Counting Sheeps

Was that a good start to my post? I think so :)

For these past few months, I realise that I'm having some problems falling asleep at night.

Question: What do I do when I can't fall asleep?

Answer: Yes, I think about alot of stuff from the past and once again or maybe over again, I'd turn ulti-emo.

It's true that sometimes I doze off very quickly, usually when I'm really tired. Other times.... nope! Thinking that a goodnight wish from me is the last word you are going to hear from me before I set sail to dreamland? Actually no :P I do alot of roti canai stunts before I officially.... ZzZzzz... :o~ During a slumber party, I'm always the last to doze off and obviously the soonest to drop would be our beloved lady, Ms. Teh Yu Yu. :P

Sometimes, it's really frustrating to toss and turn around, patiently waiting for the auto shut moment to strike. And it makes me wonder that, does cough syrup really work? Here's my piece of experience :)

There was this night when I was feeling really really down and blue. My body was feeling tired and fatigue yet I could not get my mind off from... something perhaps. I told myself, if there's only something that can end this misery of mine tonight.. I will not give a second thought trying. I'm not talking bout suicides here, just desperate for some sleep :)

Yes, and there was it. In the fridge.. the chocolate-vanilla flavoured cough syrup. I reached for it and gulped down 5 mls of it.. or was it 10 I barely remembered and the effect was... a couple of sms-es and I started feeling dizzy and it all went dark ;) It worked so well that the next morning......

I woke up, looked at my LCD- 12.30 p.m, found that my room door was wide opened. I called for Mikey, Mikey... he never came. I walked to my mum's room, found no one there. That was weird. My mum had never left the house without telling me first, moreover with Mikey out with her.

When she reached home, the first thing she said to me as she stepped into the house was.. "Aiyo, lu cha ki cho hami kio lu kio an chua pun kun beh cheh.. kio ka lu ah neh cheh sia liao pun boh tin tang, liao mai chap lu liao wa kaki ki ban san.." She was actually trying to wake me up to the market and I didn't move a single beat! :P

Now you know the effectiveness of cough syrup! I said to myself that, I definitely will not turn it into an addiction despite its sempoi effect! Obviously, I keep my feet to the ground and did not touch it at all after that :P

But... tonight, I really had to. At a even higher dosage of.. 15 mls. Don't worry, 60 mls is the limit. It's so distal from.. err... becoming a sleeping beauty forever. LOLz I timed it, approximately 30 minutes to take effect and I'm so off to bed now. Nights :)

(ps: I'm not crazy, I'm just tired... So tired that.. I don't want to think anymore. It sucks.)