Open House

Dum dum dum~

Another week, time flies indeed.

So fast, it's coming to the end of the month again. Very soon, year 2008 will come to an end too and everything remains... as history once more :)

Just yesterday, my coursemate, Fadilah held an open house and invited a few of us over to her place. Who's Fadilah? :P A typical bobo SHE IS NOT! In fact, a very warm and friendly girl, most importantly.. a modern chick ;P

From left: CHoYa, GinnY, SoO LyN & BeTtY!

and where's Fadilah?

Voice from the room, "Wait for Me, wait fOr mE!!! I need my blusher!"

ai sui ka beh si Err :P

Quiz: Which is Fadilah? Lols

I'm so not used to seeing her wearing a Kebaya, so traditional :P Hehehe.. But maybe I'd have to bid another farewell to her soon as she might be moving back to Holland soon after her husband's contract expires end of this year :S Year 2008- a farewell year.

Basically, there were alot of food served and I just love the biscuits and cookies :P

And the highlight of the day was... Lolz.. Soo Lyn was erm.. being matched with another Dutch guy out of no where :P LolZ.. We made two of them to take a picture together and suddenly there was this random but cute little boy that climbed up to the sofa and joined them for the picture and the result was....

A happY FaMilY!

hahAhA! November is around the corner d! :P

That's about all the pictures I have with me. The rest are with Betty. And I find myself falling in love with Fadilah's house. Simple and elegant, just fits my taste perfectly ;)

Simplicity is a style :P

And a perfect view of the Penang Bridge!

BaySwaTer of IJM :)

Hopefully, a day I could finally own a space of my own would come as reality ;)

Counting Sheeps

Was that a good start to my post? I think so :)

For these past few months, I realise that I'm having some problems falling asleep at night.

Question: What do I do when I can't fall asleep?

Answer: Yes, I think about alot of stuff from the past and once again or maybe over again, I'd turn ulti-emo.

It's true that sometimes I doze off very quickly, usually when I'm really tired. Other times.... nope! Thinking that a goodnight wish from me is the last word you are going to hear from me before I set sail to dreamland? Actually no :P I do alot of roti canai stunts before I officially.... ZzZzzz... :o~ During a slumber party, I'm always the last to doze off and obviously the soonest to drop would be our beloved lady, Ms. Teh Yu Yu. :P

Sometimes, it's really frustrating to toss and turn around, patiently waiting for the auto shut moment to strike. And it makes me wonder that, does cough syrup really work? Here's my piece of experience :)

There was this night when I was feeling really really down and blue. My body was feeling tired and fatigue yet I could not get my mind off from... something perhaps. I told myself, if there's only something that can end this misery of mine tonight.. I will not give a second thought trying. I'm not talking bout suicides here, just desperate for some sleep :)

Yes, and there was it. In the fridge.. the chocolate-vanilla flavoured cough syrup. I reached for it and gulped down 5 mls of it.. or was it 10 I barely remembered and the effect was... a couple of sms-es and I started feeling dizzy and it all went dark ;) It worked so well that the next morning......

I woke up, looked at my LCD- 12.30 p.m, found that my room door was wide opened. I called for Mikey, Mikey... he never came. I walked to my mum's room, found no one there. That was weird. My mum had never left the house without telling me first, moreover with Mikey out with her.

When she reached home, the first thing she said to me as she stepped into the house was.. "Aiyo, lu cha ki cho hami kio lu kio an chua pun kun beh cheh.. kio ka lu ah neh cheh sia liao pun boh tin tang, liao mai chap lu liao wa kaki ki ban san.." She was actually trying to wake me up to the market and I didn't move a single beat! :P

Now you know the effectiveness of cough syrup! I said to myself that, I definitely will not turn it into an addiction despite its sempoi effect! Obviously, I keep my feet to the ground and did not touch it at all after that :P

But... tonight, I really had to. At a even higher dosage of.. 15 mls. Don't worry, 60 mls is the limit. It's so distal from.. err... becoming a sleeping beauty forever. LOLz I timed it, approximately 30 minutes to take effect and I'm so off to bed now. Nights :)

(ps: I'm not crazy, I'm just tired... So tired that.. I don't want to think anymore. It sucks.)

B for Black

Lolz Kitty,

This post is specially made for you. You remember the colour personality thing and you chose black? Lolz. Sorry I took a while to reveal your colour personality. Alot of things going on and I just remembered.. Haha! It's never too late, right?

Here's your fetish I owe you:-

Black is one of the most beautiful of colors and yet is the void of color too. It is the color of detail.

Black personalities want every thing done in detail. They are statistical and make good accountants. Internal Revenue Service agents probably like this color.

If a job needs finishing, these are the people to finish it.
These personalities need leaders, though, to tell them what needs to be done. Under guidance, they are able to get to the crux of the matter and solve very large problems.

When put in a place to find the mistakes of others, they are right at home. Loving puzzles, and finding others' mistakes brings out their tenacious spirits. Black personalities sometimes intentionally find mistakes so that they can repair them.

This color is one of holding things inside. When one wears black, they do not want to be touched. Putting a barrier between themselves and others is the purpose of this color.

Keeping their strength inside so that they can better protect their emotions is the effectiveness of this color. Although they want to be part of the world around them, they want no one to tug at their sensitivity.

Black is a relief color for most people, like "Mom's apple pie". It makes them feel comfortable and even, in some cases, makes them feel smaller, allowing them to hide from the sometimes cruel world.

Of your sexuality:-
Black color preferences point to black sex (not necessarily meaning black partners). These people are the misfits of the sex world and seek out each other in kinship. They tend to prefer perverted sex and are usually masochistic or sadistic in nature. They are moody people and often perform at their peak when under stress or during unhappy times. Police psychiatrists claim that sex offenders prefer the color black. And it is no coincidence that the uniform of mobsters and teenage gangs is black attire.

Ahaha.. so now tell us.. IS BLACK THE RIGHT CHOICE FOR YOU? Haha! Thtz all!

Blissful

Oh My God!!! I'm having 4 days off in a row from Stella-In!!!! Sat-Sun-Mon-Tues... Hmm~ Thanks to all the candidates sitting for their Cibtac Exams next week! ~!YaYS!~

Actually, I got tonnes of assignments in hand.. there's really no reason for me to celebrate at all :P

Anyways, it does not stop me from feeling blissful at all~ :P

I've finally decided to sign up for this...

......??.....

Lets take a closer look, shall we?

a bridal studio?!!! *!*GASP*!*

Unfortunately, I'm not getting married.. YET :P What I've signed up for is the Package for Personal Studio Shots! LalAllalAla~

a RM388 worth promotional package + a free facial worth RM168 in Blissful Spa!

Actually, it isn't just me alone who has signed up for the photography but AiAi as well!! LolZ! So most probably I'll be giving the free facial to her as I'm having free facials almost daily at Stella-In. I find that, this is too nutritious until my skin is turning PINKY!

Speaking about the photography, the package I took comprises of 3 traditional costumes and 1 casual wear! Actually, I bargained hi & low for that deal as the real package comes with 3 casual wear and one evening gown. To me, what is it for by spending hundreds to shoot photographs of casual wear? I might as well just do that at home, right? And evening gown.. almost like a bridal gown is a No-No for me too as I'm not ready for that bridal look :P

So that's how I ended up with traditional costumes! Hee! I mean how often do we get to wear traditional costumes in our lives right? And it's definitely a very pricey hobby if I were to have a collection of them :P So, I would really love to see myself in those costumes, at least once in a lifetime... a pose-y Choya in another dimension. Haha!

Costumes must costumes~

HAHA! Fetish!

Since I was little, I always had the interest of dressing up in traditional costumes. I still remember the childhood times when my cousins would play dressing up with me and we would pull off all the blankets from each and every bed and started coating ourselves with those then trying to walk like a niang niang~ Haha.. Those were the days.

Since there's a limit to my choices, only 3 costumes. I made up my mind and selected my really preferred ones. A hard time deciding as I want to dress up in so many! I have no choice but to let go of.. SAREE! Because I wanted so much to dress in a...

Kimono :)

my all time favourite! :)

ahhh~ exquisite! :D

Lolz! Maybe I shud start practicing this pose! Haha!

Next one would probaby be a...

French Court Dress! Haha!

Just wanna feel like a royalty even just for a couple of minutes :P

I know I know. Sure saying my oriental look boh suit this kinda outfit la hor but what to do.. Haha! Just for one time and we shall see what's the effect later on~ :D

Next, next is a...

Of course a Cheongsam laa! :P

a body to kill... and I certainly do not have it :P

The most anxiety I have is for Cheongsam. Lolz. You see, not everyone can fit nicely into a Cheongsam. Haha! But I still wanna tiao zhan wo zhi chi neeh~ Hee! My legs aren't growing any longer for sure as for other aspects.. erm, I think I can work on it.. ?? Haha.. I foresee myself sucking in my stomach and holding a long long breath for this shot LOLZ! Wish me luck.. if not once exhale PRACCKKKKK! OoooPs~ Haha!

I'm saying in case! Lolz.. Just in case that I failed in the Cheongsam fitting.. Haha.. I have another option to fall on...

I was thinking long enough either having this or a Saree actually...

A HanFu.. (Costume of the Han Dynasty)

it's pretty niang niang actually~

Actually, this costume looks pretty sweet IF ONLY they do really offer the very very very classy type! Lolz.. Cuz if the fashion goes a little bit out of the mainstream.. the effect will bring a total disaster.. Lolz.. Might end up not looking like a Fair Lady but...

A Legendary Prostitute of Ancient China (tn'g lang keh) Lolz!

I'm so not gonna do this by all means! :O

But.. I adore Sarees too.. :(

But then I do not possibly have to wear them all one shot :P Maybe next time.. Haha! I still have Nyonya Kebaya to go too (lazy to find pics d) but errrrR... not baju kurung toh correct dee Haha! :P

But a noob pic will always be the best ;)

and it's free neeh~ Haha! and kindly note that: I DID NOT MAKE-UP FOR MYSELF IN THIS PIC! Ask my artist what happened~ LOLz!

Just Random

It's 4.18 a.m. Feeling crappy. Feeling sleepy. In serious pain.

There's so much to think. There's so much to care. Which comes first?

I do. I don't. I did. I did not! I wished if only...

I'm always random. In the blue. Outta the blue. But not deliberate.

A simple dream. A long journey. A rocky way...

Just another life. An ordinary person. Vulnerabilities. Insecurities. Not a Superwoman.

I'm tired. But sleep is not what I need. How?

Sometimes, I really wished to see myself through the eyes of others. But see the world through the eyes of my own.

A mirror. A reflection. And it tells nothing more than just a face.

I want to know more... in Life

Hysterical Dun Hysterical

You know, I really have enough of this crap. INVATION OF ANTS FROM THE NEIGHBOURHOOD'S "HANGING GARDEN OF BABYLON"

Come on, this is an apartment and even though you love plants, there's a limit to it!!! You can do some small and simple gardening obviously but try not to bring in a forest please???!!!! Damn it. It's not just the stems that grow and the flowers that bloom, the colony of ants multiplying along too. Black, Red, Small or Big.. you have it all. And where do travel for holidays??.... INTO THE HOUSE OF THE INNOCENCE!!!!

Previously, I had a problem with this ants invasion issue from a unit above my floor. If you have paid a visit to my apartment's rooftop, yes... it's that unit that is directly facing the staircase and YES YES YES.. it's Pinkbag's neighbour!!!! :P I had not notice where the ants came from until one day when I parked my car at the 8th floor carpark and when I passed through the miniature forest... MY GOD! I noticed there were these... stretches of ants.. marching everywhere. And the actually found their ways down to my house through one of the side windows, somehow. Sometimes you'll see them loitering in the ceiling. And I feel itchy at the sight of it, what more to say if it bites!!!

It's not the first time that this happens. Each time we send the old batch to heaven using the anti-pest powder, the new batch will come visitting us in less than 3 months.

And recently, there's this new badge that acts rather differently. They don't bite, surprisingly and march in a row but... THEY WALK ALL OVER THE HOUSE SO COMFORTABLY AS THOUGH IT WERE THEIRS AND WORSE STILL, THEY ARE NOT ATTRACTED TO THE ANTI-PEST POWDER!!!! HOW TO SEND THEM AWAY??!!!!!!

Sigh* I really had enough of Kayangan Puri Mutiara. I feel, it's a very bad feng shui here. I can't wait to work my ass off and get enough money to move away from here and start anew. Eventhough it has a nice view from the rooftop but.. everything is just very wrong over here. The people and the management itself.

Did you know that my mum's car was once vandalised so badly that the repair cost nearly 2K? Inside the private carpark itself??? The lid of the petrol tank was dug out and the stud was stolen??? Not forgetting the artistic scratches "finely engraved" on my mum's car. An X at the front and some horizontal lines at the side doors ;) And just recently, her plate number was pulled off and guess where we found it?? Hehe.. Haha.. Hoo Hoo... At one of the drains near the carpark. My uncle found it during his walks... IN LEH~ Actually, it was not only my mum's car was vandalised... there's a list to go... LOLS

Next, a bombing case on the 8th floor carpark... that blew off Pinkbag's father's motorcycle :) What actually happened, I was not sure as it happened around 4 a.m when my uncle.. lols again him, heard a loud BOMB. All I knew was the next morning, I saw a few bangkai motorsikal and a blackened carpark-a portion :)

Lols Next.. Haha.. This is interesting! I still remember that night my brother invited his friend over to our house and they were playing football on the XBox. My uncle, mum and I were just hanging out in the living room with the windows wide opened that clearly overlooked the block directly opposite mine. Suddenly my brother got excited and exclaimed... "oo lang ai tiao lao!!!" (someone's jumping from the rooftop) Then I quickly reached for my phone.. toot toot... toot toot... "Hello, Wei Lian ah.. oo lang ai tiao lao.. kameh chut lai kua.. tui bin nia" HAHAHHAHA! You think I was calling 999? Nah, I did not.. lols.. cuz my brother did.. Haha! The show lasted for about 10 minutes where the lady was saved by Ah Boy, the Guard! Lols Soon, we learned the story that she was dumped by her boyfriend but guess what... she's a kok kok kai~~~ LOls Sometime after the incident, I met her at another incident, a unit got on fire and this time, she was the kaypo on-looker. HAHA!

And my favourite one goes to this couple that stayed on the 5th floor but now moved. Sad for me.. no more shows.. Haha! This couple, they frequently argued and most of the time.. it was in the midnight. The story was, this girl.. she had alot of boyfriends and this guy she happened to be with then was her bestfriend's husband. How did I know? Cuz there was once the wife came and screwed her mah.. And I watched it all from my brother's room... I'm on 7th floor.. the view is just nice.. can see abit into the house also Lols And.. it was loud. I think the entire floor heard too..

Back to the couple.. Then there was a night, this girl was seen making out in the car with another guy, caught red handed by the guy she cohabited with then. Erm.. I did not spy on her but the guy blurted out so loudly in the argument. Lols! Then... the next obscene thing I heard he said was..

Angry Guy: Lu si mm si chin chia sukak ho bo siang lang kan?? (Is it that you like to be fucked by different guys all the time???)

Shameful Girl: ...

Angry Guy: Ho! (Okay!)

Lols.. He then walked out from the house. Shut the woodened door and closed the grill gate and then he stood outside by the window and started knocking it very hardly and shouted very loudly...

Angry Guy: Hello, Hello! Wa eh sai kan lu boh?? (Hello, Hello! Can I fuck you??)

LOLS... I couldnt control myself and blasted a laugh. He heard and he looked up and very quickly I retrieved... Guess he didn't see me.. LOLS!!! But it was damn funny and I just couldn't hold back my emotions :D Arguments are normal but this couple is definitely random HAHHAHA!

Apart from that, I'd also seen a resident being hit my a helmet on his head during a fight and was bleeding badly from his head but I barely knew what was the real story. I was just outside hanging the clothes suddenly I heard some shoutings and pop.. Ahhh~ Then like that lo.. HAHA!

Aihs... LOLS! (I'm not sure what am I feeling, aih or LOLS actually-haha!) What a crazy world right? That's why I said... There's no peace staying here even though it looks like it for most visitors. It's not just the carpark now that is painted "Park at your own risk" but soon, painted on every unit is the phrase "Stay at your own risk" :)

Janji Tinggal Janji

Nope, not any fancy post this time but just sharing a song with you guys. My all time favourite malay song by KRU. It's a very very old song, at least 14 years old :P I used to listen to it along with my sister back then. I was about six or five back then :)

To me, this song does not just bring back childhood memories in Jalan Bunga Rampai but also, some both memorable and sad memories of the times when I was...
not myself perhaps :)

Tibalah kita

Di penghujung persimpangan

Di penghujung jalan cinta

Kita berdua... oh yeah...

Terpaksa ku relakan

Tak daya ku halangkan

Kerna ku tahu cintamu

Bukan lagi dimilikku...

Menanti hatimu

Kembali padaku

Menanti purnama

Jatuh ke riba...

Beratnya dimata, sebaknya didada

Melihat kau bersama dirinya... ohh ohhh...

Gadisku... yang ku pinta hanyalah satu

Semadikanlah kenanganmu bersamaku

Walau ditakdirkan tak bersama lagi

Kau gadis pertama yang ku cintai

Oh kasih... sebelum kau melangkah pergi

Ke pangkuan teman baru yang kau sanjungi

Lihat ke mataku, lihatlah padaku

Lihatlah airmata di mataku... kerna mu...

Kau pernah berkata

Cintamu adalah selamanya

Rambulan menjadi saksi

Janji tinggal janji...

Kata pada diri ini

Di mana kan ku cari ganti

Gadis seistimewa

Senyumanmu penawar... hati duka...

Takkan ku rayu

Kembali padaku

Walau dihatiku

Terasa rindu

Beratnya dimata, sebaknya didada

Melihat kau bersama dirinya... dirinya...

Gadisku... yang ku pinta hanyalah satu

Semadikanlah kenanganmu bersamaku

Walau ditakdirkan tak bersama lagi

Kau gadis pertama yang ku cintai

Oh kasih... sebelum kau melangkah pergi

Ke pangkuan teman baru yang kau sanjungi

Lihat ke mataku, lihatlah padaku

Lihatlah airmata di mataku... kerna mu

False promises, are sometimes the best jokes

It makes you wanna laugh... with pain :)