Guilty Feet Have Got No Rhythm

Okay, so Trials in on Monday. To be really honest, I barely feel the exam mood just as yet. I'm still like going online almost 24/7, out for some drinks with friends & retro goes natural with Diva, Rosa & Mervin :D I'd rather have the time being fast forwarded so I could finish all the papers as soon as possible and go all the way out there and scream my lungs out loud! The feeling of being trapped like this now is horribly depressing. The worst frustration I foresee to face is to forget whatever I just revised when I hold the papers upright before my eyes.

I don't think my memory space is a factor to be blamed, seriously no :P I think I have a mega memory space but it's just that, I'm not reli making a full use of it honestly :D I just think that INCONSISTENCY is the keyword in my case :D But I'm just too sick off feeling remorseful and feeling all regretted of the things I SHOULD AND SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE. There's no second thought when it comes to making myself feeling happy, first :) And I should answer the questions of my failure soon after that :P I think my teachers have done their best and let ME just do the REST! :D

I must admit that, though I'm not a top/serious F6 student but a little stress and pressure here and there is bound to overwhelmed me as the exam season catastrophe strikes the Earth. Everyone is so competitive when it comes to exams but to me, the only person that I should go serious in a competition with is.... MYSELF :D I'd always told myself that, what is there for me to compete with others when I can't even be able to OUTDO myself. Aihz.. Well, life as a student is a very subjective issue. We have to study hard at the same time, we want to play hard. Sometimes if you were to realise, there are only 3 categories of students.

1) Hopeless
2) Average
3) Beyond Godlike

I fall in the 2nd category for sure and I feel so sandwiched in between. It's like I feel that I'm just being chiak beh pa, eau beh si like that. Just striving hard enough for not to fall to the hopeless stage and yet never be able to go higher than that. I'm not a studious person and at the same time, I don't want to be hopeless. Arrghhhh.. !!! Suddenly, I'm feeling wary and unsure of my position. Definitely not beyond godlike, that's it! Maybe subconsciously become hopeless d...


I'm quite potong steam in this post, don't I?? Soleee la! :P But it's just for my personal purpose. Blog to distress myself. Nothing very interesting and worth reading though. What's really interesting is the video below :D

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Billy, you are so caught SO RED HANDED behind Kaur Che's back..
Too much Careless Whisper for you d I suppose.. :P

Yup, it's Billy and Margaret getting HOT on th DANCEFLOOR!

Zhi Xiang, I got 2 songs' lyrics for you at the moment...

"I saw you across the dancefloor, out of the corner of my eyes, I felt the connection, I don't know how, I don't why~"

"I feel so unsure, as I take your hands and lead you to the dancefloor, as the music dies, something in your eyes, calls to mind the silver screen, and all its sad goodbye~"

But I know as soon as Kaur Che finds out this, there's only 1 lyric across my mind..

"And I'm not gonna dance again, guilty feet have got no rhythm, thou it's easy to pretend, I know u're not a fool~"

AHAHAHA... Guilty liao boi?? At least my conscious told me that I shouldn't do that to Key CarLow Xeeong! :P