What Life Is Really All About

Sometimes, I just can't stop my mind from wondering what this life is really all about. The Earth brings us round and round like a ferris wheel which makes us feel like we've gone really far in life by living for decades and decades long but we just don't realise that, it often brings us back to square one everyday and the usual routine starts all over again. Day and night, studies and exams, work and spend, love and despair, eat and sleep, dream and fantasy, moon and sun, stars and sky... .... ..... and what else?? Erm...perhaps this too :-

once the leading American series on HBO

So we strive and work so hard each and everyday, but what is it really for in the end of the day? A 99% of sacrifice for a 1% of happiness. I'm not trying to be a sadist nor a pessimist here but let us just touch our hearts and ask ourselves, what have you done for yourself today?? Are you doing something just like how the usual boring routine calls or are you doing something that is where your flaming passion lies? Don't you guys agree that sometimes we're so afraid of hurting the person we love and care most and so conscious about what they think, we ended up doing something that comforts them but overlook our own well being? I'm not sure how far all these hold true in everyone but if you don't have all the wonders I mentioned above, what a GAY person you are! Gay, very gay.... Gay=happy :D

Whenever I see blues and doubts in my life, I never fail to treat myself with this special
home-made crunchies! And that's what keep me motivated and on-the-go:-

Thot Crunchies

for positive living :)

my 17th birthday gift :D

stir stir* wang besar..wang besar....

got it! :P

There!

"There are two ways of meeting difficulties. You alther the difficulties or you alter yourself to meet them."

Hmm.. Alteration needed here...

But I guess I'd already altered pretty much throughout these years..Haha!

From this....

to this.... HAHA!!!

sook lui dress...LOL

And finally this now.....

Haha! Actually, that's just an outlook crap :) What I really feel altered deep within me is, I guess confidence and self-esteem have developed :) Yea, when I was younger, people used to tease me that I'm a shorty like a Crayon Shin Chan, said that I'm fat and short... short short and short, small little eyes... a moon-like face and that I looked like a boy and plenty more to go :) I used to feel so inferior that when I walked, I don't live my head up high and keep looking on the ground but then one day I realised, if I don't love myself than who would? :) So, I'm proud of myself today, though I'm still short but I love myself as much :D

Though I enjoy a variety of fun and excitement in life as a girl but sometimes, it's quite a troublesome thing to walk in the shoes of a girl. Thinking back of what Jane had said the other day, well it does make some sense too.

Jane said and I quote, "Oh my God, in a few years time, I think anti ageing cream will be my bestfriend." Hahaha! Happy 19th birthday le Jane! LOL!

Yerp, anti ageing cream and cosmetic surgeon might be a lifetime mate soon in future but currently, for a healthy teenage girls we are or maybe I should say young ladies, I have an advise for you. Start pampering yourself today so you don't look so worked up in near future so fast!

Let Choya recommend you this...

enhance~ must enhance~ :D

Huh?! Enhance what? Bust ah???

woo~

It's Evening Primrose Oil la! For healthier skin, for a more regular M cycle, for a happier Us :D

but kinda scary huh the size of the capsule.. gulp*
some more to be taken daily...gulp*

So, let us not deviate far and get back to my main topic. What this life is really all about hmm??

Is it all about STUDIES?

Well, there's no doubt that studies act as a stepping stone on our journey towards our career in the future. But the question is, are we that certain that we're going to be doing something that is 100% related to what we've studied so hard now in the future??? A total of 12 years of education, and more to come in the university. Just for a piece paper name Certificate and a title naming you a GRADUATE! And yet, there are people that go suicidal over these petty things in life. So now you tell me, is this life all about studies???

Or is it all about MONEY?

You have people that say, MONEY is everything yet you have some who think that MONEY isn't everything. Well, I agree that MONEY may not be everything, but in this materialistic world now, you can do nothing without money. People hau hau seng seng say that MONEY can't buy you happiness but what about the luxury everyone is chasing after now? We strut and fret so hard now, if it isn't for the sake of earning more MONEY to lead a better lifestyle, then for what some more? Once step out of the house, it's all about MONEY. Food, car fuel, parking ticket even at home watching t.v also costs you MONEY. In short, ALL NEEDS MONEY. Because of people work so hard for the MONEY so they ended up saving those PENNY. But one day when we die, can we bring along the MONEY? So now you tell me, is this life all about MONEY or not???

Perhaps L.O.V.E???

A little bit of love is good for the soul, no doubt about that :) To me, love is obviously something sacred and real but does it last? Love brings both joy and despair, a potion of mixed feelings. People know how much it hurts yet they are addicted to its intense passion and affection. There are plenty of forms of love obviously: family, friends and lovers. Be it a typical boy-girl relationship or a more exotic girl-girl and boy-boy relationship, there's still a genuine love behind those curtains no matter what :) Love brings us together, no?? :P My aunt once said that, no matter how tough a person seem to be, they still need a shoulder to rest on sometimes :) So now you tell me, is love the answer to life???

Hmm... There are just so many questions in life that can't be answered. We're born to this world with nothing and one day we left with nothing too. Everything only matters when we are still living but they are ever so temporary. So, we can have the most speedy and biggest car, the most spacious villa, the most gorgeous look or the most successful person in this world. But in the end of the day, it's nothing anymore as we leave the world behind us. Guess, life is short and we just have to take a small step at the moment and just be as happy as possible, isn't it? :)

Just like my noob bro, happy-go-lucky....

of cuz he has his own problems, who doesn't right :)

Mr. Lai said and I quote, nothing is certain in life. Only death is :S