Us Against The World by Christina Milian

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more

I would still have you, baby

If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war

I'll be fighting with you, baby

Cuz I know if I'm falling, you won't let me hit the ground

If the boat is sinking, I know you won't let me drown

No matter what anyone could say

This is the only place for me

And no one could ever take that away

Nothing could come between us

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more (No more)

I would still have you, you, you, you, you, you, you

If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war (To War)

I'll be fighting with you, you, you, you, you

Because it's us against the world

The world, the world

You know it's us against the world

The world, the world, ohh

Now if I'm lost at sea 7 days I'm not alone

If I'm holding you, you, you, you, you

And if it all end's; everybody in the world is gone

I'll be standing with you, baby

And if it's the last breath I take

I'll leave my kiss my with you

If there's a wall between us, baby

I know I'll break through

No matter what anyone could say

This is the only place for me

And no one could ever take that away

Nothing could come between us

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more (No more)

I would still have you, you, you, you, you, you, you

If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war (To War)

I'll be fighting with you, you, you, you, you

Because it's us against the world

Nothing's stronger now than you and I

Cuz your love is all I got

And this ain't never gon' stop

No, whoa

There's no distance here when we're apart

Come on in from the cold

Lay your head on my shoulder

Ride like a soldier

I'ma stay right here

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more (No more)

I would still have you, you, you, you, you, you, you

If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war (To War)

I'll be fighting with you, you, you, you, you

Because it's us against the world

The world, the world

You know it's us against the world

The world, the world, ohh (Repeat)

Oh my GOD! I'd been looking for this song hi and low after listening to it the first time on radio. But I always missed the title or caught up at the middle or end of the song! But I finally found it!

Singing along with the song, it reminds me of the world a girl chooses to live and believe in... when she's in love. Doesn't matter what anyone could say, it's just us against the world not just for a man, but for Love :)

Queer Eye For The Straight Guys

I'm about to write up on one of the most controversial issues of all time...

People talk about them,

People make fun of them,

People avoid them,

Of people and them...

People choose not to understand them, for

They are not one of them :)

Who are they?

Oh yes, the Gays ;) I miss this show :P

It may not be necessary for us to give serious thoughts about the gays, so we thought.

But, have you guys (and girls too) ever give a thought to how would you guys respond to a confession of a friend, that he is a gay?

Is it,

Ohh okay, I see. (Backing off)

Really? Good for you! (Stay as friends) or

Don't be silly... (GASP*!!!!)

After much survey, I strongly conclude that, guys and girls think very differently of a

gay bestfriend :) Be it a manly gay or a girly-man. Man man man man man girly man man!! :P

Girls often find their gay bestfriends very interesting and intriguing, that we merely notice the "invisible" competition, you know... we like boys, and they want boys too :P Instead, we commiserate with the idea of WHAT A WASTE!!! :P

Haha! It's true... Our reflex action response very quickly "HAR SI MEH? PAK SENG NIA..." :P Cuz 9 out of 10 times, manly gays are.... irresistably attractive :P

Another point is that, girls have been struggling for millenia to try to make their boys understand them better. But often, it's a shrug-off matter for them. Girls & their PMS. For this, it's an amazing feeling that we finally have a "boy" that shares an equal or at least almost at the same wavelengths as us :P
And as for the straight guys, I'd come across comments like..."Actually, it's not that they are bad, but I just think it's gili." Well, it's only gili when you try to imagine their sexual preferences. But then it's just love & affection after all. Who has anything to say, right? Maybe your preferences for the girls creep them out too :P

And I had also come across guys that said, "I totally despise gays... as they are a big joke & a shame to our community." Urmm... for those of you that think this way, kindly define the phrase "a big joke & a shame". As I really don't get it, what is so funny and shameful for them to live lives the way they want and should? :O

I'll prepare some joke-o-meter or shame-0-meter to measure the level of fun then, if only there's any :)

Some extremists go to the lengths that promise, a hell at the end of a gay's life. Quote, "Because anyone willfully living that kind of lifestyle without ending it and putting it behind them is purposely sinning in God's eyes and undeserving of any kind of reward of eternal life."

Is this the word of the extremists? Or the word of God??? As far as I'm concerned or rather, brought up to believe that God created us, each so special that none the same. Then why do we end up here speculating His creation is a sin? Not like being born gay is a crime, it's nature.

But of course, each person has the right to cast their own thoughts and opinions about something. There's no right or wrong to that. After all, we are born different.

In a nutshell, most girls love their gay bestfriends :) If you guys think making fun of their gay bestfriends will make you look cooler, then you're wrong. You will just end up looking like a pathetic sang pepatung :P (random)

So if you guys happen to date a girl who has gay bestfriends, errr.. try not to insult them and instead, you should consider bringing them a fruit basket :D HAHA!

And maybe, you should stop feeling afraid that they'll hit on you because hitting on a straight guy to them is like climbing a fruitless tree :P End!

Golden Globe Freaks

I know, I know~ News & gossips about the recent Golden Globe swirl around Yahoo and you guys don't need this kaypo post from me to get you guys updated.

I'm not trying to copy and paste the big chunk of news here for the sake of keeping my blog alive and kicking, after all... Apong will not accept a copy and paste job. LOLS!

I just... want to express my point of views and some... constructive opinions. Lols! Your comments are most welcome, then :)

First, I'd like to touch on the hit, WORST & BEST DRESSED!

Let's do some little comparison :)

Heidi Klum was one of the best dressed.

I'm just wondering... did she custom-made that gigantic red rose just to fit with her bulb dress or it comes with it as a piece?

Cuz it looks too exaggerating and honestly, I don't know why Heidi Klum could get in to best dressed when a dress like this couldn't?

I don't know who she is but hell, what's wrong with her dress?

She looks so amazingly sweet in it and yet... WORST DRESSED. WTF?

I guess, when you're a supermodel like Heidi Klum, whatever you wear, even a gigantic sized sunflower on your head,

the crowd still think it's IN FASHION :)

Next-o, Megan Fox in the WORST DRESSED colony too!

So tell me, how the hell could they finished Megan Fox off with WORST DRESSED celebrity when Angelina Jolie could get away from it...

I'm not saying there's anything wrong with the dress, it's fine actually.

It's so fine that I don't even see anything extraordinary in it to be labelled as BEST DRESSED!

After all, what is there can be wrong for Angelina Jolie?

Angelina Jolie you know? Mrs. Smith in shoots then Mrs. Pitt off shoots?

She with her pouty lips...

She and the multi adopted children with 31st century names :)....

She and her commercial kindness :)..

Mother Theresa of Holywood??

Puhlezz, give a shit to her.

See her chi pung bin oso sien!

Now, Eva Mendes with her.. leftover cloth? :)

Oh yea, she was one of the Best Dressed too and all I think is...
her designer didn't want to waste away the material so...
there it pops! the extended white cloth :)

So, the Critics Board did not miss their attention on Renee Zellweger :)

In a goood? or baad way??

Not so good actually... :O! WORST DRESSED!

To me, it's quite a daring move but I don't think it looks that bad.

I find it pretty classy in a way...but the Critic Board said she looked crappy in the mermaid-looking train :P

Really???

I tot it looks like Ursula's more... :P

But the BEST DRESSED that I don't get it at all is this one....

Tell me, which part of it looks good?

Of the colour and the design, nothing captivates me :O

It looks like some designer had stolen the monk's robe?

FASHION POLICE!!!!!

Done with the Worst & Best Dressed!

Now we shall proceed to the hit, Cutest Couple ;)

Heidi Klum & Seal were one of them :)

Cute?

Yea.. this is Seal upclose :O

He looks abit scary actually if he weren't a Celebrity. Lols! I might think that he's some kinda black mafia dealing with drugs :P

And then guess which couple is next??

Aih... Them again :S

BranGeLiNaaaaaaaa... Nanana nanana nana.. Nananana na nana
The most ultimate attention seekerS of the century, I'd say for the both of them :D

Did you guys know that they ignored Ryan Seacrest on the red carpet??

Take a look...

But I can't agree more that this couple looks really cute together ;D

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

Bagai Pinang dibelah Dua :D

Tagged by Lis

1. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
Yes. I hate the smell.

2.How about drinking?
Once in a while, it's healthy :)

3. Do you liked someone you can’t have?
I always like people that I can't have! Haha.. Rob Pattinson?? YES! :D

4. If someone liked you right now,would you want them to tell you?
No, not really. I'm pretty busy right now :D

5. Whats your favourite sport?
Swimming perhaps ;)

6.Its saturday night,you’re homealone..what do you do?
Blogging, Surfing & Reading :)

7. Do you like roller coasters?
Stop liking it since.... I watched Final Destination 3 :P

8. When’s the perfect time to have a bf/gf?
Err... the time when I truly know what I want in life.

9. If you could date any celebrity,who would it be?
Lols..... who else? Titi wanna remind me nia :P

10. What are you doing this weekend?
Shopping for CNY

11. Whats is your favourite restaurant?
Anywhere.. but not Miraku, G-Hotel :O

12. Have you ever hugged someone?
Yes.

13. Ever kissed someone you weren’t attracted to?
Yes? No? Maybe??? I don't know~~ Can you repeat the question?? LOLS!

14. Do you like anyone right now?
Ideally.... nope.

15.What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Their hair :)

16. Which do you prefer,beach or mountains?
Beach

17. What kind of phone do you have?
Sony Ericsson Z610i

18. Computer or laptop?
Laptop!!

19. Jeans or sweats?
Jeans I guess..

20. Which year has been the best so far?
2007 :)

How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?
Twenty 2 :)

What should you be doing right now?
Studying :P

23.What is your favourite tv show?
ANTM

24. What’s been your last purchase?
Skin Food Seaweed Emulsion Cleanser :)

25. Are you attracted to girls/boys that smoke?
No!

26. Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?
I fell down during hiking on the tar road. LOLS!

27. What do you do when you’re at home?
I read alot.... not coursebook but entertainment stuff :P

28. What is your favourite subject?
Biology

29. What’s the best things happened on you?
Friends & Family :)

30. 5 person to tag :
(1) ApongBalik
(2) Abura
(3) Pinkbag
(4) Noc
(5) Spontaneous Bullshit

Another Day Has Gone....

(imagine you were reading this from a week ago. HEE!)
Rights, another day has gone and I'm drawing closer to 5th January 2009 as every minute passes by and as every second ticks away. I'm going to turn 21 officially 0~s0~soon!

Weeks before, it made me felt very nervous and anxious, you know.. the thought of growing up. But now, it feels pretty much the same as before like, just the same old me :) Talkative. Reckless. Noob. Crazy. Indecisive. Senseless. Full of shits. Yea, nothing has changed much, especially my height :P

Thanks to my lovely friends, this year's birthday experience was by far, the best I ever had :) I've been celebrating my birthday from 1st Dec 2009 till the 4th. Yeah, tonight my family is celebrating my b'day dinner in Miraku, G-Hotel.

I'm sure I'd mentioned about the New Year bash in my previous post :)
So last night, initially my birthday plan was to have a small dinner treat in Yu Mong (Jejala Ikan) Lolz! I chose that area based on a few reasons.

1) One of my friend/ "chi mui" wants to see Ms. Yu Mong :)

2) The place is open-air and by the seaside, and we can have good time talking out loud :)

3) It's near to Queensbay, can roll on movie plan anytime after dinner :)

4) It's nearer to Hock's house, since he has to be back by 2.00 a.m. Aihs "kong-yee-pek-ling-yee-pak-0-1-8-kosong-satu-lapan-leng-yat-pat-zeroNEH-oneNEH-eightNEH-interpolenGEH- :P

5) Cuz I want to eat Kerang Bakar. HAHA!

But seems like the rain god wasn't that cooperative with me. You see, I forgot to talk to see Mokgobja. LOLS! Remember who is he? :P So I had to drop that plan at the very last minute :( Sorry for the friends who had to travel down so far to FETTISH PARK :P

Yerps, I ended up treating them to a Chinese Chu-Char Restaurant. Come on, 21 already you know, koh chiak McD, A&W, KFC meh? LOLS! Must act like adults dee okay? Must go restaurant and gao gao tiam chai dee okay? Hee!

Lols, I must say that it was my first honourable time to tiam chai. HAHA! And you know what? Like Kah Whai, I SARK. Hahaha! I ended up ordering too much dishes with prawns... :P Take a bow at my dishes..

1) Supreme Seaweed Soup -Uber nice!

2) Sour Plum Spare Ribs - Yum zzh!

3) Nestum Prawn - Forgot to eat :P
4) Signature Tofu - Yum zzh!
5) Indonesian Curry King Prawn - U SARK!

6) Fried Porridge - mmm... noob pun ler.. HAHA!
7) Seafood Broccoli - Yum zzh!

I guess, that was all :P I hope you guys enjoyed :)

And now, let's take a peek at my prezieez okay :)

You see, everybody loves presents and gifts. So do I. But you know what I don't like about them? Unwrapping in front of people :P Cuz I just can't figure out what's the ideal expression. Lolz. Overjoyed may seem I'm greedy for the presents :P Often I'd try to suppress my excitement :P so that I don't look silly greedy bitch. HAHAHA!

After the dinner, we hopped to Coffee Island... a new hangout place situated somewhere along the stretch of Gurney Drive. And my-my... there were just peopleS and more peopleS.. But the ambiance was not too bad, as compared to Jacquelyn's green tea. Ha! :D

Lets take a look at some of the pictures taken there!

GirlfriendssS for LifE!

Boy(S)friendssS for Life!

Camwhore for Life! Ala~~

Tsu Hong, Me & Baldy for Life!

Pissed off for Life!

Side shot for Life! LOLS!

Noob face for Life! :P

Please stop that Khar Wai.. Lols!

Finally a decent pic.. Lolz!

I looked damn sleepy in this pic.. Lolz!

So basically, that was my 21st birthday celebration. Simple? Yes! Enjoyed myself? Bingo! :) And thank you so much for all of you that had shared for my presents. They are going to be my treasures for Life! :)

A White & Pink Gold Diamond Pendant!

a pretty floral dress :)

SKIN FOOD!!!!!! ROARRRRR!!! :D

Fragrant stiCKs??? They smell GREAT!

I can't believe I took a week to complete my birthday post! Lols! I have more juicy posts coming up soon so keep checking okays? It's just my schedule is abit tight lately so forgive me okayS? I haven't even finished Breaking Dawn.. stuck at the same page since last week! Now, it's already almost 2 a.m. I need to pack my stuff! x.o.x.o :P

F@rk U K@h W#@!, U $@rK

Lolz! I'm outta idea of what to put as my blog title this time, so let just put it as this.. Lols.. Do you feel honoured you si chao lok Khar Wai? LOls!

Lols... Basically, I'm outta words tonight. Really outta words.... So outta words that it makes me... out of words. HAHAHA!

I hate surprises, I really do. Hahaha. Cuz it freezes my mind, ties my tongue, locks my muscles.. burns my soul. Yeah, it is that freaking bad. Lols!

Tonight, had been the freakiest night I ever had. Lols. The story begins with this...

I was supposed to meet Yu Yu at my house at 8.30 p.m. and then my sister called earlier in the afternoon, saying that she would touch down in Penang at 8.00 p.m. So my mum asked me to fetch my sister.

Then I sms-ed Yu Yu, apologising for the potong news. Would have to meet her up slightly later or tomorrow then :S

Then out of the blue~ after I hung up the phone with Yu Yu not too long ago, my mum called me from the room and said that she would go herself to fetch my sis since Yu Yu was coming to find me. Random.

So, I heed her advice and stayed home then. Some catching up stuff is good for the soul :) Actually I heard some noises from the stairs already. Thought my neighbour was having some kinda party :P

So around 9.00 p.m., Yu Yu turned up while I was feeding Mikey his dog food. She had a bottle of Sparkling Juice in her hands. Lols. So funny. HAHA!

Then we spent less than 1/2 hour of talk in my room and Yu Yu suddenly decided to go up to the rooftop to enjoy the view. Well, I made 2 glasses of Sparkling Juice and walked our way up to the rooftop then.

As we drew closer to the entrance, I realised there were these candles litted up on the floor, flickering an odd number-21. Lolz. I knew then what was going to happen. Swt! Yu Yu betrayed me :P

I immediately turned my head down and there! I saw ZX and the other boys coming up and daa daa boom! The door across me opened and I saw Ai Phing, Yi Ling then Jay Lin holding a birthday cake and CRASH! Nadialisa & Jane were there too! I mean, Lols NADIALISA, JANE & HOLY CRAP.. CONNIE CHENG WY KIN!!!!!! If Connie wasn't a surprise then I really don't know what else surprise could mean now. LOLS!

Lols. I had known her for 10 years and she had never once turned up for my birthday even she was cordially invited. And now, out of the freaking purple moon.. SHE WAS THERE~~!

And they began to sing a birthday song to me which that was really the first time I felt birthday song was too long. ZzzZ.. :P And I Made a wish.. as simple as.. shhh :P

I was outta words, speechless and I really didn't know what to say. It was as if I was raised up and only taught of the words: My God, Thank you, Surprised. Crazy. I just didn't know how to act. What am I supposed to do next. Lolz!

I know I looked stunningly stupid and totally crappy with my hair simply tied up, with ragged short pants and a torn Coca Cola tees :P I looked like I just finished painting my house :P Never to forget my pink Bata slippers. Crap that! And the last time I bathed was like 2 p.m. HAHA!

I stood there several minutes with the cake in my hand. Thanking and laughing and that was all I knew. Then Ai Phing reminded me that I should cut my cake, well thanks girl. I was dumb struck HAHA!

Luck was not on our side as it started drizzling. Oh noes, we just had to move back into my house. My house. Lolz.. I admit, it's a pathetic small tau kua sized nest, with my brother's kiki kak kak all around the place. Lols, I just want to say SoRRy FriEnDS for stuffing you guys in a small room :P It was better than the rain right- at least :S

We wanted to go for dinner but we ended up staying in the small room talking for a while till some of them had to make a move. It was pretty late then at 11.00 p.m. we finally thought of going somewhere else for supper :) We went Northam Beach in the end. We finished off around at 1.00 a.m.

That was my birthday bash in advance :D 1st Dec 2009. I said I expected something great to happen this year but never thought that it was this soon. LOLS!

Anyways, I have some messages here, dedicated to each and everyone of you here who made my night :)

Yu Yu- Thank you so much for being part of the organiser. Lolz. I'll always remember this and you owe me a big deal for it. LOLS!

Yi Ling- LOLS! I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU SO MUCH THAT YOU DIDN'T END UP CALLING THE WHOLE 5 Sc 1 HERE! Hahahhaha! Ling!!! :P

Ai Phing- Well, thank you for the cake. I know it's not your idea but Tsu Hong's :P So thoughtful of him. Appreciate it :D

Jacq- You cheeky little corporate girl. LOLS! I really appreciate your time here, I know you are one busy personnel now. HAHAHA! Catch up soon.. and lets lose our weight HAHA!

Jay Lin- Lolz. I regretted didn't smash that cake onto your face :P since it was in your hands! HAHA! But really thank you for coming up all the way here for this crazy thing :P I love that fragrant sticks. But not going to stick them into any holes in my body HAHA!

Nadialisa- Lolz You are one of the surprise itself. I would really want to catch up with you on another date. I mean, tonight was so surprising I just didn't know what else to say :) Thanks for coming and the gift.

Jane- This time you were not seen flying like you were seen in Yu Yu's birthday last time huh? Lolz. Got some skills already I see. HAHAHA! Thank you thank you for your gift. When I reached home, my mum already stole it and placed it in her room. Swt :P

Connie- You chau lok! Lols.... How dare you berkomplot with them to do this to me! Haha. One day you'll know the consequences :P

Huo Kit- Baldy, grow your hair! Lols. Thanks for coming. I don't have anything to say to you since you're bald now. LOLS.. Joking! Yeng la yeng la!

Kah Whai- Fark U! U sark!!! Actually.. I know who is that Cam Gigandet. haha!

Siew Lay- U suck even more cuz you weren't here. Kononnya Chibi Maruko live. Lan got la you! LOLS!

Hock- I decided to end this friendship with you as soon as the clock struck 12 am last night actually. Lolz! You know what's the reason, don't you.? VV! Hhahaa! But since you drove all the way from Tesco Xtra to here. I give you double credit. Now you're no longer WCF.. You are... BFITEU, Decipher tht! :P You left your bookmark in my room :P

ZX- Wah down. Tonight you were haunted by Jagung Muar Chee I see.. HAHA! Maybe jagung would be the key to your weight gaining? Lols. Random I am. I wasn't that random until I got to know you years back. HAHA! And I notice something bout you. You can't take Sparkling Juice at all. You get uncontrollable :P HAHA

Prashant- Thanks for being part of this. Appreciate it. AHAHA but I'm jealous that you're hair is trendier than mine. Lols! Sorry for all the shortage :P My unit is not so spacious as yours :P

I guess I didn't miss out anyone rite? Hee! O-yea. I din know you guys brought 2 extra bottles of Sparkling Juice. I just realised it :S Sorry. SHud have shared them with you guys instead of plain water :(

Lols. Though I hate surprises, I will always adore you guys and girls for making my 21st year on Earth a truly memorable experience :) Lolz. Now I understand why Bella hates surprises. HAHA! It really caught me off guard and I don't like being... a helpless noob :P Well unless... Rob Pattinson is part of it. LOLS! I'd die 1 million times for this surprise HAHAH! JK!

Thank you lu lang! LOLS. Love you guys and girls.. LOTS! Nites.

New Year, New Resolutions

Goodbye, 2008! Welcome, 2009 :D

Long story snipped short, 2008 wasn't a very good year for me though I picked up alot of new experiences along the way :) Nevertheless, I still feel thankful to God that everyone that is dear to me-family & friends, lived through 2008 together with me, safe and sound :)

Now, we are in 2009! Don't you feel blessed of the chance given to you? So, stop whining and moping bout the past. A past is always a past, and it will continue to haunt you if you keep staying in that dark room. Walk out, leave them but never to forget them of course. So that you will not fall into the same trap again! :D

I know, it's easier said than done but guess what? I'm not born an adult and I had been thru what exactly some of you are going thru and trust me, time heals and you're the only antidote. No one can help you if you refuse to help yourself. That's all.

I know, I'm too proud at times and yes, I'm proud of myself :P Haha! In some ways.. not like what you're thinking but heaven, it's enough that I know myself :P



Now, lets talk about New Year's Resolutions! I'm sure everyone has something they want to share. Here's a piece of mine! :P

1) Getting my body back in shape. LOls!
2) Sleep earlier, even a minute counts! :P
3) NOT TO BE LATE ANYMORE :P
4) Learn to say "No, I don't want to"!
5) Level up my confidence!
6) Complete Cibtac & Cidesco (My UK + Swiss Diplomas) with Honours- this is abit hard LOLS!
7) Be cool & chic LOLS!
8) Be a more patient Mum ;)
9) Be patient for New Moon :P
10) Still unconditionally and irrevocably in love with Rob Pattinson HHAHAHHA!

That's all I can think of at the moment. Haha! Really, this year's feeling is amazing. Not because I'm getting older but it's just a feeling of... excitement Haha. Like I can sense some interesting stuff coming up, not too sure what those are anyways :P

Anyways, thank you for the few minutes of your precious time spent here in my blog.