Toyota Clumsy

Alright, so it has been a week since my bro decided to trade in our Kancil to purchase a new car. So far, I had only driven the new car for several times, alright less than 5 times so I really dare not attempt any side parking. But then, this can't be forever right? So I challenge myself this morning, to test out my side parking along the stretch of parking lots at Gurney Drive.

Damn~

Reverse. Forward. Reverse. Forward. Arggghhhhhhhhhh...

What a swift when I was driving Kancil last time. I can even go vroooomm.. in narrow lanes or small spaces in between cars easily. Now, I feel as clumsy as a clown. Well, it's not really a BMW, Volvo or Merz but then it's definitely the challenge of the year for me :S

So ended up my Sabah agent, David had to become my parking instructor... HAHAHAHA
"Okay okay, reverse.. forward a bit.. turn all turn all.. relax relax take it easy.."

I'm looking back at the past 3 years of experience and I feel like a whole lot.. BUMMER. I can't easily give up so early right? Grrr

Okay, going to meet up my colleagues for dinner now.

(aihz... driving driving)

Tagged By A Rock

Am taking some time off from the crazy workloaddd... :)

1)What is your dream during childhood?
I'm not quite sure as I keep changing from time to time :P But I used to play "dressing up" with my cousins until a time when I thought I wanted to become a fashion designer. I even used to keep a sketchbook of my own "bridal gown" sketches, if they look like one anyways... :P

2)Are you happy at this point of life?
A warm family with a cute dog. Great friends. Moderate freedom. Overall, I'd say I'm contented. Happy?? Not exactly yet :) I would when I have the cash power :P

3)Which colour you like most? Black or White?
Neither. Black is boring and white clothings have to come along with a nice piece of lingerie ;)

4)Who was your first celebrity crush?
Ayy.. Jay Chou?? (Hoo-hoo-haa-haa!!!)

5)Where is the place you wanted to go most? Why?
Europe, preferably Rome. I'd really like to explore all its historical cathedrals and well, maybe walk down the aisle with that special someone along the way... :D

6)Which part of you that you love most?
My eyes. Not because they are beautiful but they tell me, what is beautiful :)

Short story:
(8 years ago, I remember my sister asked me and my bro for our suggestions should the question "Which part of your body you like most" pop up during my sis's first interview with the airline-SIA, my bro suggested: My C*B*I. Why? Cuz I like the hair +__+ ~)

7)What are you scared to lose most?
Practically everything and everyone whom are emotionally attached to me :(

8)If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her? Or just keep it secret in heart, observing by yourself?
If I'm so damn certained that it's a two way traffic, why not. But I always believe, if it's meant to be then it is :)

9)List out 3 good points of the one who tagged you.
i) A rock
ii)A noob
iii)A joker

You should know who you are, NOC!!!

10)What are the requirements that you wish for your the other half?
Sensible and mature, sense of security and direction, humourous and outgoing, introvert and extrovert the same time :D slight mystery is sexy :P

11)Which type of people you hate most?
One with no self reflect and principle. One whom is over possessive is intolerable >_<

12)What is your ambition?
It's still vague at this point but I'd like to become a business lady someday :)

13)What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
Cheater

14)If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?
To be with Mikey forever :)

15)What do you think is most important in your life?
Life itself and money. If you have this then I can't think of any other restriction.

16)Who's your favourite cartoon character?
Snoopy but now is Kuma Kuma. Hahhaa!

17)What will you do if the world ends tomorrow?
To be at home watching Liu Bo Wen, the Amazing Strategist with my mum and Mikey waiting for another episode the next day.

18)Do you think people who wear fake lashes are hot?
My sister at instance. I think it's quite lovely :)

19)Do you like smelling your own fart?
Well, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Enough answered :P

20)Would you suck someone's finger?
Definitely out of discussion. Next.

Ooops.. That'z all :P

Getaway Ticket

Well, I am sure that most of you guys have already started feeling sicked of my signature phrase, "I'm Really Tired"

And the "Tired" I meant here is not just an outer shell expression, like I've just sweat tonnes of mineral salts off my body or have run a 5 km track but rather, feeling really tired from within the core of me, myself and I. I really do. And it's not about how many task I've been assigned to do at work as I really don't give a damn about it anymore.

Please excuse me of keep repeating myself but I'd like to stress again with a big sigh, "I'm Tired"

Yes, you may wonder that what is there for a girl like me who had just stepped into her early 20s having so much of this kinda tired excuses. Didn't life has just begun at this point of age??? It's supposed to be but somehow not for me.

I'd walked the journey that perhaps no one understands, it's more than just my laughter and sorrow. Everything happened so fast in a row that I could not even track
yet the effect is long lasting. Worse is I don't have a strength to go against it, at all.

God loves me. God loves me not. Are you a maize that I'm so cornfused now?

Responsibility.Commitment.Attachment. Something I can't escape from but only confrontation. There's a limit to everything but I'm not sure is there any for me or I'd actually surpassed it.

Aih.. Coming this May, I'd really want to take off for an island vacation. Perhentian? Redang? Langkawi? I've yet to decide. All I know is I want to bag a luggage of my "tiredness" there and just let them dissolve in the breeze. And then, Choya shall come back as a totally new and refreshed girl with only aims ahead more than anything else. I'll try :)

Just like someone who has been telling me, everything will be fine. It will :)

I'm not complicated at all, but my life is.