Hell Boy 2: The Golden Army

Oh my God... Hellboy is GOOD! Hahahha! You know, my first impression about the movie Hellboy was like... EEEeeeeeWwww~ Nothing but ugly ugly ugly and... UGLY!!! That was the reason I did not bring myself to watch the first one though :P

But then I was damn wrong and it turned out that the movie is pretty hot! Hahaha! Yes, the characters are ugly, no doubt about that but then they play it really well! At first, I thought that the movie is all about action packed stuff, you know.. like very violent and bloody, lotsa killings and cannibalism elements (by judging the looks of the casts) but then, it's not! Hahaha! Obviously, there are some fighting scenes here and there but they are not disturbing at all. And the storyline is not confusing too since the dialogues are not as complicated and deeeeeeeep as Batman?? Hahaha.. Seriously for Batman, I was just enjoying the Joker's part most of the time. I didn't really get what they were saying, erm sometimes not sure what they were trying to do too. Hahaha!

Apart from that, the movie is kinda funny and hillarious too since they seasoned the characters with a little bit of humour that makes it so... Hahahhaa! I just didn't expect it to be a nice show in short. I really thought it was for BOYS only :P

The character that I like most would be.....

Prince Nuada!

I know he's dark....

and maybe a little bit evilish too...

but that's what makes him so attractive!!!

Kau hiong, kau sat! I like :P

But then, the real him looks even better and irresistable!

melts...

My second favourite...

Abraham!

I just can't smile without you~

Lols.. I find him kinda cute and innocent. Haha! But then quite sad pun neeh he betrays them in the end by trading the last piece of the crown for the princess. But that's because he is cheated by the Prince pun la.. Haha! But then just didn't expect him to be so sentimental!!! Haha...

However, when I first saw Abraham, I really thought he looked like someone very very familiar. But couldn't really tell who but just so.. hmmphh... AHH! GOT IT!

Michael Jackson!

I think Michael Jackson can look like him in a few years to come.. Haha! When his nose finally... degenerates.. Haha!

Third favourite!

Johann Klauss

the gas bag RED prefers to call him.. Haha!

Seriously, he's really just a pack of gas and very very very cheeky too. Haha! I really like the part where Red thought he had accidentally killed him but then the gas escaped and hid inside the lockers then poor Red was SPAMMED! All of a sudden, he swiftly breezed away singing "I just can't smile without you..." Haha!

Liz is not bad too.. She has a look that's very....

flaming HOT!

Last but not least would be...

Red!

your Royal AssNess~

I think he's the ugliest in the movie but then he's pretty funny too, just that he's very very hot tempered. He doesn't care about the outcome and just enjoys being destructive!

Basically that is all about the movie and for those of you who haven't watch it, then just WATCH IT and you'll know what I mean! Hahahahha... My rating would be A- and personally, I think it's nicer than Batman. Batman without Joker like Pinkbag says.. he's just a BAT.. *flap flap flap*

By the way, the song in my blog now is the theme song for Hellboy. Lols.. What a contrast right! Hahahhaa!

Tired of Being Too Free

I know my blog title may sound somewhat pathetic but damn... I'm really so sick of being too free. I've never been so free, as far as I'm concerned for the past 19 years of my life. Seriously, July is one hell of a slow and empty month for me and I wish I could fast forward the days so that comes August, my new life begins :) All for good, so I hope :)

Well, when I say empty... It literally means.. emptiness from within :) Like there's reli nothing that I can do to keep myself busy and on-the-go, at least for something that is worthwhile. What I do almost everyday, let me list it down...

1) Online surfing until late night like.. erm lets just call it early morning :P like 6 a.m averagely :)
2) Waking up at around 12 noon the next day... well, nothing much to be done if I were to wake up much earlier in the morning too :)
3) Helping mum to prepare lunch and dinner.
4) Sweeping and moping the floor. So free that lately I comb thru all the lazy wires around my e-corner and tie them up nicely after sorting out.
5) Blogging and more blogging
6) Watching emo dramas with my mum
7) Waiting for friends to be free for an outing
8) Checking on Mohe website almost everyday..

and I'm really dying inside thinking about these boring routines... I'm jealous of all of you who are having assignments in Uni now. VERY! :S

Actually, I've digested the one big chunk of fact that I had failed for my application to the public Uni. It's like I don't see myself anywhere in there anymore and have already set my mind clear for the next step. And I'm just waiting...

I'm in the process of moulding myself and building a strong foundation to welcome any challenges ahead of me. It's too early for me to determine my success but it's definitely time for me to pull up my socks. It's going to be a tough time for me soon, breaking out to a new world much earlier than I had expected but I guess in life, flexibility is utmost important.

Not everyone is born with that luck in their lives, achieving success with least effort. Judging my life experiences before, I do certainly belong to the group that require much more effort to excel. I'm not super smart academically the same time not a dumb blonde. I don't have a hill of wealth behind me nor is too poor to starve in the streets :P

I guess all I need to do is to add up all my small bits of qualities scattered here and there and come up with something rather than wondering why God is so unfair :) After all, we only live once. No point standing at a corner envying what others have in their lives and not take the time to make our lives for the better. How good other people may seem to be or their lives are very nice and fun to be looked at, but no matter how good and lucky they are also in the end, really has got nothing to do with us, right? Hee... We are still who we are. That's a reminder for myself :)

I always wonder why my mum keeps looking after me like I'm just 2 years old when I'm already 20 years old! I'm not saying I'm old enough to break free like a bird but then just some spaces would be good :) But it's the nature of all mothers perhaps. If I want her to look at me differently, it's not just as simple as getting more rebellious and ignorant. That will make me look even more immature, as good as just 1 year old :P So, I'm going to convince her I've grown, through my performance and attitude towards anything and everything, first and foremost.. to establish myself in my career next time :)

She's been saying that I'm too short for anything and not smart in studies enough to become someone big in life. It hurts yes it is but then maybe this could be blessing in disguise that I even want go for extra miles to prove her she's wrong! Hehe! Probably I do look too weak to her at this size of my body :P Maybe she would dwell in ease if I could marry someone rich and become an ultimate parasite but that's not me. I'll prove to her someday I'm not a good for nothing.

p/s: Lately she's been telling me Hai Uncle's niece is dating the heir of a Ladang Kelapa Sawit. Laugh my ass off*

Well, I know she loves me and I don't hate her for anything. I understand she had a very rough life herself, as a child and even after marrying my Dad. So I know she just wants the best for me but just showing me her love and care thru a more... dry way. After all, I'm a girl turning into a woman real soon and I can understand a woman's insecurities. When she had gone through all the bitterness in her life as a teen, I was still a noobshit ovum yet to be released and menempel dekat dinding uterus :P When she had bad days with my Dad, I was still the noobshit toddler that was holding Barbie on my right and Ken on my left. I'm no one to say she's a bad mother but I'm certain I just want to be a good daughter :)

I live a past that follows me like a shadow. I'll never be able to change my history. I hate it yes. I despise it yes. Yes Yes Yes!!! I met my Dad sometime ago and he aged alot. It set me thinking for a while. This guy is my Dad. The person who brought me to this world but why.. why does he look like a stranger to me today??? Why?? Why has it got to be him to ruin a big part of my life too when he could be the closest man that is supposed to pick me up whenever I fall. When I turned and walked away, tears started to well in my eyes. I wasn't too sure what were the tears for. Was it for my hatred towards him that he's being an irresponsible father or was it a sense of pitiness, for him and for myself. It was a painful feeling to see the past playing once again. I'm not sure I could ever forgive and forget. I'm not too sure...

But my present is a gift as well as tomorrow is a mystery, only myself can make a difference :)

My life will begin at where it ends..
Am I too emo again??? Hope not :)

Birthday Kitty

Good day everyone~ :D
It's someone's big day again~ :D
Who? Who?? Who???????????? :O
Well..hmmm.. let me give you a clue? ;)

*~*~*~Jeng jeng jeng jeng~*~*~*

hApPy 20th BirThDay heLLo KitTy!!!

Well, do you like the pinky cake I bake myself again??? :P

Well Kitty, just make sure your roommate doesn't see this if not later he'll get jealous again. Hahahaa! Anyways, I got some e-presents for you too~ Hmm.. very very usable stuff for you to be used in Sabah neeh~ ;)

One!

A Hello Kitty Alarm Clock!!! Such perfect item for you so that you won't be late for lectures and tutorials! :)

Two!!

A Hello Kitty Toaster!!! Especially for you to make some light and easy breakfast or even some cute and cheerful latenight supper!!!

3ree! Last but not least... it's a gift that I know you'll adore!

A Hello Kitty Guitar!!!!! I know you did not bring along your Yamaha but worry lets not.. Hello Kitty Guitar can sound equally as fantastic... Be a star in UMS okay?? Hahaha!

That's all I've gotten for you... hope you make full use of them :D

and once again....

HAPPy 20th BiRtHdaY Mr. ChoW HuO KiT!!!

Tell Him

I'm scared
So afraid to show I care
Will he think me weak
If I tremble when I speak
Oooh - what if
There's another one he's thinking of
Maybe he's in love
I'd feel like a fool
Life can be so cruel
I don't know what to do

I've been there
With my heart out in my hand
But what you must understand
You can't let the chance
To love him pass you by

Should I

Tell him
Tell him that the sun and moon
Rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper
Tender words so soft and sweet
Hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself

Touch him
With the gentleness you feel inside
Your love can't be denied
The truth will set you free
You'll have what's mean to be
All in time you'll see

I love him
Of that much I can be sure
I don't think I could endure
If I let him walk away
When I have so much to say

I'll

Tell him
Tell him that the sun and moon
Rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper
Tender words so soft and sweet
Hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself

Love is light that surely glows
In the hearts of those who know
It's a steady flame that grows

Feed the fire with all the passion you can show
Tonight love will assume its place
This memory time cannot erase
Blind faith will lead love where it has to go

Tell him
Tell him that the sun and moon
Rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper
Tender words so soft and sweet
Hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself

Never let him go...

If only words can come so easily like a song then there wouldn't be any such sad song...

Tale To Be Told

"Da da dakkk dakk da da dakk dakk!!!!!" With eyes half closed, I was trying to reach out for my alarming handphone, placed directly under my bed. I looked at the LCD screen and the clock struck sharp at 7.30 in the morning. Sigh* One hell of a sleepness night I had... again :( Been waking up constantly between every one and a half hours time throughout the whole night, and that was bad!

Then the very first thing I thought to myself was, "Should I just cancel the hiking to Penang Hill today?" ... ... Better not, I'm on my 10 pounds project! So I hurried myself to the bathroom and got everything ready in about 45 minutes. Then, I looked out to the weather outside, it was indeed a bright Sunday morning.

As usual, like any other Sunday, I would go for breakfast with my family and you bet, it was Bak Kut Teh again... I mean, as usual? :) Knowing that I'd be on a hiking plan later, I did not stuff myself too full. Not even half a bowl of rice I took and some little dish here and there. But as I got full, I started to feel a little bit floaty~ :S *Yawns~

So I was about 15 minutes late to Botanical Garden, which I was expecting to see Hock, Apong, Abura and Siew Lay waiting for me at the gate. Unfortunately, Siew Lay wasn't coming along. ~ PPK! And I was the only girl, erm.. nothing is wrong of cuz but then quite down pun la... :) At least got a female company maa...

This was our INITIAL PLAN...

yessh! it's top of Penang Hill!!! hike up all the way from the bottom of Botanical Garden!!!

Actually, I was quite looking forward to this activity since the last hiking I went was JLTC then before that was like 4 or 5 years ago? Yea.. The prime outdoor activity for Karate Club back then was hiking, hiking and more hiking on alternate Saturdays! Not everytime we got to hike up Penang Hill. Most of the time until Moon Gate or something, then we hang out there then back down again!

Only once I was on a mission to hike up to Penang Hill, actually we sorta like did not make it to the top but almost (more than 1/2) but due to some parents who were expecting their children to return at a certain time, so we gotta quit! I was F2 or F3.. couldn't really recall. Haha! The second time they organise, I eventually did not make it cuz was having cramps. Came F4 and F5, my stupid bobo teacher advisor sorta like banned this tradition. I always remember her saying "Cikgu penatlah hari Sabtu nak rehat la..".. Kanneh! Potong!!! So, I was quite excited over this activity this time, probably I have no hindrance to reach the top!!

Last time, mostly I used Youth Park track, this time was Botanical and I was pretty unsure bout the tracks. The steepness was almost similar just that this time I got noob. Haha.. Not even 15 minutes up the stairs, I was already panting and feeling altogether like fainting and giving up!!!!



At first, I was telling myself.. "Tahan! Cannot let Kah Whai laugh at you one" Hahaha! But turned out to be he was a good motivator :P But I still damn down. Just down lor. Just thank god didn't faint and roll down the stairs nia Haha! Over exaggerating neeh.. Haha! But that was definitely the first time I got pawned in hiking. FIRST TIME! All along really thought it's my expertise, but just have to admit. Getting older. HAha! Part of the reason I think I ate too heavy breakfast too :S

I stopped many times, kinda potong pun actually. Haha! I insisted that I quit d but then as I said.. Kah Whai was a good motivator wat. Haha! Finally reached the pitstop and heaven it was! I sat down. Dizzy dizzy dizzy and hurried to the toilet. Guess what? Hhaha.. I hurled. HAhahahah! That was cause I drank too much water!!! But just once and I felt rejuvenated :P Too full stomach is not good for hiking :S

Hang out in the pitstop for 20 minutes or so before we decided to hit the tar road back to ground. It was drizzling already that time then suddenly, praaahhhh... heavy rain. Thank God there was a shelter. And alot of things happened there. Erm.. just nice things :) Hahahaha!

A good weather turned into a bad weather. When the rain started to slow down, we faster made our steps to the tar road so that we won't be stranded again later if the rain starts to pour like cats and dogs again. Zhi Xiang and Hock were roller blading down the hill, leaving behind me and Kah Whai with some bobos.

The tar road was real slippery after the rain pour and the cars kept going up and down the hill and we coudn't really walk in peace. Then came a time I was pawned again :S Shit leh...! Hike up time, weak. Hike down so simple yet....

Just imagine this situation below.....

Situation A

A car was coming up so I walked to the side a little to avoid. There were some dried leaves and rough sands, I knew they were slippery but I thought I could escape the "tragedy" by being extra careful!

Situation B:

DownzoRr lor... Slipped and prrreeeeert.. and it was embarassing pun neeh. Haha! I felt funny myself pun but Kah Whai hmmm.. dunno! Din get to capture his expression.. Haha! Kept reminding ppl to not step on leaves but I myself did.. How noob could that be?? :P

Hence this emerged...

Skin kinda scrapped off a little.. Haha!

I was trying to get away from my mum, trying not to let her see this but could not. It was too obvious. Lols! But at least this was better looking than before I washed with the water. Because rain water was dripping and it makes the blood streamed down from my knees to my ankle level and that was gross, for a while. Haha! The last time I got this, that would be when I was 6 years old. Haha!

Thanks to Ah Chin, my brother's gf whom is a nurse! I got bandaged!!!

this can look pretty cool when I'm wearing a skirt or shorts :)

So that was basically my bad experience urmm for the first time in hiking. I guess, I learnt a few lessons lor:-

Make sure the next time, I..
a) Get enough sleep the night before
b) Not to have a heavy breakfast an hour before
c) Not to challenge the dried leaves.. WEAR A LONG PANTS!

That's all for today. God bless me, I'm home, safe and sound. Haha! Thanks for very patient friends and.. sorry for being potong! Haha!! I'll be more mentally prepared for the next round. It doesn't begin nor end here. Haha!

Oh yea! Thanks to Zhi Xiang for being my P.A, lols.. "Zhi Xiang, chui! Zhi Xiang chui!" Lols... And Hock ermsS.. apple bottom jeans and boots with the fur ROCKS! HAHA!

My Ideal Life

I'm sure everybody has their own special thoughts of their ideal lives, like I have one for myself :P However, I too believe that our wants and needs in life will keep changing from time to time as we grow older but for me, at the age of 20, one should have a clear idea of how they want to live their lives in the coming years ahead.

Well, it depends on individuals. Maybe some might think it's too early to think bout things like that but for me, I definitely have got one in mind already :)

A journey of a thousand miles begins with the very first step! :)

Being a person like me, who hates ample free time cuz I have a tendency to get all emotional and depress when I have too much free time (non stop negative thinkings about my past), I would favour a career which takes up alot of my time. AND THAT IS IF.. I'm loving what I'm doing ;) I don't mind working for more than 10 freaking hours perday seriously. If you love what you are doing, you don't feel like working at all but just living your life to the fullest (maybe it applies to me only.. Haha!)

Urmm. Age will not be the factor I retreat from my profession next time as I believe, to retire is to expire :P Maybe I'll slow down a tiny bit but I just won't stop one nano sized bit :) Unless, I fall sick or rest in peace inside a coffin :)

In a nutshell: Choya is extremely career minded and is happy being a workaholic.

no rain can stop me :)

Well well well, no matter how hectic my working schedules are... I won't get them to interfere my precious weekends I'm going to spend with my family and friends! I'll bring mum out for a shopping spree and bring Mikey for his grooming session or maybe me going to the Spa. Hehe~

Actually, I'm quite a homely girl too. Definitely partying once in a while would be great and it's not exactly my cup of cappucino if it's every weekend :P All this while, I have this dream life which includes thoughts of organizing a weekly gathering for friends! No bitchy colleagues but genuine friends :)

During this weekly gathering, I'd love to invite them over to my apartment for a sumptuous feast, which I'll make fantastic meals for them to dine! I can't promise it's going to taste like a heaven but it's my love and my heart put into it leh~ Heee! Well, when I said genuine friends, I'm inviting along their partners and kids too if they have any. It's going to be great! I'm becoming Auntie Choya! And these kids will learn much from their parents about FrIenDsHip :)

In a nutshell: Family and friends make up a huge portion of Choya's life :)

i love to cook but not necessary a good cook :P

Speaking bout that. I really need a fully well equipped kitchen. You can't cook well when you have a lousy kitchen honestly. It makes you feel very... turned off hence, your food tastes lousy :S When I'm financially stable, I definitely want to get an apartment for myself and customized each and every corner of my new home :) I'll start with a kitchen, very important to me!

Something which looks like this would suffice!

Secondly, it would be a comfortable and spacious living room catered for various activities!

Last but not least, of cuz a cosy and relaxing bedroom... with personal bathroom attached!

When you see this king sized bed, it doesn't mean I'm trying to hint you anything bout the co-owner but, personally I love a king sized bed. And sometimes it's great when my girlfriends have some little conflicts with their husbands/ boyfriends, they can come over and ma pou with me and have some pillow talk like when we were teenagers. SluMbeR PaRty!

In a nutshell: Choya adores a sleek and chick interior and comes practical :)

Well, after so much I've discussed about. Maybe a handful of you might have started to wonder, "Is Choya a freak or something? She did not mention anything about her ideal romance at all. Is she a lesbian? Or is she a loner? Or is she an ultimate sadist??? NAN YA DEI~"

The answer is....... relationship matters are almost neutral to me. Have it it's good, probably will treasure it like precious gemstones but if there's not, no big deal either. I'm not trying to give the impression that whoa.. all relationships are saddening or some say that I always like sad endings. Haha! I don't like sad endings but then life's not a bed of roses and we just have to be cautious? Haha!

A person can say he/she loves you for a period of time but after a while, they can forget. Forget the promises, forget the words and forget all times, yes it is that scary when feelings change :) Just like Tong Zhen Hai the fuckface. Ouu. It's from the ShangHai drama Abura and Me had been catching. Abura definitely adores someone in the drama.. T..Tt..Ttaa..Tang.. dot dot dot Haha! Maybe I grow up in an environment full of these miseries, I start to get jelak....

In a nutshell: Choya does believe in Love but not a fairytale

Well, even lets say I'm so lucky to end up in a fruitful relationship and get married to someone for good... Kids will always be in the bottomlist of my List Of Priorities in life :P It's not about the labour pain. It's not about a lifetime of commitment entirely. It's just... it's just.... it's just not the right time to talk about this yet at the age of 20 seriously. Hahahahaha! Cut it short..

In a nutshell: 20 is too young for me to consider about this motherly issue :D

And it's just out of randomness again that I choose to blog about this issue. I mean, it's quite personal too in a way but then it's just to share a little bit more about myself that's all. A life with too many secrets and hideous feelings or trying to be someone you are not can be pretty tiring. I'm just being me, as always I will be :)

Ke Fan asks: Why am I always the one who runs off but also the one who finds my way back to you?

Qi Fei says: Because I won't run. Because you know I'll always be here. Because you know I'll always be waiting for you to come back and will never move a bit from this place. So you know exactly where am I... as always I will be at.

Hot News In Town!!!

Penang Island has been quite dead since many of my fellow friends had left for their universities. No supper at Jamal, no free drinks at Chuan Hup Seng and what else.. err.. no more random nights at hotels or disturbing the trans-titute. Haha!

B.bb..bbbb... but wait! There's a hot news in town! And we're just going to celebrate it! Hmm.. what news? Fuel price is going to increase again?? Down :(
*drums rolling*.... YUYU OFFICIALLY TURNS 20 YESTERDAYYYY!!!
*pala tata tata!*

the left and right statues are almost negligible :P

*wooiseyyy... turn 20 liao lo... wooiseyyy.. lang ai pun boh lo.. wooisey.. ho liao lo lu.. lu an chua eh turn 20 eh?? kah wa laaa~ WoooIssEeeYyyyy....*

Wadd'ya mean it's not hot that finally she finally turns 20? D'ya know that she can already get married at that age??? Lolz! *joking nia.. rilek la yuyu*

Well obviously, this year's birthday might be a little bit different than from the previous years... hell ya, it's actually a whole lot more different as we don't get to celebrate it together lau juak lau juak this year. Last years Amandari was so lau juak that Jane was seen flying outside the carpark. Hahahah!

Nevertheless, birthday well wishes will still be expressed as it's a tradition no matter how far you are :) I know I'm a day late, it's 16th July now. Lolz.. but it's better late than never. It's just one day though.. Hahaha!

Unlike your previous birthdays, where we could celebrate your party Live! but you're miles away this time so, I had prepared something new for you this year! e-party and e-present! (100% cost effective... ngek ngek* :P)

wowowowowowowow!!!

Everyone is invited to the party except for..... ang ang ang... Doraemon! Kick his ass! Slap his face. Bang his head. Pull his hair. Buzz him off!!! *pull it longer.. pull pull.. pull it longer*... HAHAHHAHA!

Come come come everyone.. you can have a piece of this yummilicious chocolate cake I... bake myself! heeee....... :P

make a wish!

p/s: no need to blow, no candles :P

And now it's time for you to unwrap your e-presents!!!!!!!!

PaTrIcK DemPsEy that makes you go McDreAmY!

i know i know.. lols.. i can't afford you the real one thtz way this is called e-present ok! hahaa :P

and the e-present comes with this complimentary piece!

thank goodness it's small, i wouldn't want to see it enlarged... Haha!

Lolz! And that's all actually. I don't want to put too many pictures later I kena spam by someone. Lolz! The roach buster. Hahahah!

p/s Kit: After you told me that story, when I was lying down on the bed suddenly my senses struck me... I was being referred as a ROACH! Lolz! Damn.... No doubt it was inspirational but dey~ I'm not a roach. I don't like to disturb peoples' lives :P

Back to YuYu, anyways... Happy 20th Birthday and all the best in your studies in UTEM! Remember, must be serious already... though we've been saying this since we were 14.. Hahaha! It had never happened! So this birthday, I hope this wish will finally come true!!! Keep in touch and stay cool :P

Alritez everybody, it's the end of the e-party and we should give some private time to MisS YuYu FaBreGaS to enjoy her e-present erm.. which is a ticket to McDrEaMy LaNd, shall we?

Disclaimer: I said it's a ONE WAY TICKET! Lolz! Make sure you find your own way back here.. YOURSELF! Haha! Not my fault if you are lost lor.. hahaha!

EnjoyYyy!

With luv,

Choya Kimura

Damn... I don't know why I still can't get myself to call you a Slut or a Bitch! :P

Just One Paper and For A Name

So everyone knows, I failed my local university application. Am I stupid or what??? I don't think so :) I certainly didn't foresee the power of Mathematics, baahhh... not just any general Mathematics for God sake. It's Pure Mathematics you call it in English, Matematik Tulen in Malay... Whatever it's called in Chinese I don't give a shit but I definitely TULAN SUAN SOOK now :)

I can't agree more when people say in general, that everyone needs to obtain at least a Bachelor's Degree. Of cuz I want it too la. Degree wor.. So in and yeah neeh. I get to wear the.. the.. erm.. shit, what's that called. Erm.. haiya that square hat with dangling threads and not to miss out the graduation robes (Hock, not gown k :P) Nowadays everyone has a degree in something something and obviously I also want to chan yit lau la~ Besides wanna chan yit lau, I have no other words to describe my purpose :) I just want to have it because everyone has it thats all.

hanna.. this one la.. the square hat I meant!

Just like anything in this world, everything has got a price. No exception for education nowadays. It can be bought. You have money, go private la, so easy nia. Still a Degree what.. better some more :) But wouldn't it be nice that if get to go local university, everything just costs cheaper!!! So fun, extra money can be used to chok kuai some more! But then for someone like me, whom parents don't seem to sediakan any penabungan for education and at the same time I'm not academically qualified for a scholarship yet local university doesn't want me. Lolz! Life can be really... exciting pun la :P

p/s: I don't give 2 shits about local university but sadly, aihz.. my mum does. She has her reasons for it. It's really my bad for obtaining such inadequate results. A-, B, C+ and F for Maths. All rise~ (Kimora's style) *applause* Damn it!

I don't know. It's a major issue for my mum that I didn't get to the local university seriously. It's like "Lu cham liao, hami pun beh cho liao lu".. What the heck? A degree is obviously important, I never deny but then, why is there pressure if I can't get local? Ting! Financial concern :) When it comes to this matter, it's not my bad anymore right. I can't possibly sell myself away right just to raise fund for education.. erm, I bet there's no value too. Hahaha. I'm not meh san sin loh pak pei. And I don't quite feel like burdening my siblings for my education even though my bro offers. Back then, they worked hard. I can't be sitting down waiting to be fed. That time, no one fed them and they are doing quite fine right now :)

To most parents I see, I think they find it perfectly normal for their kids to graduate from private university so long the course is good and the degree is recognised.

Part of the reason my mum's thinking this way could be, my siblings didn't get to go university due to erm.. financial problems back then and they took shorter ways to career that my mum takes me as the last seed of hope and screw myself, I didn't get it despite I'm the one who showed better results than my siblings all this while. I do really feel very sorry for her actually. I know I'm a huge disappointment and a disgrace or whatever in the family. But what can I do...

She's constantly comparing me with her friend's daughter, whom got UUM for some kinda economic studies and also my cousin who everybody in my family got a shock of their life that she got a place in UUM despite her... erm attitude and results :) Then my pathetic news break thru and travel across the bridge to my relatives that I get nothing. WhoaaAaa! Mum's constantly asking me what have I done??? Sometimes I just wish to answer that, yeah.. I'm stupid. Yeah, I'm bad. Yeah, I'm not fit. That's why not accepted. End of story. But the story never ends....

She's asking me why am I so picky about the choices of course. Want this and want that but hell.. I'm not even offered anything by the local university :P You know it will definitely feel better if you reject some noob course offered than get nothing at all you know?? I know it sounds pathetic. Not that I want a placing so badly but then my mum does! I feel so helpless now :S Personally to me, it's just a paper named Degree and a name called Tua Hup Seng. Anyone who wants to blend into the society these days, thou shall obtain at least a degree :) A degree definitely opens many doors. But pien pien the course I want to pursue don't offer up to degree standard. Even if it does, like fashion designing.. costs a bomb! And mum keeps reminding me there's no future. God, who knows what is awaiting in the future. But drop that first, passion and interest can wait right :) I need not necessarily make it my prime career :) Passion and interest not career. Hmm..

shit, seems like all the doors are closed for me...

I admit I failed her. Lolz. Am I the only one with this weird problem? I do really feel sorry for failing her but not quite to myself for not being accepted. Haha! I'm quite okay actually :P My brother has been telling me it doesn't matter at all, seriously it does not. Actually this problem is no problem to most of you guys who have a pair of up to date and supportive parents ler seriously. It's just mine that's a bit... no comments. Lolz!

But I just feel... sad for my mum. Because I love her and I hate myself for this whole thing now. You know if I were really accepted (which did not happen obviously), I don't really mind to invest 3 years doing something that least interest me in the local university, (don't say la what forestry or agricultural course cuz that's unacceptable.. Haha!) So long it makes her proud and happy in her own world then I seriously don't mind at all (But of cuz I'll complain abit abit here and there la, normal apa :P) Aihz, lets not say anything la, din get means did get. Omong-omong kosong sahaja. I'm just not fit and good enough to secure a place, what more to comment. Sighs* Wo cai bu si han ne ke shi wo ma da... (Shao Qi's style) :P

And by the way, you wont believe what I found while emoing-ly surfing through the internet about Degrees in Education. It's erm.. just a website promoting their "hardcore" services. Lolz!! What kinda service? Nah la. Not kinky one dun get too excited :P It's just them selling their CUSTOM MADE FAKE DIPLOMAS, FAKE COLLEGE DEGREES AND TRANSCRIPT :P No wonder everyone's a graduate now. Haha! I seriously think this website should be banned yet I appreciate its openness.

Check it out, yo yo!
http://images.google.com.my/imgres?imgurl=http://www.nd-center.com/fake%2520university%2520degree.jpg&imgrefurl=http://www.nd-center.com/&h=2550&w=3300&sz=675&hl=en&start=2&um=1&tbnid=Q4Bi7betlSsC6M:&tbnh=116&tbnw=150&prev=/images%3Fq%3Ddegree%26um%3D1%26hl%3Den

What do you think of my choice of design and layout???

Cheers! Kan Pei!! Yam Seng!!!

Dell Inspiron 1525

Hi-i~ I'm back for good this time :P Sorry for having my blog DEAD for quite some time but then, rest assured that this phenomena will never happen again! Take my words for it as I... have already gotten my own laptop for my own personal use!!!!! Yayz YayZ YaYzZ!!!

Obviously, needn't me to introduce you the model that I finally decided to purchase as the title of the post has revealed much about it. Yerps.. it's Dell Inspiron 1525 and the colour I've chosen for myself is... *drums rolling*...

TaDaAaaa!!!

Red Ruby!

You know, I had a really stressful time thinking about which shade I should get for myself. At first, it was Alpine White but then I was afraid it would get dirty quickly so I dropped that then came Sunshine Yellow which I can't disagree further that it's very eye catching and would make me look as if I'm trying too hard to catch some poor attention. Pink is nice actually but then, it's just not my stuff :P So in the end, I've decided to go with Ruby Red!!!

Alritez, the aim of The Return of Choya this time around is not about me trying to boast about my laptop.. Seriously, I wouldn't have gone in a rush hour to get one for myself if it wasn't for the reason that my computer had kapoot-ed long time ago and I had been constantly disconnected from the world when my bro/ his girlfriend wasn't around at home :S

But then, I seriously think that the reviews which I'm about to give later would give a tip or an idea for those of you who are still lingering in the air, pondering around which laptop you should go for. I understand it's not an easy decision :) Unless.. you take your parents' money for granted then I shall have no say :) zZiiiiPPpppeD!

Firstly, I'd just cut the long story super short. Don't get yourself confused with Inspiron 1420 and 1525 as they actually look all the same with same features and specs just that 1420 is a 14 (about 14'1) inch screen sized laptop and 1525 is a 15 (about 15'4) inch screen sized laptop. Obviously, to me.. I'd suggest 1420 for those of you who are mobiling around in the campus as 1525 is quite.. heavy. Hee.. That's mine one though :P I'll tell you the reason why I got 1525 at the end of the post but then I shall just give you a hint about it, "Pengguna Bijak" Lolz..

Lets take a look at the interior of it (not the microchips but the display and keyboard :P)

Overall, I would say that this laptop is really cool and nice at a very affordable price of RM2.5K odd. It has a built in webcam and microphone, just like any other laptops nowadays have got. The display brightness is bright enough and the colours are quite sharp but it doesn't cut your eyes by looking at it :) Erm.. the audio part as in the sound and quality of the speakers.. it's great but then not perfect like I would hear the sound of the singer more obvious than the background musics. Yeah something like that :P And it has bluetooth functions readily installed in it, you just need to do some more things to synchro with your devices and it has a 8 in one memory card reader thing that I'm not sure on how to use it at the time being :P

In short, it's an ideal notebook for basic home use or for school stuff but then the ultimate potong thing is, it doesn't have microsoft office readily installed in it. I'm not sure if this is normal or not but then.. it's kinda potong la :P So, at the end of the story... this laptop is fun to use and so far... everything is going on smoothly :) Just pick the right colour for yourself and you'll love it ;) Oh yea! And I love the screen as it's very smooth and clear but then not reflective. I hate that problem most from the past laptops I'd used. End about the boring laptop topic... Ouu! Before I forget, it doesn't come with a mouse :)

And now, let me tell you about the story of a Pengguna Bijak! ahHAhaha!! The current market price for Inspiron 1420 is RM2499 whereas, Inspiron 1525 costs about RM2599. At first, I was certain that I wanted 1420 cuz it's definitely way more light weighted but then the reason I ended up with the bulky 1525 is because, there's a promotion for Dell staffs (Thanks to Hai Uncle's niece) where the package of 1525 comes together with an All-In-One printer model V305 that prints, scans and photocopies (I've yet to try it cuz I don't have a good place for it yet :P)

Oh no no no... it's way bigger than this size.. Hee!

And did I mention that the package costs only RM2568 and it's way cheaper than buying a 1525 singly for RM2599??? HahahhaHahah!! Faster say I bijak!!!

Honestly, I really find this deal really worth it lor... for Windows Vista, 2 GB memory and 250 GB hard drive together with many integrated functions I mentioned earlier on :) I'm just happy with it, enough expressed! :P And of cuz, it comes with a pretty boring black bag that I'm not quite fascinated :P but I'll keep it at the moment. Going to buy a nicer one ;) By the way, this laptop is a gift from Hai Uncle to me :)

So that should be it! It feels nice blogging with my own laptop actually and I'm going to take a bath now before I hit another post soon :P Stay tuned!