B for Black

Lolz Kitty,

This post is specially made for you. You remember the colour personality thing and you chose black? Lolz. Sorry I took a while to reveal your colour personality. Alot of things going on and I just remembered.. Haha! It's never too late, right?

Here's your fetish I owe you:-

Black is one of the most beautiful of colors and yet is the void of color too. It is the color of detail.

Black personalities want every thing done in detail. They are statistical and make good accountants. Internal Revenue Service agents probably like this color.

If a job needs finishing, these are the people to finish it.
These personalities need leaders, though, to tell them what needs to be done. Under guidance, they are able to get to the crux of the matter and solve very large problems.

When put in a place to find the mistakes of others, they are right at home. Loving puzzles, and finding others' mistakes brings out their tenacious spirits. Black personalities sometimes intentionally find mistakes so that they can repair them.

This color is one of holding things inside. When one wears black, they do not want to be touched. Putting a barrier between themselves and others is the purpose of this color.

Keeping their strength inside so that they can better protect their emotions is the effectiveness of this color. Although they want to be part of the world around them, they want no one to tug at their sensitivity.

Black is a relief color for most people, like "Mom's apple pie". It makes them feel comfortable and even, in some cases, makes them feel smaller, allowing them to hide from the sometimes cruel world.

Of your sexuality:-
Black color preferences point to black sex (not necessarily meaning black partners). These people are the misfits of the sex world and seek out each other in kinship. They tend to prefer perverted sex and are usually masochistic or sadistic in nature. They are moody people and often perform at their peak when under stress or during unhappy times. Police psychiatrists claim that sex offenders prefer the color black. And it is no coincidence that the uniform of mobsters and teenage gangs is black attire.

Ahaha.. so now tell us.. IS BLACK THE RIGHT CHOICE FOR YOU? Haha! Thtz all!

Blissful

Oh My God!!! I'm having 4 days off in a row from Stella-In!!!! Sat-Sun-Mon-Tues... Hmm~ Thanks to all the candidates sitting for their Cibtac Exams next week! ~!YaYS!~

Actually, I got tonnes of assignments in hand.. there's really no reason for me to celebrate at all :P

Anyways, it does not stop me from feeling blissful at all~ :P

I've finally decided to sign up for this...

......??.....

Lets take a closer look, shall we?

a bridal studio?!!! *!*GASP*!*

Unfortunately, I'm not getting married.. YET :P What I've signed up for is the Package for Personal Studio Shots! LalAllalAla~

a RM388 worth promotional package + a free facial worth RM168 in Blissful Spa!

Actually, it isn't just me alone who has signed up for the photography but AiAi as well!! LolZ! So most probably I'll be giving the free facial to her as I'm having free facials almost daily at Stella-In. I find that, this is too nutritious until my skin is turning PINKY!

Speaking about the photography, the package I took comprises of 3 traditional costumes and 1 casual wear! Actually, I bargained hi & low for that deal as the real package comes with 3 casual wear and one evening gown. To me, what is it for by spending hundreds to shoot photographs of casual wear? I might as well just do that at home, right? And evening gown.. almost like a bridal gown is a No-No for me too as I'm not ready for that bridal look :P

So that's how I ended up with traditional costumes! Hee! I mean how often do we get to wear traditional costumes in our lives right? And it's definitely a very pricey hobby if I were to have a collection of them :P So, I would really love to see myself in those costumes, at least once in a lifetime... a pose-y Choya in another dimension. Haha!

Costumes must costumes~

HAHA! Fetish!

Since I was little, I always had the interest of dressing up in traditional costumes. I still remember the childhood times when my cousins would play dressing up with me and we would pull off all the blankets from each and every bed and started coating ourselves with those then trying to walk like a niang niang~ Haha.. Those were the days.

Since there's a limit to my choices, only 3 costumes. I made up my mind and selected my really preferred ones. A hard time deciding as I want to dress up in so many! I have no choice but to let go of.. SAREE! Because I wanted so much to dress in a...

Kimono :)

my all time favourite! :)

ahhh~ exquisite! :D

Lolz! Maybe I shud start practicing this pose! Haha!

Next one would probaby be a...

French Court Dress! Haha!

Just wanna feel like a royalty even just for a couple of minutes :P

I know I know. Sure saying my oriental look boh suit this kinda outfit la hor but what to do.. Haha! Just for one time and we shall see what's the effect later on~ :D

Next, next is a...

Of course a Cheongsam laa! :P

a body to kill... and I certainly do not have it :P

The most anxiety I have is for Cheongsam. Lolz. You see, not everyone can fit nicely into a Cheongsam. Haha! But I still wanna tiao zhan wo zhi chi neeh~ Hee! My legs aren't growing any longer for sure as for other aspects.. erm, I think I can work on it.. ?? Haha.. I foresee myself sucking in my stomach and holding a long long breath for this shot LOLZ! Wish me luck.. if not once exhale PRACCKKKKK! OoooPs~ Haha!

I'm saying in case! Lolz.. Just in case that I failed in the Cheongsam fitting.. Haha.. I have another option to fall on...

I was thinking long enough either having this or a Saree actually...

A HanFu.. (Costume of the Han Dynasty)

it's pretty niang niang actually~

Actually, this costume looks pretty sweet IF ONLY they do really offer the very very very classy type! Lolz.. Cuz if the fashion goes a little bit out of the mainstream.. the effect will bring a total disaster.. Lolz.. Might end up not looking like a Fair Lady but...

A Legendary Prostitute of Ancient China (tn'g lang keh) Lolz!

I'm so not gonna do this by all means! :O

But.. I adore Sarees too.. :(

But then I do not possibly have to wear them all one shot :P Maybe next time.. Haha! I still have Nyonya Kebaya to go too (lazy to find pics d) but errrrR... not baju kurung toh correct dee Haha! :P

But a noob pic will always be the best ;)

and it's free neeh~ Haha! and kindly note that: I DID NOT MAKE-UP FOR MYSELF IN THIS PIC! Ask my artist what happened~ LOLz!

Just Random

It's 4.18 a.m. Feeling crappy. Feeling sleepy. In serious pain.

There's so much to think. There's so much to care. Which comes first?

I do. I don't. I did. I did not! I wished if only...

I'm always random. In the blue. Outta the blue. But not deliberate.

A simple dream. A long journey. A rocky way...

Just another life. An ordinary person. Vulnerabilities. Insecurities. Not a Superwoman.

I'm tired. But sleep is not what I need. How?

Sometimes, I really wished to see myself through the eyes of others. But see the world through the eyes of my own.

A mirror. A reflection. And it tells nothing more than just a face.

I want to know more... in Life