN YA DEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!
Mail from Vincent Fong!!! Heart stopped beating for 3 seconds. Well Vincent Fong is actually the director of Aubella where I had been called for an interview by him yesterday. What should I say, I just loved the office and yeah~ perhaps something else too :P I am really more than pleased if I were ever being offered a job there. I thought that I was kinda mou hong for such a corporate office. Well in his email, he actually has a test/task for me to see whether I'm elegible or not and the task goes like this....

"Draft an email to a potential customer, who has expressed interest in coming to Malaysia. But he need to find out a few things before he decide. He is asking whether he can bring his children along, and then how much money he needs to join MM2H program."

This is a challenging job and I really wish I could learn something from it :) Not merely just an ordinary clerk in a small office as he wants someone that can deal with customer service as well :P Wish me luck in this task! I'm hungry... I need some food to generate my thinking power. Hahaha! See ya!!!

Good Job

:O *yawns*... Good morning dear readers...
I just woke up.. ^_^

Finally I got to have a good night sleep after 22 hours of awakening. Well, it had been a tiring week after I started looking for a job since like a week ago and I still land in a jobless island. Not because I'm being choosy and picky but... I just wanna find a job that can make me always on-the-go with it and not feeling dreaded to work. So basically, for the past few days... my time was mostly spent on.. making calls, writing resume, interviews and finding ways to reject some offer. Haha!!! Trust me, it's a wonderful experience after all and I do really learn alot from one interviewer to another. I just didn't realise this until lately, I actually have an interest in communicating with people as all along, I thought of myself as an INTROVERT.

Speaking about resume, I'd really wanna express my appreciation and gratitude to my Uncle Teguh (Yin Choo ee's another half) Hehe.. You know, when I was having my 2 months school holidays in Jakarta when I was 16, I basically have nothing much to do other than lazing around while waiting for the sun to set and moon to appear. Haha! That was when Uncle Teguh made me write and write and write and write and write alot of resumes. He even handed me thick books with various types of resumes and asked me to study all the different style and format. The naive me then thought, what a hassle with all these resumes arrr.. So self promoting for nothing. But for the fun of it, I just made up some and sent for his marking. And he would be like, "Noi Noi, not like this.. Noi Noi, not like that," Hahaha.. I did many silly things in the resume that I need to redo it most of the time. Now I learnt that, it was all for good with the practices. Hee!

It's not that I wanna boast about how many jobs I had turned down so far but really, there are just alot of aspects I need to consider mindfully. Parking! is the ultimate one and the journey lines up as the second. Remember in my last post I was complaining how clueless am I to reject others??? I think I'd overcomed it a little.. Hehehe! Just called Gurney Hotel this morning and got it done within 30 secs. Hahahahaha!!!

I woke up feeling very erm.. I'd say frenzy mode like Apong. Haha! Job is now the first and last thing on my mind. This morning I received 3 missed calls from Aubella but I was way too tired to even answer the phone. So when I got back my conscious 2 hours later, I called them back and I have another interview at 3 p.m later. Such a routine man. I hope this can be the last great offer I can get and God bless me that I have no problem with the parking! Hehehe.. December coming to an end. I wanna start by January! And my first gift for my mum needs money though~ membership in Clark Hatch!

Okays, I should get myself ready by now. Sir asked me to put on thick thick and layers of makeup for the interview. Haha! It was a splendid morning having Sir talked to us in Sempoi Box. Moreover, with his ultimate gina ua, "No wonder you are apong then balik"... Hahahhahaa!!!!! I really don't know what does that mean, do you Apong?? Hahaha :P

Fear Of Rejection

Okay, the title may somewhat sounds off the beat but then I do really find myself struggling with this phobia, fear of rejection- in fear to reject others more than being rejected :) What kinda nonsense har?? But I really do find it as a problem to come up with an excuse, especially an excuse that is made up cuz it's just impossible for you to utter out the truth that might send a blow to another person.


Alright, enough of fun for this December and I'm sure most of us are already doubling our effort to find a good job that offers good salary and on top everything, something that interest us too right? But then, life is not always a bed of red roses as what my sister had always told me, "You have high expectations and being choosy of other people, people also have exactly that same toughts in turn of you." Which I think it's true also :)


Well, a problem has been bugging me since like a week ago. I'd gone for an interview in an audit firm as a clerk and ha-ha(0-rly??) :P, I got accepted. But then again I have alot of issues to struggle with. First, I think I don't really feel that comfortable with the boss. I don't mean that he had done something fishy nor anything but I just don't feel comfortable with his.. looks perhaps. It's like, it's not a nice feeling~ It's like you see a dress in the store that you might not wanna have a 2nd glance at it again :P Well I guess first impression matters alot right???


2nd problem is obviously the pay. I would say, average pay thats all about it at RM 750. Monday to Friday only excluding OT and double-pay such shits on Sunday. It's not extremely low but it isn't really high too right? Fuel expenses are damn costly these days. But due to continuous calls from him and my idiot-y phobia of rejecting people and also that was my first interview therefore I didn't have any other jobs in hand which I think I made the wrong decision by saying... OK! =.=' Now, I'm kinda determined that I want to reject that offer but how, how how howwww????? Is it bad to say NO after you say OK? zzZzzBuzzZzzz

Graduation Ball

~as we go on, we remember... all the times we, had together...
and as our lives change, come whatever, we will still be... friends forever~

Okay, so it was all over for the long awaited big event of the end of the year 2007, SXI Graduation Ball! Well, what should I say? It was a great night after all even though at first we were quite stunned by the minimal amount of people attended.

Well, for a night that lasted probably 4 and a half hours, I think it had pretty much burned my purse! Yerp, the hottest blow was the hairdo that cost 47 bucks!!! Alright, bear in mind that I did not wash in the salon but myself and just leave it to the stylist to style only! And by the way, I regretted nodding when was asked, "Do you wanna spray the glitter on your hair....?" Some sparkling tiny bits on my hair that costed extra 4 bucks~ Maybe that should be the answer to, "Why do you think you deserve to be a Prom Queen?" Haha!

WELL, I'M NOT THE PROM QUEEN FOR SURE... HAHA!

cuz I have a long way to go to try looking like a Barbie Doll :P hahahahahahahahaha

Trying to look like this but...

failed big time~ hahaha!

Erm.. it's something like Ken trying to imitate....

Tsukino with his papermask.. LOL!

I knew it was not something good when was asked question like that since I did not really expect anything like that at all :D There's no way one can answer this unless she realllllyyy had a mind for it!!! Haha :P With a frozen body and mind, I think I had lost control of my senses and started to babble something absurd. Haha! But I think it's better than "like whatever~" or "cuz I'm Hot"... Haha.. You shouldn't know less Abura!! You forgotten your medicine again~ Haha!

Well, it was one hell of a hectic time like just hours before the Graduation Ball. I'd never and ever tried putting on thick makeup before in my entire life, and last night was the trial and error! Haha! I had no choice but to do it myself since no one is around to help me. Haha! :P Well, everything has got its first time ain't it? And I learnt that, never use lash curler after the mascara. Hahaahaha! :P Something happened just before I stepped out of the house... :P Guess no one realise it so shhhh :)

Well, I think the main highlight of the night would probably be.... DASHA'S performance. I really liked it! I don't mean Oceans Of Fire was not good but I'd say it wasn't my cup of tea and I didn't really feel that chemistry with them... :) And I really think the lead guitarist looks like someone without the beard :)

And the I would rate the food 9 out of 10. I think due to the delay of arrival, some food had turned pretty cold, that's wear the 1 point had gone to but I think the food tasted great! But I think due to the small space in the room with little people, the room was somewhat reeeeeeeeaaaaallllllly cold. I could sense the chill in my spine and shivered when I talked.. especially towards the end of the show, it got reaaaalllllllllllly cold~ Haha!

Then came to the nomination of the Prom Kings & Queens then the announcement of the winners. Well, I'd say that the Prom Queen title was somewhat obvious ;) but then I think it's a hard time deciding the Prom King! Anyways, Yu Yu was awarded the Tiara and too bad that Tze Kean didn't show us some packs* after stealing away the title! Haha! So that was all about the Prom night though I prefer to call it a Graduation Ball :P

Then the suspense of the night came around. We were happily grabbing pictures around and good jobbing Judson here and there, fooling around with the Tiara and Siew Lay's hairy bag and then was all excited of the next plan!!! Haha! Then suddenly Yu Yu reminded me something, "Hey, didn't you leave your parking ticket to Wei Lian and she had gone home?" And I went all like Kawachi.....

God Damn~ My parking tic was with Wei Lian but I guess she had totally forgotten that too. :D So it was the first time I ran like hell in heels to the rescue of my parking ticket!!! Thank God didn't trip and fell but I couldn't think as much that time.. LOL! So I ran all the way to the receptionist and asked if he could resolve this matter other than declaring it as lost ticket!! He gave me a big sigh~ I thought it was hopeless but then he handed me a new ticket and asked me to get to the exit within 15 mins time! I was like... I was rushing to the pit stop like in the Amazing Race! LOL!!!

Then we got no where to go and to save some money, so that we wont spend much if we go out again.... We ended up going to Kayangan Puri Mutiara where drinks were served free and we need not pay any taxes for occupying the place :P That was where the slumber party ended at 3 a.m! Haha! Was too tired to do anything after removing the makeup, so I just dropped on the bed after slipping on my pajamas with the 47 bucks worth hair! Hahaha.. The next morning I woke up and found that there were all 30 pins hiding inside my hair! Haha!!

Well, due to convenience, I did not carry any bags with me during the prom night so there was not any camera this time and there were no pics as well! Just waiting for people to send them over, kinda redundant~ Next time I shall hire a personal camera man! :P Ya, my wedding night perhaps... Haha! I wanna look like a Barbie Doll again that time but in a chubby n short version again! :P Suddenly I think, this song in my blog now sings the melody of my heart though I don't know what he's singing about.. Haha!

GOOD JOB

Where's The Love

Maybe you can call me a pessimist or maybe, you might think that I'm over exaggerating. Certainly, I'm not a desperado but I can't help but to wonder... does true love exists after all??

Well, it's not fair to summarize the whole story of that MEN are always the culprits behind the failure of a relationship. There are good ones for sure out there, perhaps somewhere but obviously they are neither plenty nor abundant but just a handful of them. But to be exactly honest, the MEN I have met so far in my life, lets just say that they are those people who sometime ago played a very big part in my life... had let me down the most. My Dad for instance. Still until today, I'm being let down...

You may think that I'm speaking nonsense over here but I can't help it. None of you have walked in my shoes, perhaps you won't have any idea of how much all this hurts and the despair it causes. It's hard to swallow the fact that someone changes drastically in front of you. Especially someone you once looked up to and highly trusted, people around you telling how lucky of you to have someone like that close to you. And came one day where everything changed in a blink of an eye. You don't even have the chance to keep track of when and how things happened but zoop! The world seems like it's rotating in the opposite way.

Don't get me wrong if I speak like I'd been in Love a hundred times but to look at how many unfruitful relationships and marriage failures among the members of my own family is enough to get me really wary of being in Love. Sometimes, I do try very hard to convince myself that I'm just being unlucky to have to go through all these. Perhaps things will change with time, not all relationships are that deadly but the fact is, I'm seeing more and more and more broken relationships, each seconds and minutes as I grow. How am I not supposed to think this way when the things I see in front of my eyes are happening for real??? Especially when I had once walked through that miserable times, I... pretty much have lost some faith.... yea, I did.

"I rather have bad times with you than good times with someone else".. this phrase still lingers in my mind sometimes, someway, somehow. I can proudly say, it's just purely rubbish.

When I attended a wedding ceremony last night, when I looked at how the bride and bridegroom crossed their arms and sipped their drinks, I can't help but to wonder that, would there be any chance for this romantic scene in another 3 or 5 or maybe 2 years to come?? My Mum had always told me that, marriage resembles a gamble for a girl. If she is married for good then wholahay~ but if it's the other way round, then it's just too bad. She had also said that, marriage is perhaps the last step or an ending to a great love story though many people think it's just the beginning. Well, I can't doubt her words since she had one greatest nightmare with my Dad. And my sister who had quite a similar experience in her 9 years relationship that ended for good in the end too. She said that, if only she had gotten married, she would end up like my Mum too.

Well, it doesn't matter how long it takes for someone to change. Does the idea of a few decades of marriage will secure a human's heart? Came a real story I was only told sometime ago, someone related to my family of cuz and I'm just too sick to even mention who he is. Well, sometime ago, everyone in my family was praising how loyal and a great husband he was. He had a huge children clothing business and how lucky was his wife to be able to marry an ideal man like him. Every women in the house can't do anything better than praising her with envious. But then, came last year where he had met a new woman in his life and he totally shut his wife out of his door. He stopped her allowances for the family, no more credit cards, refused to pay for her insurances and even kicked her butt out of the factory and get the taukeh niao position substituted by the FAT mistress. The wife's soul was really tormented apart and it's really saddening to hear about how she coped with that. She was with him from a zero and now that he's a hero, she's not the heroin :P Now I know why the last new year they came in different trips, not exactly like years ago. What is Love in the end of the day?? All fired up at first then to wait for the flame to slowly diminish?? What is marriage then, I wonder.

Obviously, there might be some of you who oppose what I just reviewed but I'm just writing based on my personal thoughts and experiences. Well, you guys should be lucky that this never happened in your lives. Or shall I say, yet???

Whatever it is, life carries on isn't it? Just be prepared that's all. When someone really changes, to me I learnt that, it's no use of going hysterical and pounce on him/her for clarification. 1001 excuses tell u the same thing, feelings changed. If this can happen to anyone, it can happen to everyone too. At least you know, you're not the only person in this world who suffer in the ToRtUrE ChAmBeR of Love.

Gems Of The World

Okay, it has been many, many and many daily updates about Takuya Kimura since many, many and many weeks ago.. Haha! So, I'll let you guys take a break from him since Aburakeji already started to merungut by samakan the situation as "Imagine having chicken rice for everyday for weekssss!"... That's a bit.. meloyakan actually! Haha.. But not for me.. just as yet! :D

So lets just be fair this time.. Hee... I've actually prepared some eye candies for you GuYSssSs.... Bon appetite!

GEMS OF THE WORLD

huh?

Well, I certainly don't mean this mineral rocks at all... Haha! But these precious yet gracious, beautiful and lively gems...

MISS WORLD 2007

yerppp! these are the winners!

From left: Miss Angola, Miss China and Miss Mexico

I'm sure different people have different perception on their very own ideal Miss World. Like who's more deserving, this and that, la and bla... But then again, it depends on the judges out there :) It's a very subjective issue as to determine who is the most deserving one. Like beauty over brain, or brain over boobies... :P It's really hard to have all in one package seriously~

In another way, I always believe in this concept, ADVANTAGES OF THE HOST COUNTRY! I'm not saying that Miss China is that reallly undeserving but! I would say that there are better choices out there :) My brother doesn't quite agree with Miss Mexico as she looks a little transvestite to him and my mum thinks that Miss Angola's boobs definitely deserve a placing! LOL! Ya, harsh comments right? But I guess, most people are doing the same thing! Hhaha!

You know, last night... Me, Apong and Abura stayed up till kinda late, not revising but surfing on U-tube for all these kaypochee stuff. Comments comments and comments... Laughter, laughter and laughter... Apong ended up feeling mata terbeliak and couldn't sleep! LOL! Kononnya at first surfing for Parlimen fights. LOL!

Okay, these are the few favourite ones after some survey among some friends (basically just Apong and Abura) and my very personal juries, my mum and brother. Haha!

Lets have a look at the crowned Miss World 2007 first...

Miss China

(not really in the favourite list though)

Okay, according to Abura, Miss China didn't really perform that well in speech as she couldn't speak in fluent English. But to the rest of the comments I received about her, she's just plain and typical which I kinda agree to. She's pretty yes but... I don't know.. Haha! Something is missing.

Miss Malaysia

Erm.. I would say that she's one of my few favourite ones. Well, not cuz she's a Malaysian but I do really think she's the prettiest Miss Malaysia so far in history... Well, to me she is! :P There's just a grace in her I can't explain though I agree with my mum that she is not really that drop dead gorgeous :)

she has a very pleasant and soft finish in her looks.. somehow*

Well... then you have Abura's favourite.... :)

Miss Ghana

++--no comments--++ :

HAHA!

Miss Indonesia

Oh my %$&^%$# God! She's so H.O.T! There's just something from her eyes that makes this picture so irresistable~ Even my mum and bro think so tooooo :) What more to say about Apong...?? Hahaha! He was totally blewn off when he saw this....

I wonder where is Kaur Che's image now... Haha!

But then I think, the ultimate favourite goes to...

MISS LEBANON

Well, just one sentence. She looks so much like a Barbie Doll! Just plain sweet, pretty and elegant. Enough said :) I don't know what other words can be used to describe her : but just :O~ Heeee...!

Awww~

ELEGANCE IS STYLE!

Haha! That's so much of the beautiful gemstones of the world! I'm just able to finalize a few of them, I'm sure there are plenty of others in your opinion :) So, scroll back to the first picture of the winners then you think over it again :) Hadn't it be better??? :)

Alright, that's all for the day. But before I end this post, let me just share one more with you guys....

Guess who's this auntie???

!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHIZUKA KUDO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wife of

well, you don't need me to introduce him again~

HaaHhahahhHAhaAH! :P

G.O.A.L.S In Life

The word G.O.A.L.S and D.R.E.A.M.S in life seems to be pretty often talked about, but scoring it is another big story isn't it? :)

STPM is going to be over in a few days soon. Well it indeed is an ending to our schooling life but bear in mind the REALISTIC LIFE has just begun! No more fooling around and corrections can be made anymore as the real world out there doesn't give a second chance to the ignorant. I can tell the teachers that I didn't finish their homework but I can never even tell my boss that I HAVE NOT FINISHED THE PROPOSAL! I can arrive school late in one straight row of days and could not care less with the demerits awarded but I don't think I can tolerate the black charcoal face of my boss for even a day if I were ever late for once :S

If you don't want this to happen...

pecahnya semangkuk nasi, hilangnya sesuap rezeki

That's the life we're going to face soon :) Well, maybe we still have another 3 years or so in the varsity before this nightmare :)

Opportunities knock once in a blue moon and if we missed it, there it goes. It's just like youth, happens only once in a lifetime and once we walk over it, it's all over. That's why I keep telling myself, I'm going to do as much as possible when I still have all this energy now! Hee :D For this coming up holidays isn't really going to be a laid back one but I want to add more colours to my life by taking up some courses that concern skills :) I know it's easier said than done, that's why I don't want to elaborate much first :P

Obviously, there are plenty of hurdles and barriers ahead, like concerning money, time and also.... discouragement from conservative parents especially my mum :o...! Haha! So, a thorough planning is needed. Hee! I just want to see how far I can go in this life other than relating myself all the time to one way street syllabus in studies~ :S I don't wanna look back and regret over what I haven't done cuz I do have some regrets now which I don't want to add on to the mental disturbance it once caused :P

Well, I'm sure most of us have something in mind just that we don't know where the first step should start from right? But a piece of advice once quoted from Mr. Lai (BSS's Dhamma Teacher)- The journey ahead of you starts off with the first step of courage! :) So true, if you don't chang chui the things you want dearly in life, then what's the meaning of life after all right?

I dare not think nor say how successful I'm going to be in life, but I'm certain I don't want to be a sampah masyarakat... Hee.... :P I'm sure no one wants too... Haha! I think Takuya Kimura is a source of inspiration to me these days... Hahaha!!!!! *hums Takuya's song... :P

LET'S DO IT TOGETHER!!!!