Friends Reunion

HeyZ! It's 2.19 a.m now and I just got home from hanging out with my lau peng iu sekalian. It had been like almost a year, yeah almost I guess :P that all of us gathered for a night out and gossip from Earth to Pluto :D
By the way, this is like the very first time that we went out together with Ai Phing & Su Hong, and I just have to admit...they are such a lovely couple :)

Seriously, life's is truly full of unexpected surprises. Just about 2 years ago, Su Hong was actually in the same tuition as Yuyu and I, in Aziz. That time..we barely knew each other and I still remember he was always sitting in the front row and chit chatting away during tutorials :P Can't imagine that today, he has become my bestfriend's boyfriend. Despite bumping into each other back then on every Wednesday night, he couldn't seem to recognise me nor Yuyu in person tonight! LOL!!!

It's like it's really hard for us to get a chance like this where ALL OF US really gotta sit down and gossip our mouths away as Yi Ling has gone to Singapore and Ai Phing is in KL. But tonight, everyone got back just at the right time and man, we gotta enjoy!!! But kinda pity Su Hong as he was the only guy :P but I guess he blended quite well into certain topics. It was quite impressive of him to teach us a lil or two bout drinks, a drinking kaki according to Ai Phing :P and differences in holding a wine glass and a cocktail glass.. :D

Alright, we were at Bagan indulging ourselves in Mocktail & Cocktails..as usual, I'm quite hiao cuz I like to order something that's new and sounds good..ended up, burning my own throat with Pink as Peach! :P
But it was better than Singapore Sling, ahahha.. I had to force myself to gulp down the stinging potion.. but I still haven't learned my lesson :)

Meanwhile Jacquelyn & Yi Ling hadn't arrived, 3 of us(maybe Me & Ai Phing only :P) started to pest Su Hong to become our photographer...

Sad* A bit blur... cuz was taken from a phone camera, Ai Phing's LG Chocolate!

And my phone found its friend, Su Hong was using the same phone as me with the SAME shade as well as the cracked crystal cover :P

Alright, we wanted to take more pictures but no one was having a camera with them. So when Jacquelyn came, it was nothing but one big time of GOSSIP! And Yi Ling appeared in a red hot top, giving us a hug... and it seemed like the old memories of us in CPT came back to my mind. Those were really the days, how every one of us have changed, of cuz..physically and not..emotionally and mentally! :)

So, that's so much for this post right now... Tomoro have to wake up really early for Dim Sum with them again which I doubt Jacquelyn can make it, since she was still wandering around while all of us headed home :)

Awww.. tired and lethargic..had been awake for more than 16 hours!!!! Still that word, I'm glad I'm blessed with so many good friends around me and it's more than anything I could have ever asked for :)

GOODNIGHT!

Retro Au Naturel

WhhhoOOps! Looks like I'd been taking some time on this post! :D It was last saved on 9/9/07.. like almost.. 3 weeks ago I guess...Hee! Seriously, this particular post takes up the most time to be completed, so far in my history of blogging :P, as there were plenty, plenty and plenty of pictures editing. Many of my friends tak sabar-sabar aje and longing to discover their noobshitz! LOL!!!

So, finally I've got the time tonight!!! Lets keep it as a suspense, I shall talk about other issues first. Just like what you see in the title, Retro! :D Cuz I find that lately, my friends and I, we are so into oldies... Trying to revive back the things people once heng during those were the days!

Oh Gosh! I'm so into Careless Whispers lately.

This song is nothing but PLAIN HOT!

Anyway, reserve for those who go ALA RETRO only la... :P

Whenever I listen to this song, it reminds me so much of kuan hai...LOL

Speaking bout kuan hai, obviously, it's no one else but HIM! :P Sometimes I can't stop wondering, it's just such an coincidence that I've met with someone so COMPLETE like a package :P Complete as in, he just has everything I ever admired in a guy or maybe I should say man :P It's like, he's so humble, down to Earth, mysterious at times, humourous and TALENTED! I can't deny the fact that, wisdom and maturity grows with age :)

He plays piano....

I'd used to play organ when I was younger but I had to stop cuz of some financial issues back then.

But what I'd really love to learn if I were to have a chance, is Piano.

I'm so in love with this Crystal Kawai.

It looks simply plain simple and romantic.

I've always think that a guy who plays Piano definitely scores a point from me. I don't know. I just think that, guys tend to show their gentle and softer side(in a straight manner) when they're playing Piano. It's just like as their fingers swift across the keys, it's an amazing feeling I can't simply explain how it makes me feel :) But Maxim isn't my type, at all.

He plays SAXOPHONE too...

I've always loved saxophone, maybe not as much as Piano.

And I've always thought that, this isn't an easy instrument to mess with :P

Dunno, I kinda like Kenny G too :P

I just don't know what else he doesn't know. From Badminton to Ping Pong to errr... :P His skills are just undeniable. Maybe I haven't seen Ping Pong yet but Badminton is definitely mind blowing :P From a perspective of a student, I admit I do really admire him :)

It had been almost a year of me joining BOL and had also officially retired. I'm glad I made the right choice being in the right place with the right people :) Farewell is coming soon and maybe that would be the last long lasting memory BOL can give to me. I'm anticipating it but at the same time, I don't want it to come so soon :(

Well, it was just some time ago that we were discussing our outfit to Farewell. We don't wanna appear overdress and at the same time, we don't wanna be underdress. Hmm~ Maybe we shall go really RETRO goes natural in our outfit this time...LOL!

RETRO GIRLS

AHAHHA!
p/s Siew Lay: How do you like your dress and hair??? Bukan main HOT nya you, with the mole!!! LOL!
p/s Wei Lian: You like pink don't you?? It looks pretty nice on you seriously..ahaha! With the hairband :P I added it! LOL!
p/s Yu Yu: Okay, I know you're not in the Farewell but I still very much loved to include you into our Kelab Retro!! This is the most girlish side of her you all might have ever seen! LOL!

By the way Siew Lay, I can see your cleavage here...HAHAHA!

I'm sorry that I'd been procrastinating this post since weeks ago..Hee! Everyone were so in the exam tension mode. But it had passed, no worries now! :P I guess we have a very special person that we'd like to express our gratitude and thankfulness to... And he's none other than our beloved...

DC RABBIT for....

introducing us such an addictive game :)
Should we fail our Maths 2, we know who to hunt! Hee!!!

And here's a rough idea how the game looks like...

Fancy to have a play or two??? LOL! It's addictive!
Not suitable for kids though, potential disturbia!!

By the way Kah Whai, I know you've been so kin chiong and keep reminding me of your picture with a pretty wings. I did go out there and searched in the Google for a pretty pair of nice wings for you, I did. Something unusual, rare, sophisticated and san sin kam...

And I finally found this...

How do you find this wings ayyy?? Not bad right??! Like Aladdin's flying mat...
Can tumpang cheng mui some more if you want...
By the way, stop looking into the mirror and fantasize Doreen looking at you dee...!

And then Apong, as I promised you... Tahap hiaoness restricted to be below 1% right??? I guess I've fulfilled my promise :D Cuz your's the most decent and beyond godlike...floating on a cloud. So innocent~ No cleavage, no resonance...no nothing...

Only you and YOUR FLYING RESULTSSSSSS!!!!!!

Hiong nia you...
Sweep marks like sweep dust.
Now we know why you're in starvation...
Cuz your digestive system is in your brain and there's none in the stomach... :P

Last but not least, I'd like to dedicate this to my personal Maths teacher...LOL! It's always the right track to follow his method..right Mr. Chow?? LOL!!!! Right track liao lu~ But sadly I still fail my maths till pak ku lin tao!

Huo Kit with his Beefballs Fantasy's Plot

Looks like Huo Kit is having his happy time soaking wet in his Tartar sauce.
LOL!
tim yat tim koh chiong la sei chai pau*

And that's the end of my post! Quite a number of noobshitz..LOL! But the fonts in my edited pictures are abit blur due to some technical errors. Nevermind... TIAO ZHAN NI ZHI CHI!!! Enjoy~

Face Our T.R.I.A.L.S, Peeps!

Well, 3 MORE PAPERS TO GO!!! YAYz!! Gotta BREAK FREE like a bird!!!!!

~woot i'm coming, mutton goes yay!~

I don't know why but I actually feel more relaxed and stress-free during the TRIALS week itself than many many weeks before this. Not really that revision-goes-crazy these few days. Of cuz, it doesn't mean that I'm ALL-READY-TO-GO but I just think that I can't do last minute reading. It triples the stress and I just don't want to overstress myself over this and have an emotional breakdown later. But honestly, I almost brokedown on Sunday. Gosh! The feeling was a nonsensical one!!

So Monday was Biology Paper 1 and then later was Maths Paper 1... Biology was another ting-tong-tiang session for me :) Same goes for Chemistry Paper 1... AHHAHAA!

My my, it's just as easy as A B C.... :D

Well, then what about Maths 1? LOL!!! This time if really wanna become matrix pro also tak jadi dee, cuz only 7 marks were allocated for that question, lets divide by 2 and I shall get 3.5 marks! :D Dey~ I don't believe that I sat there for 3 hours knowing nothing! Voices of Huo Kit and Yuyu kept haunting my mind, I know they'd taught me this before but sad... I couldn't remember a single thing! 3 HOURS! It's like = to my afternoon nap adee. If there's only one thing I can be proud of in Maths is... I could withstand 3 hours of blank boredom without falling asleep during the examination... :) I learned that, there were some friends who told me that they didn't have enough time, wish I could donate some to them. As usual, Lay Mei requested for more writing papers, I feel so tempted to turn and offered her, "Nah! Take mine la.. How many? 3, 4 or 5?" By the way, I still tied up all the loose papers(empty or written) and passed up...AHAHA!

WHY MATHS??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so gone in Maths, I hope Pn. Tok wont humiliate me in the class again :)
Anyway, I still have Gerard's Maths 2 to save me, barely pass but at least... some figures :)

The happiest paper to me so far I guess the award goes to... PA 2! Alright, it doesn't mean that I know everything and overconfident okay. But it's just that, this is the first time I could finish attempting every single questions in the paper! Never had I be able to finish PA in my life!! I LOST MY FIRST TIME TO TRIALS!

Maybe I should follow Ryan's trademark pose,

Oooops! Tomorrow is Chemistry Paper 2, and AHAHA! It's close to 11 p.m now, and I still haven't touched any single notes yet for today. In fact, was being a tv caterpillar together with my mum, the whole day! Speaking bout tv, there's a very interesting show on AEC that shows the true story of A Walk To Remember Anita Mui, acted by a crew of casts that mimic everyone exactly! And NOPE! I'm not a fan of her, and never! But it's really interesting though. Her childhood experiences were very the koh lian~ There was really such a solid reason why she grew up looking so boyish.

I've always thought that the story about her liking Andy Lau was a rumour made up by the media. Ooops! It's true according to the show now and guess where and how she first bumped into Andy Lau??? Red carpet, nope. Movie awards, no. On set, NO! She and her sister were actually on their way rushing to a low paid stage performance somewhere, you know like koh tai and she asked the taxi driver to langgar the red light and guess what HAPPENED NEXT?

THE TAXI KIAM KIAM LONG TIOK ANDY LAU WHO WAS CROSSING THE ROAD!!!

And I've never known that Andy Lau was a police when he was in his younger days!!! AHAHHA! You know, as in the green uniformed chai yan we always see in the TVB dramas? LOL! They got down from the car and got fined by him :P ahhahaha! Imagine Andy Lau fining you :P Okay, that time Anita Mui was only 18 years old and both of them were tiny people in HK. During her last concert, she finally revealed her feelings for Andy Lau, but she was devastated that he did not make it to her last concert. :'( Just imagine, from 18 - 40++ years old.. so many years of ngam luen! Maybe this is what they meant by, admiration from afar.

Then during her last concert, she wore a wedding gown she had made for herself 10 years ago but she never got the chance to wear it and walked the aisle with that special person she admired dearly. I saw my mum's eyes went teary(emonya her..) as Anita Mui said that, 10 years later, she still couldn't win his heart and never able to fulfil her wish of being his bride. So, she decided to wear the wedding gown in her last concert and married herself to the STAGE instead since she had spent all her lifetime on the STAGE since a kid. Hmmm.. So emo nia~ Yoh~ but it's quite HOT la when they showed Andy Lau got stucked in a jam and got down from the car and ran to her concert! Din know, all oso so emo one in real life. Wanna die d oso like acting a drama :P

AHAHHA! Tomorrow is Chemistry and I can't believe I'm doing a paparazi work here some more. Nevermind la... Tomorrow only PAK SOOI....LOL! My real TRIALS is not the examination but the moments when I got my results.. :P GOODNIGHT and GOODLUCK everybody!!!!!

Memory Down The Lane

Some songs can really revive some old memories. Both good and bad times.

Let me recommend you guys this song by Jay Chou. Song is great, lyrics are meaningful.

Ni Bi Cong Qian Guai Le

It ain't easy to sing a long with Jay Chou seriously even though you're accompanied with lyrics.

But lets TIAO ZHAN NI ZHI CHI!!!

軗婓昝厘腔誰螹zou zai xi lai rang wang de jie tou

祥婬翍扂腔忒ni bu zai qian zhe wo de shou

苤陑涐涐腔a苤硌xiao xin yi yi de jiang ni xiao zhi gou

珩苤陑涐涐腔霜lei ye xiao xin yi yi de liu

衄倇藉樾a婓烯翍扂you xie shi qing ni zai man zhe wo

懸皺懃€岆嶱賸諳ni zhong yu hai shi kai le kou

筏筏珨曆dan dan yi ju

岆攬衭(苤陑涐涐腔a腔苤硌?)hai shi peng you(xiao xin yi yi de jiang ni de xiao zhi gou)

珩絡?扂腔忒?祥婬翍)lei ye ru dao ge(wo de shou ni bu zai qian zhe)

硉懋窐猗a懸祥褣綎懸掀辦zhi dao fen shou hou ni bu nan guo ni bi cong qian kuai le

饒蛅腦腔?請扂睡夔挲腔堤諳na zhu fu de hua jiao wo ru he neng gou shuo de chu kou

綎厘腔岆瘁虮伎砑?懸崋琦guo wang de huan le shi fou tui se xiang wen ni zen me she de

祥眕猭?婬挲懸砑扂bu yao zai er bian zai shuo ni hui xiang wo

Not sure what the song is all about??

Here's a translated story...

Walking in the corner of a street with streams of people busily coming and going

I realised you are no longer holding my hand

With great care I hook on your little finger

Tears drop with great care as I realised

There are a few matters you are hiding from me

You finally open up your mouth

Lightly say a word

That we are still friends (With great care I hook your little finger)

Tears are like a knife cutting through me (My hand, you are no longer holding)

Know after this separation

You don't feel sad, you are happier than you were before

Tell me how can I possibly say those words of blessing out loud

Is the past happiness really fading?

Tempted to ask you how you can bear losing me after so long

May be it's better that you don't, by my ear and whisper you will think of me again

So meaningful and touching! :) Maybe I can dedicate this song to Daveet Onk! :)

Guilty Feet Have Got No Rhythm

Okay, so Trials in on Monday. To be really honest, I barely feel the exam mood just as yet. I'm still like going online almost 24/7, out for some drinks with friends & retro goes natural with Diva, Rosa & Mervin :D I'd rather have the time being fast forwarded so I could finish all the papers as soon as possible and go all the way out there and scream my lungs out loud! The feeling of being trapped like this now is horribly depressing. The worst frustration I foresee to face is to forget whatever I just revised when I hold the papers upright before my eyes.

I don't think my memory space is a factor to be blamed, seriously no :P I think I have a mega memory space but it's just that, I'm not reli making a full use of it honestly :D I just think that INCONSISTENCY is the keyword in my case :D But I'm just too sick off feeling remorseful and feeling all regretted of the things I SHOULD AND SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE. There's no second thought when it comes to making myself feeling happy, first :) And I should answer the questions of my failure soon after that :P I think my teachers have done their best and let ME just do the REST! :D

I must admit that, though I'm not a top/serious F6 student but a little stress and pressure here and there is bound to overwhelmed me as the exam season catastrophe strikes the Earth. Everyone is so competitive when it comes to exams but to me, the only person that I should go serious in a competition with is.... MYSELF :D I'd always told myself that, what is there for me to compete with others when I can't even be able to OUTDO myself. Aihz.. Well, life as a student is a very subjective issue. We have to study hard at the same time, we want to play hard. Sometimes if you were to realise, there are only 3 categories of students.

1) Hopeless
2) Average
3) Beyond Godlike

I fall in the 2nd category for sure and I feel so sandwiched in between. It's like I feel that I'm just being chiak beh pa, eau beh si like that. Just striving hard enough for not to fall to the hopeless stage and yet never be able to go higher than that. I'm not a studious person and at the same time, I don't want to be hopeless. Arrghhhh.. !!! Suddenly, I'm feeling wary and unsure of my position. Definitely not beyond godlike, that's it! Maybe subconsciously become hopeless d...


I'm quite potong steam in this post, don't I?? Soleee la! :P But it's just for my personal purpose. Blog to distress myself. Nothing very interesting and worth reading though. What's really interesting is the video below :D

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Billy, you are so caught SO RED HANDED behind Kaur Che's back..
Too much Careless Whisper for you d I suppose.. :P

Yup, it's Billy and Margaret getting HOT on th DANCEFLOOR!

Zhi Xiang, I got 2 songs' lyrics for you at the moment...

"I saw you across the dancefloor, out of the corner of my eyes, I felt the connection, I don't know how, I don't why~"

"I feel so unsure, as I take your hands and lead you to the dancefloor, as the music dies, something in your eyes, calls to mind the silver screen, and all its sad goodbye~"

But I know as soon as Kaur Che finds out this, there's only 1 lyric across my mind..

"And I'm not gonna dance again, guilty feet have got no rhythm, thou it's easy to pretend, I know u're not a fool~"

AHAHAHA... Guilty liao boi?? At least my conscious told me that I shouldn't do that to Key CarLow Xeeong! :P

iGlooomy

As crazy as it may sound, the time between 7-8pm makes me feel really gloomy. I hate being trapped in the midst of dark and light. It makes me feel really mang chang and...moody!
And it's not as easy as hiding myself under the blanket until the time is gone and creep out after that, somehow, I could still feel the gloomy atmosphere as if it has been programmed into me.

Picture taken at 7.35 p.m.
ARGHHH!!!! I HATE THIS KINDA DIM LIGHTING!!

It's hard to explain the symptoms. It's like I don't feel right whether sitting down, watching t.v, eating dinner or sleeping. I just feel, uneasy like something is bothering me and I just feel like going AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! SUNDAY makes me feel worse... ~

When can I gain a total freedom and just fly to anywhere I like at anytime and seconds of the time? Without having to ask for permissions and being interrogated when home. I know it may sound a little bit irresponsible and fei lui type but there are times when I just really wanna go...

...fly up high to the sky...
*piu ha piu ha* ....... like nobody's business~

Wouldn't that be nice??

Aih~

It's just so sressful and tiring that the routine just go on and on like each and everyday boring day. Hectic lessons in school, housechores, homework, exams, dis & dat...bla bla bla........ Speaking about housechores, my mum & I did an annual event today, Spring Cleaning... :P We started at 1 p.m and ended at 7 p.m! Truthfully, I'm very exhausted right now. Everyday my mum has different chores for me. Not that I wanna complain as I'm part of the penghuni but it's kinda potong steam sometimes as I've to spare some time to study maa..:( Thought of reading some Kenegaraan but just way too tired to flip through the pages memorising Perkara 152 and Perkara 153 :P That's too much to handle.

Speaking bout exams, big *sigh*....... 2 more weeks to trials and 2 more months to STPM. The limited time left is not quite motivating to me though. Instead, I'm feeling more laid back. Gosh..what a positive feedback mechanism! No way, I must find myself a MINDBLOWING STIMULUS!!!

And I found this :P

Barter System: A Laptop (Acer 5920) for my Results.

Results that do not quote this grades again:

Pengajian Am: C
Mathematics: F
Chemistry: D+
Biology: C+

Will I be able to do better than that???

A word of motivation is needed, it goes...

TIAO ZHAN WO ZHI CHI, TIAO ZHAN FENG HE YU

tiu nia seng ah...